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My name is Klint Vance. I'm eighteen years old, but somedays i still feel like I'm fourteen, others I feel thirty. I graduated high school and honestly if I could, I'd probably go back. Never thought I'd say that, but things were a lot simpler then. My entire life, with whatever it was I was doing, I've always been really good at, but never the best. My life goal is to figure out what it is that I'm the best at. I work at a laundry mat and, though it may seem like it's not a legitimate job, it gets me the gas and food money I need. I don't drink. I've seen too many people change for the worse and make mistakes they could've avoided just too get a little break from reality. I like facing things head on, and whatever the outcome might be, at least feeling something real in the process. I like walking outside in the cold, and shivering until my body temperature adjusts to the weather. I guess it's just nice being reminded you're not a robot sometimes. My parents are the most important people in my life and they've given me more than I could ever give back. My dad taught me how to be a man, even in tough situations. My mom taught me how to treat girls with respect and to be a loving person. I love them with every fiber in my body and would do anything it took to make them happy and make they're lives a little easier. Though I'm not sure what the future has in store, I'd like to play music and try to take it somewhere. After that, ideally, I'd like to go to college and figure out what difference it is that I want to make in this world. Maybe a vet? Or a storm chaser? I look up to my friends a lot and think they deserve the best in this world. I care for everyone in my life more than they'll ever know. Don't think I've ever held a grudge. Probably, but it obviously didn't last long. My philosophy is that it's a dark world, you might as well be a light. Even if it's dim, you might be guiding someone to something they couldn't have found by themselves. Some people may say that I've changed a lot, and that's the god honest truth. Change is the first step to progress. I've hurt a lot of friends, girlfriends, family, and I've learned from my mistakes. If you don't learn, then somethings missing. I've never had a broken bone, but I have had a broken heart, in more ways than one. I never used to get as cold as I do lately. If I had to choose two bands to listen to for the rest of my life it'd easily be Owen and Every Time I Die, hands down. I would literally do anything for the people I care about. Whether that meant to back off, or get closer. Bright lights hurt my eyes, so i tend to sleep the day away. I really never feel like I myself, am enough for some people, but I know that I am. I guess it's just a matter of them realizing it. I preach about being confident and having courage and being kind, but sometimes I forget about all of those things and make an ass of myself. It's not a day-to-day thing, but it happens every once in awhile, unfortunately. Oklahoma is a great place to grow up, but one day I'll be leaving. I'm not scared of being alone, I've just found that the days seem more alive and the nights more crisp when you've someone in your life. I have a song for every situation. And a one-of-a-kind memory. I wrote a song about a girl for the first time a few nights ago, and I'm not really sure if she'll ever hear it. Everything happens for a reason. I believe in miracles. Love at first site exists. And yes, I can lasso the moon.
"Can you sleep as the sound hits your ears one at a time? An unspoken balance here. Unabridged for so many years. That I should stare at receivers to receive her isn't fair. But don't worry I'll catch you. Don't ever worry. Your arms in mine, anytime. I wouldn't trade anything. You're still my everything. To my surprise, before my eyes, you arrive. But don't worry I'll catch you. I'm still breaking old habits when you pulled the wool over me. I can see everything. Everything, remembering, jinx removing. No need for reminding, you're still all that matters to me."

My Blog

I don't even know

If I believe half of what my last blog said. And it doesn't really matter. I guess really if you're alive and happy that's all that matters. Whether or not you believe in god has nothing to do with it...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Oct 2009 02:39:00 GMT

"I've good friends with bad habits."

The mystery of life has been weighing on my lately. Why are we here? How'd we get here? Am I a good person? Do people like me? These are all questions I keep asking myself from day to day. Everyone wa...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Sep 2009 02:07:00 GMT

Something's gonna change soon.

So I recently graduated from high school. "My entire life is in front of me." I'm not sure what to do now. All I've known for 13 years is to take a few breaks from school every once in awhile and then...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 22:24:00 GMT