Life, it used to be so simple. It seems decsions have taken the color out of life. No matter what you choose to do, your decsion is always the wrong one in the end. It used to be so much easier... but now the feelings are gone. It seems as the beauty in everything aged, so did I. I've out grown the things that comfort me, and at this point in life, im not sure what does anymore. Since you grow a little bit everyday, nothing can ever stay the same, especially feelings. People who feel everything they have is what they want forever are very lucky, because thats what im looking for these days. I want feeling's that you can't even put into words. I have some at the moment, but not enough for my own satisfactory. I dont know what im chasing after in life at the moment, but when I find it, ill let you know.
