I can definitely describe myself as an enigma. As John Lennon once said life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans. I think in my case I'm grateful that my life turned out the way it was destined to instead of everything going as I planned. After all, good things come to those who wait...I'm glad I'm past the teenage stage. It's nice to be an evolved individual with a unique identity instead of trying to fit into a mold that was never meant for me. ..You'd be surprised, but there are people in this world that will love you just the way you are no matter your flaws, or how much of a freak you think you are. You just has to wait until a second freak comes along and together you merge into a normal couple. No one's perfect, but some people are perfect for each other."In one way or another I've always suffered. I didn't know why exactly. But I do know that I'm not so scared of suffering now. I feel more than I've ever felt and I've found someone to feel with. To play with. To love in a way that feels right for me. I hope he knows that I can see that he suffers too. And that I want to love him.""Each cut, each scar, each burn, a different mood or time. I told him what the first one was, told him where the second one came from. I remembered them all. And for the first time in my life I felt beautiful. Finally part of the earth. I touched the soil and he loved me back. "
from the Secretary
Oracle: I'd ask you to sit down, but, you're not going to anyway. And don't worry about the vase.
Neo: What vase?
[Neo turns to look for a vase, and as he does, he knocks over a vase of flowers, which shatters on the floor.]
Oracle: That vase.
Neo: I'm sorry--
Oracle: I said don't worry about it. I'll get one of my kids to fix it.
Neo: How did you know?
Oracle: Ohh, what's really going to bake your noodle later on is, would you still have broken it if I hadn't said anything?
Guilt is like a bag of fuckin' bricks. All ya gotta do is set it down.~John Milton
The One
