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I Travel Torn Dimensions in my Mind with Salvia

I live in the shadows of existence...

About Me


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I'm back and the realization of the present, past, and future have collided into emotionless darkness wich there is no real return from. I've been there a few times before and I'm back again, but it shall slowly sink into the place it belongs, back into the depths of my soul.------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------- Umm... right let's see here... I'm Sam and I love body art, but only have one piercing, regretfully. Explosives and fire are some of my closest friends. Most of my interests have a tendency to drive me insane(they have on several occasions). I'm lost in my own little world that isn't little mine anymore. Better Living Through Chemistry ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Oh yes, this girl is MINE and will be mine forever, so don't get your hopes up.

Okay, people are starting to annoy me. I'm not a Satanist(traditional or other wise), Wiccan, Alchemist, or any other obscure religion that could possible invole witch craft or sacrifice. I don't care if there is a God or any dieties at all. I usually don't care about religion as much as I used to or at all as a matter of fact. I personally think that the Judeo-Christian religions are laughable along with the rest of them. If there is a god, fine, I'll burn in hell. I don't fucking care. I exist as myself and I claim Chemistry/Chemicals/Drugs as my religion. No, not any of that Scientology bullshit either and I couldn't care less about humantiy as a whole. I exist as myself and nothing else. No, that does not make me a modern Satanist because I do not worship myself as a god.I a m a p s y c h o n a u t a n d m y m e n t a l s t a t e i s a l w a y s c h a n g i n g .
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 63%
Stability |||||||||||| 43%
Orderliness |||||| 26%
Accommodation |||||||||| 36%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex || 10%
Physical security |||||||||||| 43%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||| 23%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56%
Female cliche |||||||||||||| 56% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges.
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Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist.
Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!).
Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others.
And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you.
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My Interests

I live for music, explosives, anime, fire, chemistry (use and abuse it), and all things carnal in the human nature and some that are not.
Name: Sam
Birthdate: 7/20
Birthplace: IDK
Current Location: N/A
Eye Color: Blue-Black
Hair Color: Blonde dyed Black ...damn my roots are showing...
Height: 5'8"
Weight: 130-150 it jumps constantly
Piercings: only one right now; left side of my lip, 10 gauge
Tatoos: none yet
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Rabbit is mine. ^_^
Overused Phraze: What the fuck?!?!?!
FAVORITES
Food: don't realyy have one
Candy: I can't spell it...
Number: 23
Color: Green
Animal: felines
Drink: all types of lemonade
Alcohol Drink: anything suites me
Bagel: ...umm....what the fuck?
Letter: ...umm....what the fuck?
Body Part on Opposite sex: hips.... I'm twisted leave me alone....
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: either
McDonalds or BurgerKing: either
Strawberry or Watermelon: strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: Iced
Chocolate or Vanilla depends on my mood
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: hot chocolate
Kiss or Hug: it depends
Dog or Cat: cat
Rap or Punk: punk
Summer or Winter: either
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: either
Love or Money: love
YOUR...
Bedtime: when I feel like it
Most Missed Memory: fuck the past
Best phyiscal feature: eyes
First Thought Waking Up: Where the fuck am I???
Goal for this year: to get a decent job
Best Friends: Rick, Franky, and everyone else drifted away or I don't know them that well yet
Weakness: I can't list all of them.....
Fears: depends on the day
Heritage: mixed European and a little Cherokee
Longest relationship: since November 21, 2006 and counting
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yes
Ever Smoked: yes
Pot: yes
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been beaten up: yes
Ever beaten someone up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: yes
Ever Skinny Dipped: yes
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: yes
Been Dumped Lately: no
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: blue/green
Favorite Hair Color: anything but red hed: most are very abusive towards me, seriously
Short or Long: somewhere in the middle; not ultra short or insanely long
Height: somewhere in the middle; not ultra short or towering over me
Style: doesn't matter
Looks or Personality: personality
Hot or Cute either
Drugs and Alcohol: open about them
Muscular or Really Skinny: in the middle; not weak or annerexic
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: don't remind me, I'm trying to forget them all
What country do you want to Visit: Germany
How do you want to Die: natural
Been to the Mall Lately: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: I like them as much as I know I will burn in hell
Get along with your Parents: want to see WWIII
Health Freak: no
Do you think your Attractive: not really
Believe in Yourself: sometimes
Want to go to College: yes
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Drink: yes
Shower Daily: usually
Been in Love: I am with Carrisa
Do you Sing: not very well, but yes
Want to get Married: yes
Do you want Children: maybe
Have your future kids names planned out: no
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: too late for that
Hate anyone: yes

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who feels like talking to me... Fuck that, I want honesty in the people I talk to.

Music:

Metal, I couldn't live without it. I love my music dark, filled with anger, and violence. Then again, I have my little exceptions with most other music.

Movies:

Silent Hill, Butterfly Effect, Saw 1 & 2, House of Wax

Television:

Adult Swim, CSI, Discovery Channel, History Channel I know it's odd, but I crave knowledge.

Books:

Angel of Darkness and I forget the other one....

Heroes:

Why idolize when you can become an actualization of your thoughts??

My Blog

Salvia - I'm afraid of my mind more than anything else now.

You don't forget salvia. lol Yeah, it's like a bunch of me were being pulled out of primortial ooze or something with eyes, hair, faces, arms, legs, torsos, and just random skin in geometric shapes. T...
Posted by I Travel Torn Dimensions in my Mind with Salvia on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 05:23:00 PST

....evolution of a life...

Yeah, realizations of what you've done to fuck other people over, old wounds that never scarred over, new wounds on the old wounds, and something deeper than the traditional love. I hate my job yet I ...
Posted by I Travel Torn Dimensions in my Mind with Salvia on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 01:15:00 PST

Hedonism and Love

I've been on a railroad of DXM trips with my friends, but I've done it the most times and I can feel myself changing everyday. I'm also in a relationship and she can't stand smoking of any sort(she ha...
Posted by I Travel Torn Dimensions in my Mind with Salvia on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 09:59:00 PST

I'm leaving to find myself.

I now remember why I despise humanity and why I don't trust anyone. I just imagined for once I could believe and not get fucked up like the last time. I woke up empty today. I have no faith in love. I...
Posted by I Travel Torn Dimensions in my Mind with Salvia on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 08:44:00 PST

I'm going to kill you in your sleep if you don't read this.

Okay, people are starting to annoy me and I don't care that I just threatened millions of people. So let's get this straight, I'm not a Satanist(traditional or other wise), Wiccan, Alchemist, or ...
Posted by I Travel Torn Dimensions in my Mind with Salvia on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 08:57:00 PST