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ANTHONY,FOR WHATEVER REASON IT IS THAT YOU STILL AT THIS AGE ACT THEY VERY SAME WAY YOU DID IN HIGH SCHOOL HOWEVER I AM AN ADULT AND DO NOT APPRECIATE THE DRAMA. PLEASE I AM ASKING WITH CONCERN TO KEEP MY NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH. I DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU HAVE SAID OR HAVE TO SAY AFTER THIS BECAUSE AGAIN I AM PAST THE ABILITY TO CARE. I AM DOING WELL HERE FOR MYSELF AND MY FAMILY AND I HOPE YOU ARE TOO...... THE REASON FOR THIS IS BECAUSE I ASSUMED MAKING AN ASS OF ME AND U AS WELL, THAT YOU WERE A GROWN MAN AND PAST THE CHILDISH GAMES YOU PLAYED, APPARENTLY I WAS SADLY MISTAKEN"WHEN I WAS A BOY I PLAYED WITH TOYS AS A GROWN MAN I PUT THEM AWAY"SOMETHING TO PONDER NOW YOU CAN KEEP ME AS A FRIEND IF YOU LIKE BUT ONLY IF YOUR GOING TO BE AN ADULT ABOUT IT OR YOUR BEST BET IS TO DELETE ME IF YOU CANT I HAVE NO TIME FOR ANY TIME CONSUMING ISSUSE IN WHICH THE NATURE CONSUME YOUR VERY LIFEIN OTHER WORDS IF YOUR GOING TO GROW THE FUCK YOU CAN KEEP ME AS A FRIEND IF NOT THEN FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE AND DELETE ME BECAUSE I DON'T NOR HAVE I EVER NEEDED THE DRAMA OF SOMEONE LIKE YOU IN MY LIFE MY LIFE IS FUCKING GREAT AND I AM HAPPY AND I DONT NEED YOU TO FUCK IT UPNOW I AM KEEPING A COPY OF THIS JUST IN CASE, BECAUSE I KNOW HOW YOU DO AND IF NEED BE I WILL POST IT ON MY PAGE I AM STILL THE SAME DAMN RUTHLESS COLD HEARTED BITCH THAT YOU DID NOT FUCK WIT BEFORE SO DONT START NOW I KNOW JUST AS MANY SECRETS AS YOU DO LIES..........LOVE ALWAYSXOXOXOX**********************************Despair****** *************************************A window opens and in comes a beautiful butterfly She makes me ponder What does it takeAs she flutters her beautiful burnt orange wings I imagine she is me... Flying around care free living her life how and when she wants to Only one day to die a full happy life, filled with no regrets and no sorriesNot for one moment depressed or thinking of what life would be like if she only had...........What a beautiful butterfly soaring to levels ill never reachSpreading joy in every life she touches A symbol of beauty and a flag for freedom Everyone wants to hold one - touch one - wear one I want to be oneOnly to live the life I long for In this life impossible as it maybeHow can I How can I live the life that my soul was meant to live, and without consequence??Will all love me unconditionally Will the ones that were born to love me live in my heart as a memory or will they glide in my life on the back of my wings??One day when pigs fly I will know the answers my mind ponders As I watch this beautiful long winged Monarch soar into my window I dream one day I too will fly above and some poor vermin will gaze upon me in despair.Until that day I am just me... Until that day I am reincarnated into a slimly insect to become a beautiful soul I will spin my webs of disappointment and run my legs until that day.........************************************************ *********** ***********************************************************

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Fist Ever (working title)

Nervous Twitching Wanting you to want me, as bad as I want you Not knowing that it was right there all along Saying stupid things because im nervous knowing i have to make the first move, no...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 06:40:00 GMT

A Change

Feelings numb from reflection Thinking aloud in a corner Rocking to pacify the mental strain Anxious that someone will hear me Incoherent ranting, vulnerable feelings Tough exterior, weak interior S...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 21:22:00 GMT

feeling new

SO FOR SOME STRANGE REASON SOME PPL FEEL THE NEED TO TAKE ME FOR AN ABSOLUTE SUCKA LIKE I HAVE A SIGN ON MY FOREHEAD THAT SAYS I WAS BORN YESTURDAY SO TAKE COMPLETE ADVANTAGE OF MY KINDNESS &nb...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:53:00 GMT

Despair

Despair A window opens and in comes a beautiful butterflyShe makes me ponderWhat does it takeAs she flutters her beautiful burnt orange wings I imagine she is me...Flying around care free living her l...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 14:29:00 GMT

Burdens

Feeling as if life passed me by Stop the world and place it on my shoulders Carry my burben, my sisters and my brothers My lovers and my friends Smile at the lil woman I call my "earth" look in her ey...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 16:34:00 GMT

THE DAY MY HEART CRIED FOR LOVE RIP.................

Today marks the anniversary of the day a great man was put to rest. Although often misunderstood Tupac Shakur, had a message to share with the world. Remembered mostly for his later years as a h...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 14:54:00 GMT

A Special Thanx- You Saved Me

Really sick that morning was unable to go to work. Chicago Merch. ,in the towers, had just started my job and was afraid to take the day off but was just to sick to go in. called out and laid back dow...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 08:31:00 GMT

My Random thoughts/feelings of life......

How can we as a person grow with an understanding of ourself if we have never explored the vortex of stuff we created.....The black hole of things we just throw there, memories,feelings, thoughts, our...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 10:28:00 GMT

Confused

What so not clear about being clear. Some people are outspoken for a reason. "I'm not ready for Love- because I'm scared- not because I'm scared to be hurt, but because I'm scared of hurting."I'm not ...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:05:00 GMT

When You Look In Her Eyes

When You Look In Her Eyes What do you see? A smile? Your future? What? When you touch her do you get excited? Do you feel that thing called love? When you ...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 09:07:00 GMT