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Adyta

Regret is the domain of those who have earned the right to look back on the past, all i have is sham

About Me

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"Regret is the domain of those who have earned the right to look back on the past,
all i have is shame."
-Chief Kurama (Elfen Leid)-

Name: Adyta (Ada)Age: 19Gender: FemaleLocation: Kearny, New JerseyStatus: SingleOrientation: BisexualHeight: 5'10"Religion: AtheistZodiac Sign: SagittariusEducation: Some CollegeOccupation: Trying not to go insane

-More about Ada-

I don't trust people/humanity...period. We have the power to create and destroy...Two things that take a lot of force and power to do- most people chose to do the latter of the two to benefit there own selves and to fufil there own needs. this is why i do not trust human nature nor the shells that embody it. the only exceptions are the handful of people i keep close to me.

My friends are everything to me, I live to make sure that they are okay & that they smile & have a chance at life that i didn't have for a while. Though i have very few friends the ones i do have are family to me b/c I don't have any family...often you will hear me call them "sister" or "brother".If you fuck with any of them them...I will tare you to shreds & you will wish you were dead.

I have a lot of insecurities and fear. At this point my heart is broken and at this point, I'm not even bothering to pick up the pieces.

I am a huge animal lover i have a Cat named Nana and i love her to death.

I am a very Kind and Caring person but wasn't always that way...I can become really mean if you cross me the wrong way.

I have had a very dark yet unique life thus far. Sometimes it is a blessing and sometimes its a curse. Its is my greatest strength yet my greatest weakness. My past is a huge part of my life- slowly i have been letting go but certain other circumstances are preventing me from doing so. What I'm basically trying to say is that my past is a big part of who i am.

I love video games and always have ever since i was a kid. I play mostly Survival horror and action games...sometimes some oldies of coarse

Home

My Dearest Friends, You Guys are my everything...(Still, under construction lol)

A

AFI

A Perfect Circle

Anthropia


Alien Vampires
Aerosmith
Aural Vamprie
Assemblage 23
ATB
As I lay dying
Ayria
AFI
Archenemy
Austrian Death machine
Amduscia
And One
Amon Amarth
Ancient Ceremony
Apocalyptica
Apoptygma Berserk
Atargatis
B
Breaking benjamin
Bauhaus
Busdriver
Behemoth
Biohazard
Blutengel
C
Cradle of filth
Castlevania Music
Cadaveria
Cannible Corpse
Combichrist
Carnival in coal
Celldweller
Colony 5
Chevelle
The Chemical brothers
The cranberrys
The Cruxshadows
cypress hill
D
Dimmu borgir
Dark Tranquility
Dark Sanctuary
Daft Punk
Dj Bike
Dead Kennedy's
Dawn Of Ashes
Dead Can DAnce
Desdemona
D 12
Desdemona y Othello
DJ Nosferatu
DJ Venom
Dreadful Shadows
Dommin
Dir En Grey
Deathstars
Decapitated
Dethklok
Das Ich
Disturbed
Depeche Mode
Dementra
Dope
Darzamat
E
Epica
Emilie Autumn
Elfen Lied Music
Enya
Eurithmics
Evanescence
Eisbrecher
Evil Activities
F
Final fantasy music
Five finger death punch
Forigner
Faderhead
Fear Factory
Feti Ant
Filament 38
Funker Vogt
G
Gothika
Grendel
Godsmack
Guns and Roses
The gothsicles
H
HIM
Hollywood undead
Hocico
Hanzel & Gretyl
I
In Flames
Imogen Heep
Inkubus Sukkubus
Iron madien
Iced Earth
Icon of Coil
Ill Nino
J
Jamiroquai
Journey
jedi mind tricks
K
Kovenant
Kelly
Killing Joke
KMFDM
L
Lamb Of God
Lordi
Lacuna Coil
Life Cried
Lights of Euphoria
Linkin Park (older)
M
Moonspell
Metallica
Megadeth
Macbeth
Marilyn Manson
Mary Magdalyn
Mudvayne
Mandragora Scream
Maggot Twat
Mastodon
Ministry
MSI
Meshuggah
Mushroomhead (older)
My parasites
N
Necro
Nachtmahr
Neurotic Fish
Nightwish (old school)
Neophyte
NamNambulu
Neon syntesis
N.I.N
Nevermore
Noisuf X
Nurzery [Rhymes]
O
Opera IX
Oakenfold
Otep
Orgy
P
Psyclon nine
Pantera
Puddle Of Mudd
Paradise Lost
Q
Quiet Riot
R
Revelation Theroy
RAGE
Rob Zombie
R.E.M
Rammstein
Rancid
Reaper
S
Soul Calibur music
Serj Tankian
system of a down
section 8
shiny toy guns
Systematic
Sigh
Silent hill Music
Samael
static-x
SITD
Skinny Puppy
slayer
snow Patrol
Soilwork
Solar Fake
Staind
Static icon
Suicide Commando
Sworn enemy
Strapping young lad
T
Theatres des Vampires
Ten Masked Men
The Berzerker
Tenacious D
Tool
Tactical Sekt
ten masked men
U
Unheilig
Unter Null
The Used
V
Vitamin string quartet
Vnv Nation
W
:Wumpscut:
Within Temptation
White Zombie
Wintersun
Wolfsheim
X
Xentrifuge
Y
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Z
Zeraphine
Zeromancer

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Posted by on Wed, 14 Oct 2009 07:23:00 GMT

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-Adyta-

I've been getting alot of questions about my "name". Who exactly is Adyta, and what does it mean?Adyta is a derivitive from the latin word "adytos". Adyta is not an actual person. It exact translation...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Aug 2009 10:06:00 GMT

I think this is fairly acurate...

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Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 13:55:00 GMT

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Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 03:08:00 GMT

I am in need of serious change.

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