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Winkie Winkie Bum Bum Poo Poo Tity Tity - More amazing video clips are a click awayI never saw an ugly thing in my life: I let the form of an object be what it may, -- light, shade, and perspective will always make it beautiful. But can beauty be defined by ambition as well, or is Ambition the last refuge of the failure... My failure... I will spend years triing to rebute my history. With beauty and ambition I may have a chance. But do we grant second chances to the wicked, the souls that have no remorse the fools who can't see what has always been with them. Does God spare room for the independant, The free thinker, The man that creates God not the one that fears him? Can man exist in a world where God does not allow change,It is change, continuing change, inevitable change, that is the dominant factor in society today. No sensible decision can be made any longer without taking into account not only the world as it is, but the world as it will be...Will it be better, will it be worse, I believe that it had to get worse in order to get better. I choose a path and that path leads me places most will never go but does that mean I can't learn from both my own mistake as well as others. Or does the fact that sainthood sliped through my fingers mean I only have the choice to give up. But isn't choice a part of change..... A history with another human being can not be used a reference for thier future actions....you cannot step twice into the same river; for other waters are continually flowing in. A person changes in so many ways that they are not the same person as yesterday just a collection of history. This is my first punishment, that by the verdict of my own heart, my guilt is never acquitted. I will always be guilty I only hope that one day guilty ambition will bring much beauty into my life. In looking back, I see nothing to regret and little to correct. But am I better or worse for my decisions? Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets.T.Cloys Ward