im jst here to chill wit friends nd make new friends...nah mean.....aint dwn wit that computer love!!
↓↓↓ 061308so yesterday he explain'd his deffinition of real and true love.--i couldnt agree with him more ((sigh)) i dont even kno where to start. i've poured my heart out numerous of times about this kiid. i can't quite help it. i love him soo much. right now..it's tough. he's there and im here. everyday i wake up...i cry. knowing tht i wont bee spending any time with him like b4. no more trips to the ice cream shop;; the park;; or jst on a lil walking adventures. no more late night love'n.--kinda miss tht the most ((lol)) this is the most hardest thing i had to deal with. i mean it's only been three days since he left....but we have the whole summer to go.--thts a long ass time i will pretty much be crying until i get to see him again. the crazy thing about me crying;; is the tears never really fall anymore. i've cry'd soo much tht they dont come down anymore.--it's a shame right now i feel alone in this world. i know i'm not;; but with him over there..i dont have anyone to run to..to cry on...soo i'm by my-self. all i can do is tell him about it. i have to deal with everything by my-self. its tough.he's asks mee almost everyday "why do you love mee" --here's my answer ((this whole entry)) if i didnt love him i wouldnt bee wasting my time writing all of this. i'd still bee sleep bc i didnt really get any last night and i have to go to work. if i didnt love him i wouldnt have gotten in soo much trouble over him. i wouldnt have too ' mean mugg all these bitches tht talk shiit about mee and him.--yeaa i kno about all tht shiit→ adrianna....... anyways. i wouldnt bee crying everynight if i didnt love him. but i do. i love to sit here and let everyone kno how i feel. this is the only way i can express my-self. im too shy to say it out loud.--thts why i never answer you on the phone bae...lol but i love him. and i always will love him. even if he's over there for the whole summer...or longer ((tear)). im just gonna have to deal with it. and i will deal with it. as far as we've gotten it'll bee stoopid for mee to just give up right now.--it really would.but i think im done for now. i might right something else if he responds. soo yea...till next time.....--bee.mariie.--bumpin:: Ciara "And I"
Finding nemo {coo coo cachoo made his way to the big ol blue}.....
well shit i got cable now...but im not gonna list nothin
i dont have ne heros..but i need one