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How I've waited for you to come, I've been here all along, Now that you have arrived please stay a while and I promise I won't keep you for long, I'll keep you forever! I'm an Asshole! Its not that I hate people I just feel better when there not around. Some people are alive because its against the law to kill them! God is an child with a ant farm. Kill your self! Kill your self! Don't relay on no one else! End it all and kill your self! I wish I had some Goddamn milk! My Cheerios are not the same! I wish I had some Goddamn milk my Mother is to blame! I think of people starving do you think I care! let them all die hungry so I can breath there air! Fuck the middle east theres too many problems, They just get in the way we sure could live without them! They hijack are planes they raise our gas prices, Kill them all have a ball end there Fuckin crisis! Sick of you! I'm so sick so sick of you! Now I Lay me down to sleep, BLAH BLAH BLAH my soul to keep, If I die before I wake, I'll go to Hell for Heavens sake! You all ways make us wait! You are the ones we hate! You can't communicate! SPEAK ENGLISH OR DIE!!! What do you mean I don't support your system? I go to court when I have too! What do you mean I'm not kind? Just not your Kind! What do you mean I hurt your feelings? I didn't know you had any feelings! Talking to you is like clapping with one hand! Bastard son, your saving grace Left alone I found my place I find love in what I steal You should of left me rest in Potters Field. My childhood was a dream A full clout nightmare, a sight unseen My greatest fear as a kid One which i always kept hid Was to come home from school And find my mother dead. I've been choking on the air that you've been giving me it's all a game to you, to me it's an atrocity as you add another loop onto my noose I lose all sense of what is abuse. I live with myself, i know my place Wipe that bullshit smile off your face The show is over Build me up and then you tear me down Curse my name when I'm not around You're so hard until the truth is found What goes round always comes around. What do you do when something dies A life together has ended, your living a lie When did this act become reality ? Hello conscience, do I laugh or do I cry. Even though some things are better left unsaid There's a few things I need to get off my chest I need to vent - let me tell you why I'm suicidal, maniacal, self-destructive You leave me no hope, no life Nothing worth living for I've taken it, can't take it anymore My worst nightmare You make me want to slit my own fucking throat Just so I'll be rid of you Just to get rid of you. I got so much trouble on my mind Paranoia time I'm running out of life Clockwise and the seconds tick way Each line that cuts my face Cut as each hand moves into place Paranoia amped and wired Bile black the thoughts that run my head There's so much to be said They're so much living dead Walking corpses shambling through life With nothing in their sight Dance on their bones, step in and fight. Time don't got nothing To do with how high you can count Time and life Life and time To have and hold And sometimes find It isn't mine, it isn't yours Man to man i'll fight you for Time and life Life and time One day i'll get what's mine Through the persistence of time. Deal with the hate inside That causes you the pain inside That turns into the rage inside That makes you feel like death inside. Goddamn no where place to be Dying deep inside of me Always standing on the inside looking out Can't break a hear so strong with pride It's more than just being alive I broke the rule with you I'm out. An unforeseen future nestled somewhere in time Unsuspecting victims, no warnings, no signs Judgment day the second coming arrives Before you see the light you must die. Close your eyes Look deep in your soul Step outside yourself And let your mind go Frozen eyes stare deep in your mind as you die Close your eyes And forget your name Step outside yourself And let your thoughts drain As you go insane.