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The advent of our nation's decline is upon us. Our world spirals into unguided darkness before us. The sinews of a moral and ethical society unravel beneath us. The old perpetuate the long since burning flame of bigotry, greed, and hypocrisy. The young, unclear as to their path in life, rip themselves asunder and degenerate into savages on a scale not yet seen. The time is upon us, ye righteous… set aside your prejudices, set aside your fears, your complacency, and your apathy… all that has been indoctrinated into us by the privileged few to keep us divided. Let us unite under one cause, one banner… let us be the light of the future. Together, we shall overcome the global decay and together we shall make right every childhood dream of a safer and brighter world.
Let no one blind you to the reality that is the darkness descending upon these days… where there is no greater division than in the faith that was meant to give us hope. Join me brothers and sisters…. Join me in reigniting the light that was once righteousness, justice, loyalty, honor, truth… Toy Soldiers, UNITE!
“People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people.” –V
"We should all fear evil men, but what we should fear most, is the indifference of good men." -Boondock Saints
"A good man need only do nothing, for evil to prevail." - Unknown
"It is no measure of health to be so well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" --Krishnamurti
"Laws are in essence, jokes. Consider if you will that if a law was created to protect me, it would grant me the rights to protect myself. However, laws eliminate means of defense where the law abiding citizen is left defenseless and, let's not kid ourselves; criminals don't obey the law and are armed to the teeth. It is here that I realized the laws of our nation protect two kinds of people... the rich and the criminal... who are all too often, although not always, the same." –Myself
"God forbid we should ever be 20 years without such a rebellion....What country can preserve it's [sic] liberties if their rulers are not warned from time to time that their people preserve the spirit of resistance?...The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants." --Thomas Jefferson on Shays' Rebellion.
"The tree of liberty, my friends, is wilting" -- Myself
"America may be unique in being a country which has leapt from barbarism to decadence without touching civilization." -- John O'Hara
I do not understand the reasons behind many of Manson's anti-God statements, beyond the fact that he is the pinnacle of non-conformity and this is the best way to emphasize it.
I stand firm in my beliefs and in my faith, but at the same time do not condemn him for his. Why? You might ask…This is why I no longer claim myself “Christian” but rather as Progeny of the Tetragrammaton, or, Children of YHWH (Yahweh, God…). The Christian has befouled their name by taking it upon themselves to fulfill the tasks that God reserves for Himself… to pass judgment.
People say that the Christians are “weak” and it’s the “walk on us” religion… I cannot say I’ve memorized the Word front to back, but I do believe there is a certain point where we have the right to defend ourselves. I read an ignorant post of the obvious black and white contrast comparison:
“husky801 (56 minutes ago) the term 'jesus suffered for our sins'realy means that the person that is to brainwashed by religion(jesus)will not fight back and will suffer when we sin against them.have you found jesus yet,the one that will let you walk all over them because they are weak husky801 (1 hour ago) in church they say that the best way to protect your family is to live rightously and pray.yeah,that'll protect your family from the serial rapist with the machete thats in your house,just pray,and "god" will save you.oh,youre allready dead,must not have had enough faith.where that prayer failed,a 12 gauge would have worked "miracles" “
First and foremost, there’s not a whole lot of ground to listen to someone who learned their “faith” from another disbeliever, rather than discovering it on his own.
Second…It dawned on me that in the parable where Christ turned the other cheek… the situation was nothing more than petty ridicule, not immediate physical threat to His life. When it comes to His crucifixion however, that was His duty on earth, when “we owed a debt we couldn’t pay, He came to pay a debt He didn’t owe”. That was His destiny so that we can have ours.
His only point is that Christians are in fact brainwashed by Religion (organized, not Jesus you goon). Few Christians have any real faith. Rarely sought after, almost never obtained, faith is, sad to say, all too often learned.
It was well stated here: “pracwiz (4 days ago) I would just like to point out tht religion and faith are 2 different things A faith in Christ should stop people from committing attrocities were as religion basically wants everyone to believe the same thing! We as individual have be the guardians of what action we take from the experiences we receive and religious would be better equipt to help if they read and more inportantly understood what the New Testiment is saying to Christans. Don't just point the finger, do something to change it! “
Moving on…Does Marilyn truly "hate" my God? Or is it just for show? With the media, one can never be sure... but you can see a difference between his character on stage and off. The man he is offstage is well composed, intelligent, and courteous... and this is where I base my “judgment” of his personality. I listen to some of his music, avoiding those that go against my grain... because someone told me to? No... of my own personal preference and conviction. Despite his on stage persona... some of what he has said offstage is something I'd like to share and that I support. This man has a fine understanding of the way the world works and I truly feel he has the better part of humanity's well being in mind... I strongly suggest you look up interviews online or see his segment in Bowling for Columbine.
After Columbine, the media said the kids listened to Manson and this is why they did it… it was later discovered they didn’t even like the band… what was the next scapegoat? “Doom” and violent video games… which supports my theory even more that games are even less to blame, especially when it comes to just grabbing things out of the air to hold responsible.
I want to make it perfectly clear that I believe in Jesus Christ (Yeshua) as my savior and guiding light, but I am by no means a note-worthy follower. Kingdom of Heaven had a fine way of putting my belief into words:
Hospitaller: I put no stock in religion. By the word religion I have seen the lunacy of fanatics of every denomination be called the will of god. I have seen too much religion in the eyes of too many murderers. Holiness is in right action, and courage on behalf of those who cannot defend themselves, and goodness. What god desires is here
[points to head]
and here
[points to heart]
and what you decide to do every day, you will be a good man - or not.
That is all for now.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Iosef Wolf
Birthday: September 28th, 1984
Birthplace: San Diego, California
Current Location: To Be Disclosed
Eye Color: Dark Brown, bordering black
Hair Color: Dark Brown, bordering black
Height: 5'10" and a 1..4
Right Handed or Left Handed: Left Handed
Your Heritage: Mexican/Italian/Scottish/English
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black New Balance with white highlights
Your Weakness: It wasn't specific as to what KIND of weakness...
Your Fears: Spiders...and losing those I care about
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese, Pepporoni, Black Olives...that's about it.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Building my physical strength and my character (not RPG character)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ...
Thoughts First Waking Up: Hey, I woke up...
Your Best Physical Feature: how should I know...my eyes I guess.
Your Bedtime: It varies...
Your Most Missed Memory: I guess my most missed memory is that way because I forgot what it was...
Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI
MacDonalds or Burger King: BURGER KING
Single or Group Dates: Muh?
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LIPTON
Chocolate or Vanilla: ....ooo that's a tough one.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Yes
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Still am...
Do you want to go to College: Already there...
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Usually
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: I guess...maybe...if I were girl
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: Piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Several Times...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: A few times...
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: ...what the hell?
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I think so...
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: ...
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No
Ever been Drunk: No
Ever been called a Tease: No
Ever been Beaten up: That might be the memory I lost...
Ever Shoplifted: One time, when I was like...4... I found a super-ball in a half opened package where a superball was already stolen, so I figured "sure, why not".
How do you want to Die: In a glorious battle, with a high kill count, and remembered for pushing on despite my wounds.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I guess a...uhm...game designer or something
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan, China, and Russia...
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Hazel...brown...jade....man I can't pick.
Favourite Hair Color: Blue...or black
Short or Long Hair: Depends on the individual
Height: 5'2" to 5'9"
Weight: Preferably a person who takes care of themselves....soooo, weight proportional to height.
Best Clothing Style: Gothy, preppy, school girly, crap... it depends on the person!
Number of Drugs I have taken: Alot if we're talking about prescriptions (not anti-depressants or anything)...otherwise I'm a pretty straight fellow
Number of CDs I own: HellifIknow
Number of Piercings: ...I stepped on a nail once
Number of Tattoos: none...
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I lost count.
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Personality cocktail
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Ah, the prodigies of humanity.
You Are 52% Evil
You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. How Evil Are You?
Your Love Type: ISFJ
The Nurturer
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP What's Your Love Type?
Greed: Medium
Gluttony: High
Wrath: Very High
Sloth: Medium
Envy: High
Lust: Medium
Pride: High
Discover Your Sins - Click Here
You Are Mostly Virtuous
You are a good person, or at least as good as you can be.
You try to do the right thing, and you have ended up with many virtues.
While you are virtuous, you aren't a saint.
There's definitely a bit of devilishness deep in your heart!
Where You Are Virtuous
You have the virtue of Resolution. You are determined to do what you should, no matter how difficult it is.
You have the virtue of Cleanliness. You keep yourself and your home clean.
You have the virtue of Frugality. You spend your money wisely, and you are not wasteful.
Where You Are Not Virtuous
You lack the virtue of tranquillity. Your life tends to be eventful and dramatic.
You lack the virtue of Chastity. You aren't guarded when it comes to intimacy.
You lack the virtue of Moderation. You are attracted to extremes of all sorts. Are You Virtuous?
You Are a Werewolf
You're unpredictable, moody, and downright freaky. You seem sweet and harmless, until you snap. Then you're a total monster. Very few people can predict if you're going to be Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde. But for you, all your transformations seem perfectly natural.Your greatest power: Your ability to tap into natureYour greatest weakness: Lack of self controlYou play well with: Vampires What Kind of Monster Are You?It's not really fair that these are all for females :-(
You Are 80% Good
You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral.
And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through.
If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing.
Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps.
You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself
Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader
To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you How Good Are You?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. Could You Be Violent?
Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Fire
You are intense, internally driven, and passionate.
Your emotions are unpredictable - and they often get the better of you.
Both radiant and terrifying, people are drawn to you.
At your most powerful, you feel like the world belongs to you.
Why you would be a good superhero: You are obsessive enough to give it your all
Your biggest problem as a superhero: Your moodiness would make it difficult to control your powers What Should Your Superpower Be?
Your Power Element is Wood
Your power colors: green and brown
Your energy: generative
Your season: spring
Like a tree, you are always growing and changing.
And while your life is dynamic, you are firmly grounded.
You have high morals and great confidence in yourself and others.
You have a wide set of interests, and you make for intersting company. What's Your Power Element?
Your Personality is Very Rare (ENTJ)
Your personality type is energetic, romantic, optimistic, and brave.
Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 5% of all men
You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Judging. How Rare Is Your Personality?
You Are Destined to Rule the World
You have the makings of a very evil dictator...
Which is both kind of cool and kind of scary!
Will you rule the world? Maybe. Maybe not.
But at least you know that you could. Are You Destined For World Domination?
You Are 82% Sexy
Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts!
Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it.
You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?http://www.blogthings.com/howmisanthropicareyouquiz/out come.php
You Sometimes Hold a Grudge
You aren't exactly vengeful, but you're not going to forget when someone wrongs you.
And while you'll forgive the small things, you don't hand out too many second chances to people who really screw up. Do You Hold a Grudge?
You Are 47% Peaceful
In general, you think the world's a pretty great place - and you're happy to be a part of it.
Sometimes you struggle with life, but who doesn't?
You are quite level headed, though you have more inner angst than you'd like. How Peaceful Are You?
Your Vocabulary Score: B
You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying.
Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated! How's Your Vocabulary?
You Are 76% Politically Radical
You're political views are just plain weird. A little far left, a little far right, and a whole lot of radical. Are You a Political Radical?
Your Wrath Quotient: 90%
You have the makings of a very evil dictator.
If you don't want to go that route, you should consider anger management! How Much Wrath Do You Have?
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.
You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?
You Are 96% Intuitive
Your intuition is so spot on it's scary!
You can learn a lot about people and situations, simply by listening to your gut.
And you've even wondered if you can predict the future at times.
Just be sure not to always listen to your intuition... someday it could be wrong! How Intuitive Are You?
You Are 28% Capitalist, 72% Socialist
You tend to be quite wary of businesses, especially big business.
While you know that corporations have their place, you tend to support small, locally owned shops.
As far as the rich go, you think they're usually corrupt and immoral. Are You a Socialist or Capitalist?

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Girlfriend:
I'm all about a girl who would like a guy to take care of her but knows how to take care of herself... strong, likes to spar, is happy and appreciative when receiving gifts and kind remarks, and likes to return the favor from time to time. I'd do my best to protect her but I cannot always be there for her, therefore, it would be helpful if she could handle herself should something happen to me or if I'm away. Someone with some talents would be cool too, musically inclined, a writer, artist...something. Someone to learn new things with.

Friend:
As far as a friend of any sort goes... I'm all about some loyalty and commitment (odd terms for friendship) and most importantly....honor. I have often started projects in the past that comrades claimed to pledge their assistance (that waned QUITE shortly thereafter). Honesty and straightforwardness (if that's a word).

My Blog

*Sigh* Bite me.

It's funny ya know?   You try so hard to help people and all you get is bitching.   It's like the whole human race doesn't want to be helped, they just want to sit in their dank little corne...
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Wretched Cretins

Well folks, another day gone.   Finished class, tomorrow I have off, and there's nothing to do and no one to hang out with... (yes there's ALWAYS someone but not necessarily someone I WANT...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 05:52:00 GMT

Need Flash Animators/Web Designers! OMG HELP!

Who sees this... everyone?   just my friends? Well in any case... I'll post this message here too... because, I dunno... stuff.   To all ye who serve the Almighty!   I need a ...
Posted by on Fri, 12 May 2006 06:36:00 GMT

...Oops.

Well crap... I put my blog into a bulletin.   DAMNIT again!
Posted by on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 08:44:00 GMT