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gawain

The only people I fear are those who never have doubts.

About Me

I defy categorization (as everybody should). At times I like being social, but there's somewhat of hermit in me as well. I'm always busy on something... there's not enough time in the day to do everything I'd like to do. I'm eccentric and like it that way, I don't feel the need to fit with anybody's group or idea of what I should or should not be. I'm an artist, got my degree in Graphic Design, went through animation classes, and decided that sacrificing creative freedom for a steady paycheck is not something I wanted to do. I currently work as a technician for IHS, a company that services gas monitoring equipment for the semiconductor industry, and I'm happier having a job that has nothing to do with art. It gives me the freedom to create art purely on my own time, on my own terms. I like animal characters in books, cartoons, and movies -- to the extent that I consider myself a 'furry', although exactly what a 'furry' is has been constantly debated within the fractured subculture of the furry community itself. (If you ask 10 furries what 'furry' is, you'll get 12 different answers. There is no simple explanation, and no blanket definition -- You either choose to identify with the phenomenon, or you don't.) As an artist I gained some notoriety in furry circles, made a few friends, even won some convention awards. I'm a musician and play keyboards, used to be in a rock/jazz/prog band, but now I just record on my own under the name "Tailchaser". See the blog if you're interested. I'm working on a book, living by myself, and trying my best to enjoy and make the most of my life. I've got crewmates in the pirate re-enactment guild 'Tales of the Seven Seas', and I'm learning both the irish whistle and how to sail. To me, success is not measured by wealth or status, but by happiness.
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My Interests

The sea, sailing, pirates, and nautical things. Celtic design and knotwork. Modern art and design, children's book illustration. Traveling and sightseeing. Ambiance. Themed resorts, like those in Las Vegas and Disney World. Cream sauce. Mushrooms. Chile rellenos. Tokushima Ramen. Milk tea. Sleeping after a huge meal. Okay, sleeping in general, really. Character-driven stories. Japanese culture, and the aesthetic of cute. People that are open-minded and non-judgmental. Clouds. Chico's catalogs. Badgers foxes otters bears lions dragons vultures bunnies horses kangaroos crocodiles wolverines sealions. I have something of a pagan spirituality, and am skeptical of dogmatic religions that confuse faith with truth, especially those that strive to convert or exclude. Eating is one of the great joys in life, but I hate to cook. If you cook for me, I will do the dishes.

I'd like to meet:

The Sheriff of Nottingham. (The Disney one.)

Music:

Too much to list. Only the absolute favorites here... Rock/Pop: Porcupine Tree, Toto (after 1990), Tool, A Perfect Circle, Portishead, Sting, Bruce Hornsby, Peter Gabriel, Annie Lennox, Duncan Shiek, Donna Lewis, Toad the Wet Sprocket, Tears For Fears (before 2000), John Rzeznik of Goo Goo Dolls. Electronica: Crystal Method, Everything But the Girl, Deep Forest (before 2000), William Orbit, Madonna, Massive Attack, Frou Frou, Bjork. Melodic trance music. Henry Rollins's music is not my cup of tea, but his spoken word perfomances are great. Celtic music: Afro-Celt Sound System, Capercaillie, Mairead Nesbitt, Donal Lunny, Secret Garden, Davy Spillane. Uilleann pipes are my favorite instrument. Jazz fusion: Acoustic Alchemy, Rippingtons, Chick Corea, Bela Fleck. New Age: Checkfield, Keiko Matsui, Richard Souther. Theatre: Cirque Du Soliel, Les Miserables, Into the Woods, Wicked, Rent.

Movies:

I'm very selective when it comes to movies. I'm tired of movies trying to wow me with special effects to make up for the fact the story sucks, or that characters are not developed or interesting. Computer graphics are a 'tool', not an entertainment medium -- use it to serve the story, not the other way around. I love animation, but the animation industry in America can apparently only make one kind of movie anymore -- a computer generated comedy full of wisecracking characters in a fantastical setting that's simply an alternate version of middle-class suburbia. For God's sake, please stop. I do have my favorite movies, however: The Dark Crystal, Se7en, The Secret of NIMH, The Hudsucker Proxy, Disney's Robin Hood, Dancer in the Dark, Grand Canyon, Watership Down, The Plague Dogs, Zoolander, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Millenium Actress, Mirrormask, Timecode, The City of Lost Children. Any Studio Ghibli film is excellent as long as you watch it subtitled instead of dubbed -- among these are Kiki's Delivery Service, Pom Poko, Whisper of the Heart, Castle in the Sky, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away. Wallace and Gromit kick ass. The first Austin Powers movie was great, and then they had to ruin it with lame sequels. Same with the Matrix. Star Wars got ruined long ago, and I boycotted the last couple movies. Remember, whenever you pay money to see a movie, even if it's a bad one, you're telling the movie industry to make more that are just like it.

Television:

After almost two years without broadcast television, I finally decided to get a satellite dish hooked up to my tv, which had previously only been used for DVDs and video games. It was a rough decision, because I think over 99% of what plays on tv is utter crap, and I hate the idea of paying for anything that is utter crap. However, there are a few things I'd been missing for the past two years, so now I can watch Mythbusters, Drawn Together, and Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends. I also like Avatar: The Last Airbender, a great series with a terrible title. Favorites in anime television series: Neon Genesis Evangelion, Cardcaptor Sakura (the Japanese subtitled version not to be confused with 'Cardcaptors', the atrociously chopped-up and re-edited US dubbed version... It might as well be a different show entirely!), Sherlock Hound, Pokemon (an acquired taste), Legendz, and Monster (animated suspense noir!). Legal fansubs of Monster are available for download at Animesuki.com, since the show is unlicensed in the US. It's free, you just need to download a torrent client. Check it out! In videogames -- for me to like a game, it's gotta have a good story, and it's gotta have a rich immersive environment: Final Fantasy 7, Final Fantasy X, Ecco the Dolphin series, Oddworld series, Beyond Good and Evil, Ico, Grandia II, Rayman 2, Psychonauts, Breath of Fire III, Silent Hill 2. I also like Devil Dice. Pokemon Colisseum and Puzzle League (N64) are the only Pokemon console games that don't suck. I dig the Halo series, but what the hell is up with the end of Halo 2?! Not providing an ending in order to get people to buy the next game is greedy and unethical. I spend a lot of time playing Beatmania IIDX, a series of rhythm games for PS2 that have only been released in Japan.

Books:

There are very few books that both cater to my interests and are truly great. So I'm writing my own. "The Spirit Ring" will be a series of novels -- a drama fantasy in which eight principal characters try to find happiness in a world of complex relationships, miscommunication, hardship, and loss. It's heavy stuff, even though it's about talking badgers and foxes. Aesop never crafted his fables expressly for children, and neither will I.

Some books that I admire: The Wind in the Willows. Watership Down. Maus I & II by Art Spiegelman. The John Spencer trilogy (The Wreckers, The Smugglers, and The Buccaneers) by Iain Lawrence. Sorry, I tried to like Harry Potter, but I just could not get through the first book. I really don't think it's very good. (Yeah, yeah, blasphemy.) Picture book illustrators I like: Janet Stevens, Mercer Mayer, Jane Chapman, LeUyen Pham, Scott Gustafson.

Heroes:

Bear in the Big Blue House.

My Blog

5/27/06 New Tailchaser Music!

After years of not releasing anything, I might actually be getting back into music. I pretty much spent all my free time this week trying out Fruity Loops music software.  It's the kind of t...
Posted by gawain on Sat, 27 May 2006 08:58:00 PST

5/26/06 Chip the Wolf is an Internet Pirate.

Here's something interesting I noted while burning cartoons from my DVR onto DVD... This is a screenshot of a Cookie Crisp cereal commercial.  Chip the Wolf builds various gadgets and invention...
Posted by gawain on Sat, 27 May 2006 07:34:00 PST

3/31/06 Beatmania videos are now working!

I've found good webspace to host my little video projects, so the links to the Beatmania IIDX movies in my previous posts are now working!  Here's a new one, from 10th Style.  11th Styl...
Posted by gawain on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 03:50:00 PST

11/8/05 Surrender yer tourists!

Pirate tip #248If you're going to overtake a cruise liner, don't try to do it from inflatable boats, even if you do have grenade launchers.  Please.(news story link no longer active)...
Posted by gawain on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 11:31:00 PST

8/5/05 I play Beatmania. 2

(Video links are now working!) Here's a somewhat difficult song from 8th style that I actually do get the full combo on. (Drivin', 7-star song on 7-Keys mode.) http://www.grumpybadger.net/bemani/Dri...
Posted by gawain on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

8/4/05 I play Beatmania. 1

What is Beatmania? (Video links are now working!) Only released in Japan, Beatmania is a series of rhythm-based video games in which you play music by pressing keys on a specialized controller. Alth...
Posted by gawain on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST