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heaven holds a sense of wonder; The Dark Lady
You wish you could put this freak on a leash
Nicknames Bella Emma-chan Matsu Matsu-chan France Misa Emma Bugg Moonshine Starshine Moonlight Miss EmmaJust don't label me.
Sometimes I just can't stand life.
I don't get it. I honestly think people hate me. Maybe its because the way I look or act or talk or it has to be something.
School runs my life and most of the time I really wish it didn't.
Because I like hanging out with friends and meeting new people.
I'm a sucker for Marilyn Manson.
My heart has been broken too many times.
At this point I'm very easily pissed off
I am a pro at history. I love it. I am classified as a walking textbook. Anything historical I will probably know about in great detail.
I speak Latin, a little French, and a little Spanish.
I have been to France and god do I miss it.
I like the numbers 2 and 20.
I believe in soul mates and that everyone has one. But until we meet these people we can't be truly happy.
I draw a lot. Mainly faeries. Sometimes they are a little over the top. But I do like them.
I probably read too much. I can easily finish a 600 page book in a day. Its also proven that just purely by reading books not assigned to you in school that your SAT/ACT scores will increase.
I love dancing
I'm pretty damn sure that I'd make a fine PussyCat Doll
Except I'm nowhere as thin as they are.
Oh, well.
Apparently, I am crazy.
I wish I could be carefree, but life doesn't always give us what we want
But I do manage to have days when I don't care about anything except for having fun
Those days are fun
I try hard. I really do.
I understand pretty much anything.
I'll listen to anything and everything. Just don't be pissed if I give my opinion.
My life and love is a fantasy.
My name is Emma
iloveyou;


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My Blog

Compassion

So, I have realized today how unconceivibly horrid we are to each other. We can't even begin to show an ounce of compassion. Take a look at the person next to you. You aren't so different. But you may...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 20:20:00 GMT

There’s always some reason to feel not good enough...

I'm not sure. I feel so alone. So out of it. I wish I knew how to snap myself back into being. I'm scared. I'm tired. I feel floods of emotions and all I want to do is sleep. As of right now, I'm over...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 21:50:00 GMT

Decisions.

I have to make decisions. Now. My heart keeps crushing. I have to believe in myself. And I do the majority of the time. The thing is, I don't trust others. How can I? I've always been hurt by them. Cr...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 21:26:00 GMT

Goddamnit

I'm crying over you again. I wish you knew how much I love you. How much it hurts to love you because you could crush my heart like that. You have before. Then made it seem like no big deal. I just do...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 22:00:00 GMT

Confusion.

My heart, just hurts. I hate that I can still love. Its such a painful emotion. I want to believe him, I really do. But I don't know if I can, but at the same time, I fear what will happen if I don't....
Posted by on Sun, 20 May 2007 10:00:00 GMT

My long lost...

How are you guys? okay now thats wonderful. I'm currently listening to Norah Jones. I love her. She is quite amazing. I'm just purely BORED out of my mind. When I really shouldn't be because of all th...
Posted by on Wed, 16 May 2007 17:27:00 GMT

Cut my wrists and black my eyes...

I don't know what to do anymore. I think that I should give up. I lost three of the people who I thought were going to be my best friends forever. I keep trying to be something and it seems that I'm n...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 14:55:00 GMT

Dazed and confused...literally.

So yeah. Past couple of weeks have been overly confusing. I mean, god. I didn't know so much confusion was possible. Everything in school is getting totally messed. My clubs are screwed, and I'm in 6 ...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 14:07:00 GMT

Real Pain

I looked away, then I looked back at you. You tried to say things that you can't undo.If I had my way I'd never get over you.  Todays the day I pray that we make it through. And I don't want to f...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 18:32:00 GMT

Depressing, true, and oh so real

The sounds of yesterday still echo in my headDistant conflicts unresolvedWe were young once, and in loveNothing was more real...more real to feel.Fools for lovers, children are in petty circumstanceLi...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 18:49:00 GMT