R.I.P. Kyle "Arche Noble" O'Dell
I'm going to make this a little more deep, but for now it's incomplete.
so, my name is justin, and i got red hair.
thats the obvious right? well here we go.
i like all kinds of music, i can listen to anything from death metal to soothing jazz, electronica to DNB, im mostly into old music and reggae tho. i LOVE SWING! ok and yes before you ask. I AM A TAGGER! fuck it. graffiti kept me alive in some of the illest times in my life. my darkness has definately passed through my art. i like painting tunnles, random bridges, the walls in my house and canvas'. i LOVE art!!
im really big on color haha just not my clothing!
i live in the big bad city of ESCO you know and i tend to move a lot, but its actually been slowing down as of lately. i got some awesome roomates! clint, roman and cody girl! these 3 keep me sane!
i got me some 3/4s plugs in my ears, my tounge and lip pierced! i got a tattoo or two, or 11 ;) my left leg is almost done up to the knee. all done by alec! that little fucker. hah
i ALWAYS wear converse, well lately ive got vans on, but i stay true to you chuck! it just a thing thats kinda stuck with me over the years! i love taking pictures of everything, people, rocks, hillsides, graffiti, ANYTHING, theres beauty in anything that can be captured in a photo, which is everything. dont let me confuse you now!
i tend to be sort of distant at times, i dont like to get involved really anymore just too much stress for me. i used to want to help everyone solve their issues, and though im still interested in helping when im needed, i just dont want to know if you dont want to tell me.
i work in as a caregiver for mentally challenged adults. its quite intriguing once you get passed it. helping people is something you have to do, to feel. the look in their eyes when you make them smile, they are completely counting on you for their good day, and i swear, they are the best dancers!!!!!!
oh did i mention i like painting?
its a great passed time. i mean i can paint my room! can you? laying on your bed and looking at your artwork is awesome. i get to paint our beer pong room too!! yeah we play beer pong, dont cry when we beat you, its a house rule! haha
so back on track
i got goals!
i want to start a business and i dont care what kind but i want to employ people and have my own thing you know?
i wanna make some cash i dont wanna be broke yo!
i want love.
thats like the hardest thing to get that ive ever wanted
like? i dont know. but im focused on succeeding more than love. i mean at 20 i dont really need it. i mean i wouldnt mind it but im not going to die if i dont have it. im already happy and loving every lesson i learn. it just seems to me like people use the word love to get what they want. it might be the way you feel, but how sure you know you feel that way? people use love as a crutch, oh but i love you blah blah, while they break hearts and sleep around with your friends. you cant trust many people. but you should always trust unless a reason arises thats logical. dont throw away what youve got for nothing. figure it out for yourself.
but i want someone who will appreciate me. someone who would lay next to me for hours and be ok with it. i want an honest girl with an artsy side to her. i wanna take her painting with me! thatd be so cute rockin a production with my girl! a girl with goals and ambitions, she has to want something out of life. theres sitting around and then theres doing something. drugs suck and no girl i want near me uses drugs. i dig a chick who smokes bud, and even if she doesnt thats chill. mhm and shed have to get some tattoos with me. nothing matching, just getting inked together haha. just kidding
pretty much a cool girl, relaxed, social and full of life. downer chicks suck, they just bring you down in the end.
fuck the one night stands and the Bullshit conversations with people who just tell you what you want to hear. all the one night stands, im over that. i want a true life. get to know somebody. STOP TRYING TO SLEEP WITH ME! im not down for getting the germ!
i like getting really deep and spiritual but im not so religious. i question things and im always looking for another way out. there has to be another way, this isnt truly the only planet i can live on! haha
i really look deep into metaphors.
i love poetry and i love writing it. ive got a habit for writing what im thinking in my head on something that im drawing, hahah like totally mess up the page and everything.
i really enjoy the friends i have. weve been through some shit in our time thus far, but weve got so much more life to live, so many more things to do and so many parts of the world were going to see. this isnt anywhere close to over were barely just starting. paul, kelson and buddy fucking homies for life been there done that type kids always there for eachother. shits real and you guys have kept me alive at my worst times in life. i appreciate you 3 more than i can put into words. brothers.
and for all my other friends, the ones who stuck around, i truly cherish you guys, you all know who you are. if i put time and effort into you, you already know.
people say im a dick sometimes.. but im just trying to make it day to day just like everyone else. life is a lesson and all you can do is learn it, and live by what you believe in inside of you. always stay true to who you are, never sell your soul to know what the world is. make your own world.
My 2 sisters Breanna and Jennifer white, and my little brother Brandon.
my aim is.. drownxsumone
my msn is.. [email protected]
this head, pressure, senses clutched
date divinity wouldn't fuck
touched, hazy, god change
(c)rush floor life...
from a head full of pressure
as the senses that i clutch
made a date with divinity but she wouldn't let me fuck
i got touched by a hazy shade of god, helped me change
caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins
it goes:
one for the cannabis
and two for your diunetics
three for your reasoning
and four for those that try and get it
five for your love
and six for the stress
and seven for the day that i climbed into this mess
from a head full of pressure, restless senses that i clutch
i made a date with divinity but she wouldn't let me fuck
and i got touched by a hazy shade of god, help me change
and caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins
i'm catchin ulcers from the childproof lighters
and all of these fine-toothed fighters
that keep the wires in my head tighter
i'm tired out by the distances achieved walkin in my sleep
floors got shifted since the high got a tad too deep
past that dead? you keep cool ill call him back
soon as i resume normal, and get out of this bathroom
and call management
seek some reimbursement
for the nerve endings that burn from the first case
from a head full of pressure, restless senses that i clutch
made a date with divinity but she wouldn't let me fuck
and got touched by a hazy shade of god, help me change
and caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins
so fuck needles, fuck smoke, fuck lines that make the sinuses choke
fuck chasers and trails, fuck raves and rails
fuck hangovers, fuck hallucinations
regurgitations, mandatory sentences
and you wait tracing blind
by insight and dulled common sense
give me inhibition, kill the supersticion and the confidence
built a tolerance now its more that i consume
and when it boards up my room the world's alls a groom in unison
unify the eulogy
autopsy pages read youth in asia (euthenasia) i.e. irony
where here i be within a pool of my drool, sedated
windows dilated comatose like overdose
tell take it miles keep it wild-style
i promise i'll smile
and check the floor, god's got nice tiles
and i'll smile, and check your floor god's got nice tiles
from a head full of pressure, restless senses that i clutch
i made a date with divinity but she wouldn't let me fuck
and i got touched by a hazy shade of god, help me change
caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veins
head
pressure
senses
clutch date divinity wouldn't fuck touched hazy god changed crush floor life...
