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About Me

Hiii, I'm Lauren, and I make a lot of mistakes. I am 18 years old, and I'm out of high school. I graduated from Ellis Tech majoring in Electrical. I have the most wonderful boyfriend, Ryan LaCasse, and I can't wait to build a life with him. I am not how much money I have in the bank, the music that I listen to, or the things that make me happy. I am so much more than that. Jodi Picoult and Kristin Hannah are my favourite authors. Like everyone in the world, drama makes me sick. I'm currently letting go of everything and anyone that brings me down or has a negative impact upon my life. I will never ask anyone for advice, because I clearly see every path there is, though I may choose the wrong one, it's my choice. I have a past that I'd rather not talk about, and a future that prefer not to think about. I've learned that the future isn't something to plan, but something to work for. I like helping people through their problems, I'm a very open-hearted person. I have 30 some odd piercings, and 6 tattoos, and I'm not stopping there. I do not believe in any sort of religious path, honestly, I don't have any thoughts on it. Do what you want with your beliefs, but never bring them up to me. Though I don't think about them, I do have certain annoyances with how strongly some people confide in an ancient book and an invisible entity. But me, I prefer to believe in a pen and paper. I understand responsibility is something that needs to be taken, and I respect that more than some people know. I truly believe that perfection is obtainable for it's something different for everyone.
Perfect is in your own head, strive for it, reach it.
AIM holdmydollparts

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The writer in me.

I remember songs and you remember faces. All our dreams are kept alive by following the changes of a gentle wind, we'll float until our hearts feel settled in. I believe in ghosts, and you believe I gave in. But I can't remember words that led to ultimatums. If I lose, I win, cuz I'll be coming home to you again. We have made the hearts that are beating in our children. It's a sacrifice of love we made, it's something to believe in. When I first saw you and I knew that I would always have a friend. You just count on luck, and I rely on visions, that someday I will die and find my way to heaven. And I'll be waiting there to open up the door and let you in.

I will open up the door and let you in.

My Blog

The Lisbon Lot ((March-June 2009))

The Lisbon LotWith your steering wheel pressing hard against my backAnd your new stereo system providing the soundtrackTo my series of flashbacks, I mustn't hold back I will build up the courage that ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 14:04:00 GMT

It's Now Or Never ((02.02.2009))

This is another one that's made up completely of song lyrics that I just...put together. You can probably find a lyric from a song you know. Let me know what you think.It's Now Or NeverListen up, swee...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 07:28:00 GMT

I am writing a book.

I'm so excited about this newly discovered part of my mind that's helping me to write my book. It's actuality mixed with fictitious events and people. The characters in the book are formed based on th...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 13:01:00 GMT

Update.

For anyone who actually takes the time to read this still, thank you. It's been hard for me to write lately, so there won't be any new pieces. Though I am trying to write music, I need to get my guita...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 06:17:00 GMT

Intrepid ((10.17.08))

Intrepid Calm downTake your timeWe'll be here for a while tonightI can feel itNo need for a temperIt's hard for youIt hurts, you tell meBut honestlyI'm too dead to feel anymoreSo I just listenAnd whim...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Dec 2008 19:43:00 GMT

Its Almost Over ((8.16.08))

It's Almost Over I spill my guts through inkwellsAnd out-of-tune guitar stringsHoping that, maybe you'll hear meWhispering my words between her kissesLingering on the nape of your neckIt's getting so ...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 18:10:00 GMT

Against Your Current ((10.-.07))

Against Your Current From coast to coast, I'll run for youChasing the waves as they crash against the shorelineAnd there's a tally on my forearm for every time the ocean's tide has touched your feetBe...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 13:45:00 GMT

I Miss You ((5.20.08))

It's Monday morning and I've got things to doUnfortunately, most of them I always did with you.And I miss you more than one person should really miss another,But not a day goes by when I dont feel you...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 18:54:00 GMT

Tyson ((11.20.07))

Tyson Every gentle melody pouring outFrom the microscopic holesOn the faceplates of these blown out speakersThat flood this empty bedroomWith the tragic sounds of a breakdownCan be defined as nothing ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 14:20:00 GMT

The Revolution ((11.8.07))

The Revolution It's a quarter past sevenAnd we've just arrivedAt the one placeYou swore to yourselfWas meant for onlyYou and herBut here we both are Just you       And I&...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 14:20:00 GMT