In some sense my shamanic path started when I was born. I felt always alone, no one talked to me much. At age 5 I had a near death experience, and since that time I have never been sure where I belong, "here" or "there". Since my childhood I always seemed to feel why people are sick or suffering but I had no one around who would teach me how to develop these vague insights, or who would tell me what's going on with me.In this time, I grow up with many horses and stay only in contact with the nature. I life the most of my time in my forest and learn the ruls of the nature.It helps me to bear the hard time in my family...
Afer many years of suffering and "functioning" in the world, I arrived at a crossroads. An inner voice called me to radically revise my life's intentions. At this juncture I met the love of my life and the connection to the spirit world opened up for me. I was guided towards the shamanic path.
I experienced a calling with such clarity that I cannot poissibly doubt what I was shown. I began to study experiential shamanism in deep rituals and ceremonies.
In these rituals I discovered that my long held wish and intention to bring healing and love to myself and those around me can now begin to manifest in my life.
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