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She approached it, not for the first time, but she had never made it passed this step. Earlier that night she had decided this was it. She was no longer playing games. As she walked toward it "Forever Young" was playing on the radio. Previously one of her favorite songs, but from this point on it would have bad connotations with her. As the song played on, she looked in the mirror and decided this was it; she knew it was wrong and that it was a bad path to head down, but her fleshly side had taken precedence over her common sense.
As she secured her plan she convinced herself, "it doesn't matter it will just be my little secret". As she began, she felt it. First came the gagging, but that she had passed before. Then her skin felt like it was caving in, as if her skull would pop out. Most often she would stop after this point. But not tonight, tonight she would go all the way. Sharp pains ran up her spine, and her whole stomach felt as if it was giving in. Then it came poison, poison that stung. This poison was filling her whole throat, and then to her mouth, then all that was left was the taste; that awful taste of poison. She looked in the mirror and just cried. But she could not say sorry for then she'd be a hypocrite, because she knew that tomorrow she would just do it again.
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Here are some links to different websites and/or stories pertaining to eating disorders:
http://www.briomag.com/briomagazine/healthandbeauty/a0007399 .html

This a guy's site who does computer editting for magazines, advertisements,ect... Some examples of what airbrushing can do. You just scroll over the pictures and will see before and afters. - http://homepage.mac.com/gapodaca/digital/bikini/bikini2.html
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Research on Media Influence on Women’s Body Image

Concern Over Strong Media Influence On Women's Body ImageArticle Date: 13 May 2008 As France's parliament considers a landmark bill that would outlaw media images glamorizing the extremely thin, psych...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 21:34:00 GMT

One Year Later

Today, Jan. 25th, is the date that this story started one year ago. My first time feeling that horrible pain, tasting that toxic taste in my mouth was exactly a year ago. The ...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 21:00:00 GMT

The end of this story

As we approach the end of this story I feel the need to say that this story that you have been reading has been a true story about me, my walk through that time, and how my friends and God have h...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 23:49:00 GMT

Road to Recovery

So there she was, she had come to a fork in the road. One side led her down the same way she had been going, but the other led her to recovery. She knew what was the right thing to do, and this time, ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 22:16:00 GMT

A Voice of Truth in this Foggy World

No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a w...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 23:13:00 GMT

Pressure before the Pain

As many may know, this girl did not wake up one morning to decide she wanted this to happen to her. Many individuals that eventually develop an eating disorder had a long road before them. That road m...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 23:06:00 GMT

The next chapter: Her walk through

So there she was, a good Christian girl, a pastors daughter, taking every chance she could to distort her self image. She was taking every chance she could to change who she was. She was unhappy with ...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 23:42:00 GMT

The Straight Facts

Bulimia can result in following health problems: Malnutrition Dehydration Electrolyte imbalance (Can lead to cardiac arrest, which can also result in brain damage by stroke.) Hyponatremia Damagin...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 22:14:00 GMT