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The L Word [AppleStrudel]

Matthew

About Me


Leanne Marie Hunt.
18. 19 in November
Taken. Extremely happy with that.
Luton.
First Child.
Only Child.
First Granddaughter/Oldest
Cant count family members on one hand
Let alone two.
Ive known enough people who have cut themselves
Me being one of them
Ive learnt my lesson,
If you really mean to kill yourself,
Dont do it for attention
This Summer is going to be the Best
Better than '05 =]
Apparently im Polish?
make your own mind up =]
Im starting to really believe that
the media is making girls starve themselves
The 'Ideal body image' percieved in the media is
shit
Curves are so much better
Who wants to look like a child when they are 18?
Im fed up of stumbling on
Thinspiration, pro-ana etc. websites
They make me sick
If you are natuarlly thin
Fine
But starving yourself, extreme exercise regimes etc
You have the start of a mental disorder mate
Being an only child
hasnt made me a spoilt brat
Well not yet
And i hate people who think
I am one
I am still that Little Girl who gets lost
and confused easily
I still No longer wish i was someone else
Even though when I was younger everything
Was much easier, I wouldnt want to go back
This guy is mine=]
And I Love him
He is the Only Boyfriend Ive
Ever believed
When he says im beautiful
Ive had an amazing Eight Nine months with him
He knows everything about me
We can talk about anything and everything
In the time we have been together,
we have both grown up alot
I remember the first few times
We really hung out
Kinda arkward
But we got through it =]
The best was the HF gig
When we saw each other for the 1st time
I'll never forget that
It brings a smile to my face just thinking about it
I dont want it to end.
I am deeply in love with Matthew
I will always love you

I Dont smoke,
I couldnt think of a worse habit
Other than biting my nails
Or having other peoples fag breath in my face
Thanks!
I do drink at times though
Im not like I used to be
The three people in these pictures mean so much to me
They have all seen me at my best and sadly my worst
They all keep me sane
And i hope want the best for me
I know I want the best in the world for them
Chris, Matthew and Jamie, you guys are the best
I really couldnt ask for better people in my life
I wear far too much make-up at times
Ive gotten better tho
Eyeliner, mascara and maybe eyeshadow =]
This women knew what she was talking about
"i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure.
i make mistakes, i am out of control, and at times hard to handle.
but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve at my best."
marilyn monroe
My Calender
May 25th Study Leave starts
May 29th 9 Months with Matthew, POTC
June 4th 3 Human bio exams
June 12th 2 Health and Social exams
June 15th 1 Religion paper Sociology
June 27th 1 Sociology crime and dev.
June 27th Leave College for the last time =]
August 27th Leave for Paris with Matthew
August 29th 1Year with Matthew♥
August 30th Back from Paris with Matthew
September ... Start @ Gloucester/bournemouth Uni
Omg no way

My Interests



Love is being happy for the other person when
they're happy, being sad for the other person
when they're sad, being together in good times
and being together in bad times.
Love is the source of strength.
Love is being honest with yourself at all times,
and being honest with the other person at all times.
It's telling, listening to & respecting the truth, and
never pretending.
Love is the source of reality.
Love is an understanding that is so complete that
you feel as if you are a part of the other person,
accepting the other person just the way they are and not
trying to change them to be something else.
Love is unity.
Love is the excitement of planning things
together & the excitement of doing things together.
Love is the source of the future.
Love is the fury of the storm, & the calm of the
rainbow.
Love is the source of passion.
Love is knowing that the other person will always
be with you, regardless of what happens.
Love is missing the other person when they are
away,
but remaining near in heart at all times.
Love is security.
Love is life.

I'd like to meet:



Heroes:

Callum and Lydia
Taken on the 18th feb 2007
My two youngest cousons
=]
I remember both the days you were born
Everyone stopped paying attention to me
So i felt left out
but as you started to walk and talk
I got more involved, i secretly loved having two little kids around me
Callum
One day you will understand what i mean
When you get your 1st proper girlfriend you wait
You embarassed me infront of all my boyfriends
and its pay back =]
I love summer playing in the garden,
having water fights
or when i pick you up from school
and your face lights up
and teaching you about chavs lol
The day we lost grandad,
broke my heart and we were there for each other
I know we fight like hell
But when we are both in good moods
I love hanging out
taking silly pics
Seeing you at the cemetary had me in tears
We both loved Grandad so much
Me being his first girl and you being his last grandson makes us much closer
I love the fact you ran up to hug me and wouldnt let go
Your such a cute sensitive boy
I saw this
You cried because you thought you had upset me
You never could babe
I am so proud of who you are becoming =]
I will always love you with all my heart
Lydia
I love you so much
your more like a grown up than I ever will be
You are my little shadow
You are amazing,
I have never known someone to do as much as you do
When you are older we can do more stuff together
When you run up and hug me i love it, although i can barely pick you up anymore
I hardly see you as much as Callum
but i still love hanging out
I know i lose my temper at you
But i really love being with you because you are so down to earth
You two mean everything to me,
I relate to you better than the others
=]
My Grandad
I get told so much stuff about him
And about me when i was growing up
Being his oldest grandchild
meant i got more time with him than the others
and i feel awful for them
He was a great man
A caring man
A truley loved man
Theres not a day that goes past that i dont
think about him Tbh
its over been a year since he passed away
And a tears always come to my eyes when I think about him
I remember the day i found out he had died
I hated my parents for weeks after that
I went through counselling and so did other members of my family
This year has been so hard for me
I dont say this for sympathy
I say it because it is true
I miss him so much, I wish I could see him
one more time
and see him happy and with my family
I know now
i will never get over his death
And i will always love him with all my heart
I wish he was here to see his little girl growing up
Id love to hear him say he loves me and hug me one last time, i want this more than anything in the world
R.I.P Grandad
I love you and miss you so much
Chris
The only Guy i have known bascially all my life
You are deffinatly my best friend
15 years is a long time to know someone
I know we werent friends to begin with
But i relate to you so much more than any of my guy mates
We have both been through loads over the years
And we only fell out once
I know we will always be there for one another
=]
You deserve everything you want
Jamie One of the only few girls I can stand
I dont tend to get on with girls
They irrate me too much
But Jamie doesnt
We met over myspace
And met in person in Hemel In their Primark
Stupid thing was that
1) We went to the same Jnr AND High school 2) We Live less than a 5minute walk from each other
The other day someone asked if we were sisters
We dont looke like each other
But at one point we were really close
I miss it
Guess Life has gotten in the way
We have had so much fun together
And i know we will this summer
Alot has happened this year
But you have always been there for me
and i know im a stubborn child
Thanks Jamie
=]
Matthew
I save the best for last
What can i say?
I have fallen for you in a big time way
I feel like ive known you my whole life
You always know when im down
I havent cared for someone as much as i care for you
in such a long time
I loved our free breaks together
especially when we go Subway,
The park
or the Park Museum and i get tea =]
College and my life would be so boring without you
Alot is going to change now
Im no longer a college student
And im going to have to leave Luton
Sunday is offically our day together
We have been together over Seven months now
I fell ive met my soul mate
And want to spend the rest of my life with you
Next three years will be hard
Im not going to pretend they arent
But i do know we can get through it
I never want to lose you
The happiest day of my life
Will be when i become Mrs Matthew Ross Foley
I love you so much
xxxx
She's so glad to be with him.
He's the only person she wants to be with.
He means so much to her.
She loves his stupid jokes,
how he can change her entire day just by giving her a hug,
the way he can always make her laugh,
and how he's by her side through everything that goes
wrong.

My Blog

Bubbles =]

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Posted by The L Word [AppleStrudel] on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:14:00 PST