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AnGiE

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Yup. I could just sit around all day, drinking coffee, chain-smoking, playing Spider Solitaire, and listening to the Miles Davis Quintet or the Johnny Griffin Sextet. Just another O.D.

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I am extensive. I was born without a soul, but I was born with a heart, so I can choose to either use you or love you. You will never truly know which it is that I see you as....ever. So don't ask.
I was born with grandparents, and now, they have outgrown me. So I like to steal other peoples grandparents.
I enjoy my friends, I am very picky. BUT if they don't taste good with ranch dressing, I call them a waste.
I LOVE MUSIC. Just when I think life is great, I turn on the tunes, and am instantly reminded that I am small and insignificant. And there are billions of people that are living their lives way more productivly and proud. Then I get my "fuck it" stamp and stamp everyone's foreheads while moshing to the most random array of songs. And dance around and bring myself back to a fit of happiness.
I love frogs, cats, dogs, snakes, I really want a hedgehog, I love drinking coffee, I love to read books, as to keep myself more informed to everything around me, I love to run or ride my bike.
When I am bored I call my friend Maria and our genius minds go to work and as two halves we become ONE HUGE whole of Awesome-Hysteria combined with a russian clown and a master evolution of creation. Taking life to the next level. Never ceasing to exist. She has always been there for me and she deserves metal. I only hope I can be as great as a friend as she has been.
I live for random, and deeply believe in love and be loved by all. Over the years I have come to find that it is no longer even plausible to be with one person for your whole life. Nothing is permanent. If you can't divorce it, you can remove it and throw it away pretend it never happened.
I enjoy the feeling of fallin in love, but when it becomes personal, I lose interest and move on. I have seen where it leads. If someone can be just as caring and free as I can, that will keep me interested. I always assume you are not worth anything until you prove it. Men are a dime a dozen, hollywood is the only thing keeping girls on the prowl. I on the other hand, have given up. that passionate, beautiful man that approaches you with an unrelenting desire does not exist.The witty, smart and romantic type are already wasting away in retirement homes. Just let it go, believe me, you don't want that.
Times have changed. Chivalry is dead.
Now girls, if you can't be happy alone, you will never know what it is like to truly live. The only men that are available are way too co-dependent and lazy to juggle as much as you do. They are all jealous, controlling, and condescending. Sure, they seem great at first!! They are romantic, understanding, and they make you smile. then think about how poisoned it all gets! After about a year or so, things have changed. You aren't allowed to talk a certain way. You start to get more and more sensitive to his teasing. Then, you experience a brutal negative image. And feel a desperate need to look sexy again. But not too sexy, cause then that might create the wrong idea.
He expects you to not go out, not dress up, every Friday, you wait at home for him to get off work so you can see what you are going to do, you don't want to go out before he gets home. now, it is assumed that you "check in" You start telling the same stories, you are running out of things to talk about. You are eachother's routine, and you both "love" eachother. But you walk on egg shells constantly. Trying not to offend or hurt them. I can tell my friends anything, no judgements. We even laugh at some really evil thoughts our brains conjures about our men.
So, if you can be more honest to your friends than your own partner, than wouldn't you say that your friends are more important and meaningful than that joke of a man waiting at home? Your relationship is just a fake.
When someone can except me for exactly who I am, and everything I do. Just as easily as my friends, that will be my true love. That is who I will fight for.

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My Blog

hunger- a meal for two

Time has not passed Days are hovering A slight whisper Carries the sound Random and just A game for two A sober high Ground breaking A constant sonnet Beneath the sun Invite me ove...
Posted by AnGiE on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 05:31:00 PST

Summer Loathing

  Face drawn from an infallible focus Fashioned from a blind routine of poor health Forgetting the importance of it all Frivolous confusion befall con...
Posted by AnGiE on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:55:00 PST

a beautiful miracle; this poem-like lyrical.

The projection of perfection defines a perfect perception I have found that I was bound to the sound of his commands To give up my knowledge, my power, and my courage To age everything and then ...
Posted by AnGiE on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 04:21:00 PST

Usual Work Day

I have a bottled water on my desk. Which is complimentary here at work. Our air conditioning is broken, and handing out bottled water somehow makes it ok. I call it "bribery". Although, no one really ...
Posted by AnGiE on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 11:30:00 PST

Rage and Redemption

It's funny how the universe always takes care of you if you just ask. If you allow yourself to be engulfed in emotions, you miss out on everything. If you stop surrendering to the guilt, jealousy, ...
Posted by AnGiE on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 09:54:00 PST

Religious

I am so terrified of being brainwashed again. I lost my dad to the Gospel. that is what I have always thought and my mom is slowly coming back. They used to make me believe wholeheartedly in The Chur...
Posted by AnGiE on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 09:43:00 PST

my own Insane Disdain

Forever forgetting failure To please and ease the mind To find a place and forget home Forget familiarity and drown in fear Find comfort inside a strangers face An intense sense of immense r...
Posted by AnGiE on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 11:20:00 PST

finding life in death

 My cat Timmy "Van Gogh" died last night... It stopped eating and I had to force feed him, but it didn't work. I took him to the vet and finally discovered that he had Feline Leukemia. It was hea...
Posted by AnGiE on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 08:50:00 PST

Presidential REAL WORLD

I can't help but notice how blind the world has chosen to become. I am sure I am not the only one to see this occurring. How everyone has so much information to soak up and we choose to turn...
Posted by AnGiE on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 03:04:00 PST