revalater profile picture

revalater

will you die for what you love

About Me

I love true beauty; although these days it seems to be harder & harder to come by. but when my path does cross beauty, I cherish it. All most everyone I know tells me that I'm a good person. Some people have actually told me I’m the best person they know. I would love it if this where true, but it’s not. I put great effort in to helping others in need; & I can truly say that I have no room for hate in my heart. This doesn’t mean I’m good, it just means I’m trying. I’m just as jaded as the next guy; & maybe just a little more cynical. I am defiantly stranger than the next person. I’m a strange kind hopeless romantic dreamer, & I will protect someone I care about to my end. When It comes to fighting; if it's for my self I become weak & frightened, but when it comes to someone I love I'M UNSTOPPABLE. I also love creating things with my hands. Using different media to form pretty little things; I also enjoy spreading ink out on a blank sheet & watching an image take form. To spilling out my heart & soul & witnessing it pool into a coherent puddle of written words. I’m a good friend in a lot of aspects, & not so good in others. When a friend is in need I will do anything in my power to help them. I usually put others before myself. But on the other hand, I am somewhat unreliable; on account of nerve damage from 3 botched surgeries. I tell someone I will do something & then I won’t be able to, this happens more often then I would like. I’ve even lost friends because of this. I dislike talking on the phone for long periods of time; but on occasion I find people that I can do this with & even enjoy it. This is all I’m going to write here, if you want to know more ask me.

My Interests

Art, GOOD music, rock climbing, dreaming [literal sense], writing, photography, the supernatural, the search for GOD, Driving, just getting in my car & going is very relaxing. I enjoy camping, believe it or not, & searching for many things secret things. I enjoy watching lighting burst through the sky in it's brilliant webs & it spiraling to the ground lighting up the night so bright that it turns to day if just for a second, the power of storms, I love the mountains, & I love to witness people doing completely selfless acts of true kindness; it's rare, but seeing it is one of the most beautiful things to me. my true friends, my family, my dog, & everyone that inspires the good in me. I have more interests but you will have to get to know me, & ask me if you have the desire to find out more about me.

I'd like to meet:

this is a tough one. I'll just spit it out. I have been dreaming about the same girl for a long time & I don't know If she Is who I'm suppose to be looking for, wishful thinking I guess. The one I'm looking for has to be ultra kind; because I am very kind my self, but I'm not stupid. I won't be with someone who attempts to abuse my kindness. she has to have great love & faith in humanity; to make up for my lack their of. the one I'm looking for is strong & confident; she will inspire the same in me. I'm looking for one who can make me realize that true passionate all consuming love still exists. someone who can bring me closer to God. I'm looking for a true romantic!..-----------------as far as friends go honesty is good, but I'll give anyone a couple of few chances.

Music:

these ones are mine nin kidney thives stabing westward tool Fur Elise: go to this sight if you want to know what this is http://www.mfiles.org.uk/downloads/fur-elise.mp3I cheeted in this section. I copied a list of bands from a friend. All though I realy do enjoy them. these ones are mine nin kidney thives stabing westward Fur Elise http://www.mfiles.org.uk/downloads/fur-elise.mp3 L'ame Immortelle Rasputina Godspeed you Black Emporer! London After MidNight Unto Ashes the cure david bowie Gravity kills the faint broken spindles nin telefon tel aviv my life with the thrill kill kult skinny puppy flesh field elysian fields infekktion psychonaut 75 secret frequency crew Genitortures seelenkrank Rosetta Stone the kronos quartet portishead poe black tape for a blue girl orgy the dust brothers Krew of Morbid Fascination and Death Monkeys aka, kmfdm mdfmk the velvet underground prodigy dead can dance string quartet orchestra tribute albums siouxsie & the banshees laetherstrip underworld........ some drum and bass and dark jungle theres more i cant think of righ

Movies:

I think I like remembering movies, more than watching them. They always seem so much more passionate in my memories. I can take scenes out & make up my own I have a very vivid minds eye; & I can watch them customized. some of my favorites are: in the mouth of madness, Jacobs ladder, true romance, event horizon, a life less ordinary, Constantine, hell raiser's, Donnie Darko, warriors of the wind, the sleepers, dark city, a nightmare before Christmas, cool world, labyrinth, four rooms, anything by, Quentin Tarantino Tim Burton, some others i can't think of wright now, interstate 60, interview with a vampire, dram stokers Dracula, the prophecies all of them, Requiem for a dream I have to turn it off when the winter screen comes up, train spotting, stuff like that. theirs a lot more but I'm sure your tiered of reading this list. My favorite movies come from my own mind. when I wake up out of a dream I'll play it over & over in my head until I have every little detail in order then I'll lay back & watch.

Television:

I try not to wast my life starring at a box

Books:

I am currently writing a book right now. I won't give away what it's about, but I will tell you the tittle....................................REVALATERS end of all

Heroes:

the Holy Trinity, Jeanne D Arc, & all the ones who bring the hero out in me

My Blog

losing ground

I HAD A FOOT HOLD; BUT AM FINDING FEWER THINGS TO HOLD ON TO. SOMEHOW I'm PUSHING ON WITH NO GROUND TO STAND ON. A HAND REACHES FORTH THROUGH THE DARKNESS; I'M LIFTED UP TO STABEL ...
Posted by revalater on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 09:45:00 PST

"fear=anger=rage=HATE" I WON'T LET MY SELF SECOME TO THIS.

fear guards anger strengthens rage blinds hate explodes, destroying everything, & by this point you've become everything it is that you hated, & you find that it is&nb...
Posted by revalater on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST