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About Me

The name's Paula Marie. Work go to school, blah blah. I think I can do everything. I either don't talk at all or I talk way too much... there's just no middle point with me, with anything. I like to hang around where ever, get my drink on, listen to music, and I'm always thinkin'.

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I'm never satisfied. I always feel like there's something more out there that I'm not getting, an overacheiver at times, or maybe my expectations are too high, or maybe I know I'm not living up to my potential, or maybe I am and desire more. A ball of emotions like a typical girl but never let em show. At a cross road or maybe just a mid-20's crisis if there is such a thing. A girl that can be anything or anyone at anytime, that's me. Passionate with lack of passion. Desires spread through my veins but not enough to emerge through my fingers or to roll off my tongue so I swallow it and then get sick to my stomach unitl it starts to turn. Great concealer, master of all hidden agendas so I know their's too. Oh what a tangled web we weave when we practice to decieve, but not to deceive in a manipulative fashion but rather than on the surface of the body and in each crinkle of my nose and flutter of my eye lashes, maybe a slight hint of teeth over lip or a twitch of my hips. I am my own worst enemy at best.

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My Interests

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My Blog

what i wanted

It's better not to expect,because I'm far from the best.I make you want to cry,make you want to die,please excuse this unstable mind.I don't even try,and I don't care why.Is it your pridethat keeps yo...
Posted by on Wed, 06 May 2009 22:18:00 GMT

Everyone wants to be in a band

Oblivious to his surroundings,I'm lost in his ora.Fascinated by his stance,yet he longs for her.Not in the physicalfor that's impossible.More in the mental,seeking her approval.Arrogant in her manneri...
Posted by on Wed, 06 May 2009 15:58:00 GMT

Fatality

She said "there's two,"and the flood began.Three heartbeats,so I ran.Stocked up on green,got some books for the road.I had no ideawhat was about to unfold.He said "i'll work harder,"but that wouldn't ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 21:21:00 GMT

Punk

Let me see you stand up.Fight with your bare hands.I battle blind.I'm not your kind.You want to throw up the fists,and go blow for blow,but you concentrate to hard,so you're gonna get scarred.When you...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 21:14:00 GMT

The Lion and the Panther

You have a heart of a Lionbut I have moves like a Panther.You can roar real loud but I'll slowly slide by you.All eyes on you,King of the jungle.I'll stay up in the treesto make a mockery of you.The h...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 20:55:00 GMT

Yellow Bones

These yellow bonestarnished from lifethey show my struggles,they show my strife.You can't see themthey're within my skinso you'll never know my lifeor where i've been.I can tell youyou may understand....
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 16:33:00 GMT

Shall We Dance?

Tonight's the night we dance the dance.Tomorrow's the day I lose my chance.Fingers in hot water, burning.Toes in an icebox, frozen.I hold my hand at my feet.Temporary relief.It's too late, the scars a...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 19:35:00 GMT

writings on the wall

I can move like youI can follow your shadow.You forget we come from the same place.Experience both the sameminds the sameactions the samethoughts retained.Outlines of what we wanted,inside was the rea...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 02:15:00 GMT

silent noise

The silent noisecoming out of these wallsI feel your weaknessesand hear you demonsI can't be touchedYour ashes made my heart blackI live because you have sinned.No light will blind meMy eyes hold your...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 02:10:00 GMT

lies and love

Lies and lovebelief and trust,I ask how much?In and outaround and around.Arrows upside down.It's confusing.It's translucent.A cloud of music.To set me free as I want to be,you and me,they and Ilow and...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Feb 2009 01:20:00 GMT