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Until The End Begins

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About Me


I am me and nothing more. I am everything that I can be, and nothing Im not. I love music, movies, cards and many different things. I hate typing about myself because it is so much easier to just say it.I love tats, as you can see from my pics I have. I love to write Click to read I am into so much. I am down to earth, can carry an intelligent conversation, and am caring. I believe in inside apperance more then outside. The outside is not always whats on the inside. Everyone has two sides to them. The side we see, and the side we hide. Which is more important to you? I do like sports, and am big on hockey.GO PENS!!!! I have had the pleasure of meeting many good people in my life, and the unwanted pleasure of meeting some bad ones. As most everyone, I have been hurt, and have hurt. No one is perfect. People allways try to say they have been hurt and would never hurt a soul. Well Everyone at some point has caused someone somewhere pain. Its life. I use to own two recording and rehersal studios in the Tampa area. It was an fun time of my life and I had the oppertunity to meet some intersting people. I have managed bands, booked shows with local and national bands, promoted musical events, and worked with many amazing people in the industry. I like to learn new things when I can cause you can never know alot. My children are the most important people in my life and never take a back seat to anyone. I dont conform to the normal society. I conform to who and what I want to be. If you cant accept a person who is not like everyone you know, then maybe you need some new friends. Life isnt perfect, but neither are you or I. Ok well I dont know what else to type for now. So enjoy my profile.
Does this mean I get what I wanted? I was told "When Hell Froze Over!" Well! It Did! See!
Until Then End

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I'd like to meet:

People that are real and not fake.. People that dont show false feelings in order to manipulate the situation. I just want to meet people that know what it means to be real, and not change who you are because socity or the circumstances call for it. Stand up for who you are, once you change who you are for anyone other then yourself, or your children, then you have fallen victim to being false.

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No, don't leave me to die here, help me survive here.
Alone, don't surrender, surrender.
Put me to sleep evil angel.
Open your wings evil angel.
Fly over me evil angel.
Why can't I breathe evil angel?


My Blog

Symbols Of Love

As human beings, when we fall into love, we search endlessly for symbols of it. We turn to the time-honored traditions thereof, roses, diamonds, candies and cards in an endless bid to find something...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 14:35:00 GMT

In The Dark

------_____----------   There are times when I'm inconsolablewhen the world around me becomes too muchand my demons come out to feast on me againThere are times when I'm hopelesswhen I'm too lost...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 08:02:00 GMT

Nice guys view on women looking for nice guys!

 Remember this is not directed to any one person or persons, it is just a view...In the recent years I have noticed alot of women saying they are looking for a nice guy. Someone that is caring, a...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 05:59:00 GMT

High Sensativity

A star in the skyA poem to the deadA tear in the groundBrings this crystal to your eyeI feel like I'm oldI feel like I'm invalidI feel like I'm sickIn a casket so close the lidI feel like I'm doneI fe...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 07:12:00 GMT

Rain on my face...

The streets are empty tonight and I I'm taking the wrong way homeThinking of all the things you've sentAnd all the things you've saidSoon the rain starts to fallCan't see anything at allThis rain hits...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 08:44:00 GMT

Feelings of Lackluster Pain...

The feelings of lackluster painare only memories of things I have not yet experiencedthe hollow air fills the space abovethe cold, empty sheets where you could beHow I long to let you comfort me, capt...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 08:42:00 GMT

Killing for Love!

300 more daysIm stuck on 65Trying to set things rightTrying to end the nightIts cold outside tonightAnd where is she?Im hiding from myself againCutting deep into my skin, its my only medicineIm playin...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 15:45:00 GMT