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Bella's Momma!

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About Me

I seem to make excessively wrong decisions....all the time. Dont get me wrong...its completely unintentional. Sometimes I know it might have a bad consequence but at least I walk into things optimisticly and hopeful that it will be something good. I used to think I was a really good person...I dont hurt people on purpose. I care alot about others, especially my family and friends. I have good goals and I am generally happy. I guess the being pregnant thing kinda screws any chance of complete sadness...lol. I am sorta diggin the glow too. I know its sad. These are the tiny things that keep me optimistic about my future and what kind of person I am. If any of you who know me very well have any insight you would like to throw my way then feel free...cuz I am definitely open to suggestions. On another semi-related subject...I nanny full time for an awesome family. They are dramatically storybook and perfect. An extremely attractive family in every aspect plus super nice. And the pay is excellent. I will be able to take the baby to work with me after its born which is excellent as well. I work hard and sleep alot. Lovelife is a subject I dont even want to think about nevertheless talk about. Im stuck and miserable...thats where the bad decision making process falls into place. Why cant true love exist and be easy? Is it something you only get if you are worthy or is it completely fantasy? I sure hope it exists....and is easy...and I definitely hope I am worthy

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My Interests

I am too boring these days...I used to love the computer and reading. Learning, writing, thinking. Not so much anymore. I like eating lately lol. I can successfully hold food down most days. I am baby crazy too...thats a given though. I just wish I was far enough to know what the baby is so I can spend excessively large amounts of money on things I will never need and hate in the future...It will be fun shopping though lol. Dane Cook is hilarious. I have virtually everything he has been in...from stupid B flicks to his stand ups. Too fuckin funny. And damn hot. Oh yes.
K Kinky
A Astonishing
R Rare
I Intelligent
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I'd like to meet:

My guardian angel...but I have extreme mixed emotions about the "thanks for everything" and "my concerns and tips for the future" part of the conversation on both ends

Music:

I am emotionally involved with R&B, SOUL, HIP-HOP, JAZZ & BLUES...But I also have a little thing for country and occasionally alternative. I been diggin this "Creed/Blink182/Gwar" style of some locals that do shows where I sometimes bartend. Alas...techno is like the ex you cant get rid of...I love trance, and i like jungle, house, funk...almost all types. Oh! I cant leave out a few that have there own categories...Sade, Journey, Bonnie Raitt, Rick Springfield and Billy Squier. Always there for me....

Movies:

I love horror movies. They are nine times out of ten my first choice. There is a mood for every situation. Comedy comes next and then the drama. Action falls to the back for me unless you mix it with one of the others...I am very easily distracted...its hard for anything but scary to keep my attention

Television:

I hate to admit it but I love SpongeBob. The kids I nanny for lose the fight every time they pick Curious George over SpongeBob. Once again....sad yes I know. South Park touches me in all the right places. Sex in the city...Will and Grace...King of Queens...the usuals. My dvr is one of my most favored inventions.

Books:

I have a sad reading life lately...What to expect when you are expecting and 7 others that are drastically similar but extremely helpful. Lol. I want to read the Harry Potter series maybe or something else that is well portrayed in movies but still always a better read.
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Heroes:

I really dont know who they would be...they change as I grow...Of course it was mommy when I was young. Almost every one in my family has a spot bc each in their own way have showed great strengths through horrible situations. My SISTER Amity is probably my main hero right now. She has fought through so many challenges and never let it change her...except for the better. I love her with all my heart and not only am I so very lucky to have her in my life but so is everyone who knows her at all.

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like a boy

"Like A Boy"[Verse: 1]Pull up your pants(Just Like Em')Take out the trash(Just Like Em')getting ya cash like em'Fast like em'Girl you outta act like ya dig(What I'm talkin' bout')Security codes on eve...
Posted by Bella's Momma! on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 02:04:00 PST