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Individuals with this disorder are generally difficult to get along with and often have problems with close relationships because of their excessive suspiciousness and hostility. Their combative and suspicious nature may elicit a hostile response in others, which then serves to confirm their original expectations. Individuals with this disorder have a need to have a high degree of control over those around them. They are often rigid, critical of others, and unable to collaborate, although they have great difficulty accepting criticism themselves. They often become involved in legal disputes. They may exhibit thinly hidden, unrealistic grandiose fantasies, are often attuned to issues of power and rank, and tend to develop negative stereotypes of others, particularly those from population groups distinct from their own. More severely affected individuals with this disorder may be perceived by others as fanatics and form tightly knit cults or groups with others who share their paranoid beliefs.
Paranoid personality disorder is a psychiatric diagnosis that denotes a personality disorder with paranoid features. It is characterized by an exaggeration of the cognitive modules for sensitivity to rejection, resentfulness, distrust, as well as the inclination to distort experienced events. Neutral and friendly actions of others are often misinterpreted as being hostile or contemptuous. Unfounded suspicions regarding the sexual loyalty of partners and loyalty in general as well as the belief that one’s rights are not being recognized is stubbornly and argumentatively insisted upon. Such individuals can possess an excessive self-assurance and a tendency toward an exaggerated self-reference. Pathological jealousy, instinctive aggressive counter-attack, the need to control others, and the gathering of trivial or circumstantial "evidence" to support their jealous beliefs also features. The use of the term paranoia in this context is not meant to refer to the presence of frank delusions or psychosis, but implies the presence of ongoing, unbased suspiciousness and distrust of people.
THE PERMANENT COLLECTION
Roger Waters - The Pros And Cons of Hitch-hiking
Baghead - The New Elite
Hacksaw To The Throat - Wastelands
Chimaira - Chimaira
Darkthrone - Ravishing Grimness
All Shall Perish - The Price of Existence
Candlemass - King of the Grey Islands
Despised Icon - The Ills of Modern Man
Dethklok - Dethalbum
Dimmu Borgir - Spiritual Black Dimensions
Pantera - Reinventing The Steel
Pantera - The Great Southern Trendkill
Pantera - Far Beyond Driven
Pantera - Vulgar Display of Power
Pantera - Cowboys From Hell
Rammstein - Reise, Reise
Death - Scream Bloody Gore
Nile - Ithyphallic
Byzantine - And They Shall Take Up Serpents
Cryptopsy - None So Vile
Cryptopsy - Once Was Not
Disgorge - Parallels of Infinite Torture
Hypocrisy - Virus
Monolithe - Monolithe II
Bloodbath / Baghead / Alice In Chains
Danzig II - Lucifuge
Marilyn Manson - Lest We Forget
Dillinger Escape Plan - Ire Works
Neutral Milk Hotel - On Avery Island
Rage Against The Machine - s/t
Down - Over The Under
-- the "permanent collection" is my 33 disc CD wallet that I carry with me wherever I walkt on foot.
SIDEBOARD (12-disc wallet)
Metallica - Ride The Lightning
Killswitch Engage - s/t
Cephalic Carnage - Anomalies
Lamb of God - As The Palaces Burn
Children of Bodom - Stockholm Knockout live (disc 1)
Ozzy Osbourne - The Essential (disc 1)
Rammstein - Sehnsucht
Tom Petty - Echo
Neil Young - On The Beach
Guns N Roses - Greatest Hits
Metallica - The Black Album