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About Me

what up what up ? still here in illy, still trying to figure this shit out, still trying to find my place in this world. been having a good time out here but still miss the hell outta AZ. ive learned more about myself & my family in the last year than in the last 26. the hardest part hasnt been moving away from everything ive ever known, its been trusting & living amongst people that ive never known. i miss my brothers more than they'll ever know & i miss a select few of very close friends & they do know. illy has been good to me. havent found many (any) women worth my time but i havent been looking either, these next few years are for me. i will continue to further myself & become the person that ive always wanted to be, free from the constraints of what the rest of you think or want me to be or do. it gets lonely at times but i cherish these moments because the only problems i have are the ones that i create for myself & they are increasingly easier to deal with & i know that one day they wont be. i still love my life, still love the outdoors, still love cooking & still love sunsets even if they arent as pretty out here. if theres anything else you wanna know feel free to hit me up, im not usually this serious but thats how this one turned out.

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people that inspire me be it through their words or their actions. anyone that lives in east central illinois that is not a racist or is just plain ignorant. im a conversationalist but i wont talk if i dont feel its worth wasting my breath. Sexy Vegas night club
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memories...

surround yourself with all things beautiful...words, actions, thoughts, feelings, tastes, places, and finally...people. and you will with utmost certainty be subject to the most beautiful memories...G...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 19:06:00 GMT

Intensity

Intensity's shirts are burgundy, deep brown, and indigo. it's easy for him to forget about the paler tones. Sometimes he lives as if the moon were always full, yet he knows her dark side well. He rare...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Apr 2009 21:45:00 GMT

neverendingsummer

its been a beautiful summer. this ones goin down in my books as one of my faves for sure. sorry i havent been able to talk to more of you but ive been crazy busy. i promise to hit up everyone thats be...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 18:22:00 GMT

family values

okay so today started great i was up early paying bills gettin shit mailed oput & i needed to take a long drive a few towns away so i stopped at my lil brotheres house to see if he wanted to ride ...
Posted by on Sat, 31 May 2008 22:18:00 GMT

got lucky today

so today was a crazy ass day. i worked with a crew from chicago all day on a new condo complex. we were installing the elevators that people will use to build the building, a new an interesting aspect...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 17:07:00 GMT

old spoken word

the sound rings loud in my ear, in my mental perception that which my third eye sees is perfectly clear, you just cant get there from here, maybe that's because im on borrowed time, looking back i'm s...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 10:13:00 GMT

just some thoughts

be it known that i am content to sit around & wait for in this time alone i am able to recieve otherwise imperceptible insight into my chosen fate. a chance to see what gods got on the slate befor...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 08:31:00 GMT