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Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you are..

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About Me

**amazinglywonderfulawesomeadorablesexylovelybreathtakingenj oyablegrungyunderstanding**I like to have as much fun as humanly possible, when things are shitty I can find a million reasons to smile instead. Ive got problems, but so does everyone else, I just dont dwell on them and think of them till the eat me from the inside out like some do. Everyday I am ready to die because I know that up untill that moment in my life, I have never not told anyone my exact feelings for them and for whatever else. I think that the worst feeling in the world would be to leave this world without all the people I love knowing how muh I appreciate and cherish them. I have a different set of values. Friendships and love come first, even tho both have their bad times, you have to never give up because they lead you to true happiness. Money, material, looks, and status come last, they are all fake and mean nothing in reality. My whole purpose in life is to make my self happy, gain a few friends and cool stories along the way, learn as much as I can about everyone, and learn to appreciate the bad times because they make the good times that much better. Remember, in the words of my best friend Matt: When its here, its never enough. But when its gone, its never coming back...Video code provided by HotCodez.com
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My Interests

Make the best of this silly game we all call life.CHiLLiN ~My Best Friend. I Love Her~

I'd like to meet:

Anyone with an open mind and the willingness to speak it with me...MY TWO BEST FRIENDS, YEAH WE FUCKING RULE.

Music:

GLASS CASKET, DEAD TO FALL, POISON THE WELL (OPPOSITE OF DECEMBER ONLY), SYMPHONY IN PERIL, ASHOPEDIES, THE BLED, AGONY SCENE, BELOVED, UNDERMINDED, WINTER SOLSTICE, DARKEST HOUR, MARTYR A.D, EVERGREEN TERRACE, ALL THAT REMAINS, AS I LAY DYING, THE HAUNTED, BLACK DAHLIA MURDER, BAD LUCK 13 RIOT EXTRAVAGANZA, BURY YOUR DEAD, BETWEEN THE BURRIED AND ME, BLOODLINE CALIGRAPHY, CONVERGE, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES, IT DIES TODAY, SCARS OF TOMMOROW, REMEMBERING NEVER, MISERY SIGNALS, FEAR BEFORE THE MARCH OF FLAMES, THE NUMBER 12 LOOKS LIKE YOU, A LIFE ONCE LOST, HASTE THE DAY, UNEARTH, HOPE COSPIRACY, DYING FETUS, ALEXISONFIRE, THURSDAY, CATTLE DECAPITATION, DEATH, HOPESFALL, EVERYTIME I DIE, HIMSA AND JUST ABOUT ANYTHING METAL-CORE, HARDCORE, BLACK METAL, SPEED METAL ETC.

Movies:

Requiem for a dream, pi, donnie darko, train spotting, kids, the green mile, the butterfly effect, blow, secret window, dead sailor

Television:

adult swim... how the fuck do they know Im high?

Books:

Hannibal, The Green Mile, The Divinci Code.

Heroes:

Andy Covington, Evan Etzel, Nicole Clark, my parents, and mostly DARKEST HOUR. They have the best out look on music, friends, and life, its just like mine.

My Blog

I cant believe I'm posting a survey.

Fill this out because I NEEED YOUR LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP AND ATTENTION, please myspace is the ONLY thing I have.  The Gun is to my head... hurry... FILL IT THE FUCK OUT, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!! &nbs...
Posted by Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you are.. on Mon, 15 Aug 2005 12:19:00 PST

If I have ever offened you, hit on you, or embarassed you...

It was most likely because I was drunk as hell.  But usually what I say when Im messed up is based on some truth.  So Im not really THAT sorry.  But none the less if I have been&nb...
Posted by Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you are.. on Sun, 14 Aug 2005 04:30:00 PST

Life, Love, And Death

I've been thinking alot about life and love. What is life? Life is just a game we play every day to make more money than everyone else. We want to buy something to get noticed, a new car, a new hou...
Posted by Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you are.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Darkest Hour

I saw darkest hour, in a sweaty hot, piss-ridden basment. It was probably the best 15 minutes of my life so far. Uhhh, it was good, really good. We were gunna party with them after the show but eva...
Posted by Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you are.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST