Erika

I am five years old and getting younger. I am visual. I can't spell. I am proud to be a liberal yankee. I am passionate.I am tired. I am intelligent. I am dumb. I fear clowns. I long for acceptance. I dance alone. I am always looking. I create things. I destroy things. I am confusing.I am loving. I need you. I fear pain. I fear rejection. I am jealous. People fascinate me. I ask questions. I want to learn. I need to be reassured. I have no money. I want to cook. I like it when people say thank you. I smile when others do. I like to laugh. I often cry. Writing eases me. I am easily amused. I like to be scared. I love my cats. I feel guilty. I have three tattoos. I love panda bears. Being around other people makes me feel complete. I am skinny. I am hairy. I love my eyes. I love my shoulders. My hair annoys me. Being short pleases me. I drink orange juice with ice. I eat bologna, cheese, and catsup sandwhiches. I don't do drugs. I say things just because. I am naive. I don't understand. I say the wrong things. I say the right things. I want someone to love me unconditionally. I like to play with baking flour. I am not a house"wife". Bright colors appeal to me. Conversations excite me. I love to take pictures. I am a stereotype. I am proud of my heritage. I like to talk. I like to listen. I have nightmares. When walking over a bridge I have the urge to jump. I lie. I tell the truth. I stole a bracelet when I was 11. I like to scratch backs. I like to make love. My neck is sensative. I am ticklish. I like spiky braclets. It takes me a while to feel comfortable in front of people. At work I am professional. At work I am not professional. I am afraid of being a teacher. I want to name my daughter Asia. I am glad the Tuesday Night Club is back together. I don't know anything about cars. I enjoy road trips with friends. I love Elvis. I get lost. walking home alone at night makes me nervous. I have never eaten squid. I am allergic to strawberries. I believe in long term relationships. Commitment scares me. I have a problem letting go. I haven't faced my grandfather's death. I am Spanish. I am sexy. I hate doing laundry. I went to school for 6 years. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I miss Michigan. I like meeting people. I love Corky. I still don't know how to answer the question, "Who are you?"