Home.Add.Msg.Cmnt.Pics. HI, my names valeri. and my heart was broken yesterday. I've been the way i am since i was in 6th grade, but when i became popular.. i was told that im following the croud and i lost a lot of friends. I'm done with the scene, its just a bunch of bullshit ugly bitches that want to go to beauty school. I only know one of you who will make it. The rest of you need to think of a career that you're actually good at. I was fat my entire life growing up and a few years ago i got tall and now im moderately skinny depending on who you ask. It's whatever if you think im fat though, i don't mind. I've lived most of my life looking for acceptance, and i recently stopped.. now i do what i want, when i want, with who i want. You wont convince me otherwise so please dont try. I don't want to be your friend, or your girlfriend. Unless you're a cute boy.. im not interrested. I have a phobia against lesbians, dont call me a bitch for it. its not my fault. I was just born afraid of girls that like girls. i like it when boys have their monroe done, and when they have their nipples pierced. My pretend husband's name is Areful Hoq, and i love him to death. I like picking out birthday cards all of the time and i'm never quiet. nobody understands me, especially not you. im not going to be like every other girl out there and say that you'll never meet another girl like me, because chances are you will. who am i to tell you what kind of people you'll meet in your lifetime? I enjoy watching degrassi, and the best years. i depend on [adult swim] to fuel my desire to live. I've had my heart broken, and i promise i wont let any of you break it again. I need a new outlook on life. im tired of this same shit that i go through every day, and everything i thnk about all of the time. nobody knows how my mind works, none of you know what goes through my mind everyday. i have an iBook G4 laptop and her name is Gilbert. Even Though Her screen is gay, shes still the love of my life.. and i wouldn't trade her for the world. I want a boyfriend, point blank. and i dont want to wait for him to come to me. I'm tired of hookup's ... i need a change. some kind of change. I have RYAN FKING LAW , Sunny , alissa , Leah , Dezire , Jessica , Lindsey , annie , Tori , and Kelly. They are the only friends i need right now. They are my world. playradioplay: Decipher Reflections TS