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Pamala

I don't know what I want so don't ask me. I'm still tryin to figure it out. Don't know what's down t

About Me

*I often miss the little girl whose dreams had no barriers, who believed in a world where anything is possible, with a heart that was full and unbroken.*I am afraid of how the decisions I am making now are going to affect the rest of my life.*I am so much bigger then the life I'm leading.*I want to do more then just exist.*Being able to survive it doesn't mean it was ever OK.*I fantasize about rejecting the apologies that I know will never come.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

This is my brothers best friend. It was just to good not to share lol.. I listen to all kinds of music. But my all time fav is country.

Books:

I love to read. My fav books are true crime.

My Blog

It Doesnt Interest Me

It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing.It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you...
Posted by Pamala on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 02:39:00 PST

Andrew W. (Nick ) Ford, Sr.

Andrew W. (Nick ) Ford, Sr. of Fredericksburg, Indiana passed away Sunday, June 15, 2008 at 10:43 am in his residence at the age of 83 years, 7 months and 26 days....
Posted by Pamala on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 06:02:00 PST

18 Rules For Living

Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. When you lose, don't lose the lesson. Follow the three Rs: Respect for selfRespect for othersResponsibility for all your ac...
Posted by Pamala on Tue, 27 May 2008 01:23:00 PST

Life Can’t Get Much Better

So as everyone knows I had been pretty sick for at least 5 months. Well to say the least or the very best, I am no longer sick, but still suffer these killer migranes. A big part of why I'm not sick ...
Posted by Pamala on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 07:24:00 PST

Stress Test

So I pretty much hate Salem hospital. Spent 6 hours there on Friday for my stress test, and they still can't tell me what the hell is wrong. He some stuff showed up on the pics they took of my heart, ...
Posted by Pamala on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 11:34:00 PST

Not a good day

Ok, so school starts today which sucks ass. I'm going on about an hour and half of sleep :( so I know that its gonna be bad tonight. Class starts at 6:30 and ends at 9:15, I'm not happy. I was really ...
Posted by Pamala on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 11:37:00 PST

Update

Well I guess I don't have to worry about the whole cancer thing now. I went to the ER last night, and they did a chest xray, blood work and a EKG. Everything turned out fine except for the EKG. The Dr...
Posted by Pamala on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 12:34:00 PST

Wow

Well I just got the shock of a lifetime today. I've been sick for quite a while now, so I went to the doc today. He says I have an infection, and something else is wrong but he doesn't know what it is...
Posted by Pamala on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 02:04:00 PST

Natural Highs

1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing yo...
Posted by Pamala on Fri, 18 May 2007 01:48:00 PST

PONDERISMS

I used to eat a lot of natural foods until I learned that most people die of natural causes.Gardening Rule: When weeding, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is ...
Posted by Pamala on Wed, 16 May 2007 02:45:00 PST