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ABOUT ME RIGHT NOW WHAT CAN I SAY?..I'M AT LOST OF WORDS RIGHT NOW, I JUST LOST THE MAN OF MY LIFE MR. JOSE H. VARGAS.MY FATHER HAD BEEN FIGHTING CANCER 4 A LONG TIME ABOUT 9MONTHS.HE DIDN'T KNOW HE HAD BEFORE THAT ABOUT 5 YRS.WHEN HE FOUND OUT IN LATE SEPTEMBER OF 2007 THATS WHEN THEY DETERMINED THAT IT WAS CANCER.....
....THEY FOUND A TUMOR WHERE IT HAD 2 BE REMOVED ON OCTOBER 4, 2007 THEY REMOVED IT AND ALSO TOOK HIS STOMACH OUT LEAVING HIM WITH NOTHING. AFTER SUGERY HE HAD 2 UNDER GO CHEMO AND RADIATION...HE LOST A SERIOUS AMOUNT OF WEIGHT AND KEPT GOING IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITALS BECAUSE THE PAIN AND BECAUSE THE THROWNING UP WAS 2 MUCH 2 BARE.......
......ON FATHERS DAY HE GOT REALLY BAD AND WENT BACK 2 THE HOSPITAL WHERE HE STAYED ANOTHER WEEK, THAT'S WHEN THE DOCTOR'S HAD TOLD US THAT THE CANCER WAS BACK AND THAT THERE'S NOTHING THEY CAN DO....;-( I WAS SO HEART BROKEN..WELL HAVING FAITH THINKING IT WAS A MISUNDERSTANDING HE GOT SENT HOME WITH A HOSPICE TEAM AND THAT'S WHERE I KNEW IT WAS SERIOUS..
........MY DAD CAME HOME WHERE MYSELF AND MY MOTHER HAD 2 TAKE CARE OF HIM CAUSE THE CANCER WAS EATING HIM UP DAY BY DAY, IT SEEMED BY MIN.MY DAD GOT SO SICK AGAIN THAT HE GOT SENT BACK 2 THE HOSPITAL 4 ANOTHER WEEK...WHERE THERE THE DOCTORS SAID HIS DAY'S WERE COUNTED AND THAT'S WHEN I LOST IT CAUSE THATS MY FATHER OF 28 YRS OF MY LIFE AND I WASN'T READY 2 LET A GREAT MAN GO.
........AFTER A WEEK I WENT AND GOT MY DAD FROM THE HOSPITAL WITH MY SISTER, CAUSE HIS FAMILY HAD CAME 2 SEE HIM BEFORE HE DIED.THAT'S WHERE MY DAD GOT REALLY SICK IT WAS ABOUT 5AM IN THE MORNING AND THE NURSE WAS LIKE HE HAS 2 GO 2 HOSPICE CAUSE HE IS REALLY BAD SO WE MADE THE CHOICE 4 HIM 2 GO HE LEFT JULY 11, 2008 AND ARRIVED AT HOSPICE AT 8:30AM.
........MY FATHER STAYED 4 A WEEK WHERE IN THAT WEEK HE WENT FROM TALKING 2 LOSING MORE WEIGHT AND HE STOPED TALKING AND I'M GLAD AS A DAUGHTER I GOT 2 ASK 4 FORGIVNESS 4 ALL THE THINGS I PUT HIM THROUGH AS A DAUGHTERT AND I MEAN A LOT OF BAD THINGS BUT AS A FATHER MY DAD NEVER LOOKED AT IT AS I'M A BAD CHILD BUT 2 THAT'S MY DAUGHTER AND I LOVE HER AND I HAVE 2 BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT.
.........THAT WAS ON THE 15TH ( TUESDAY ) MY BROTHER WENT IN AND HAD THE SAME CHANCE 2 DO THE SAME AFTER HE LEFT I WENT IN 2 TALK 2 HIM AND HE COULDN'T TALK NO MORE. THE PASTOR CAME ON WEDNESDAY THE 16TH WHERE HE HAD ASKED MY FATHER IF HE'S AT PEACE 2 SQUEEZ HIS HAND AND HE DID AND THAT'S WHEN I LET HIM GO CAUSE I KNEW THEN HE WAS IN A BETTER PLACE..
.......JULY 18, 2008 AT 8:20AM JUST A WEEK LATER MY FATHER WAS CALLED 2 BE WITH LORD....HE LEFT A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY BEHIND WITH GOD BY ARE SIDE.PAPI I KNOW THAT U WILL ALWAY'S BE WATCHING US AND MAKING SURE THAT WE DON'T PART FROM THE LORDS SIDE....PAPI AS A DAUGHTER IT WAS A HONOR OF TAKING CARE OF U IN UR DYING DAY'S ALL THE THROWING UP, GIVING U MEDICATIONS, MASSAGES, BREAKING NIGHTS, WAKING UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT 2 TAKE CARE OF U AND MY NEW BORN SON AS WELL.....
..........IF I COULD I WOULD DO IT AGAIN CAUSE YOUR THE ONLY MAN I KNEW AND THE ONLY MAN THAT WAS MY FATHER. PAPI I SAY THANK U 4 BEING MY PROVIDER BEING THERE THROUGH THE BAD TIMES AND THE GOOD..AND 4 TAKING VERY GOOD CARE OF MY DAUGHTER 4 7YRS. PAPI I'M GLAD THAT U WERE THERE 4 MY PREGNANCY AND BIRTH AND THE DAY U TOLD ME THAT IT WAS A HONOR 2 U THAT I GAVE MY SON UR NAME ( JOSE ) PAPI I LUV U AND ALWAY'S WILL AND WILL MISS U DEEPLY............
........ R.I.P JOSE H. VARGAS 01/21/52-07/18/08
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