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when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized

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About Me

YoU cAn PeNaLiZe Me FoR cAuSiNg ThE fOuL sO pUt Me On tHe BeNcH jUsT dOnT kIcK mE oUt oF tHe GaMe FoR nOt KnOwInG tHe RuLes
Create your own Friend Quiz hereI like to hang out with my friends, drive around aimlessly looking for things to do, play soccer,work at AMC, go to school(yay school)too bad i had to quit this semester and i wont be going back for a year now. if im lucky. *tear* , shop, waste time doing nothing. Be straight up from the beginning-no lies-no bullshit- just be you and i'll be a happy camper. There's no reason to lie because it hurts you in the end. Don't live life with regrets. Shit happens deal with it. one thing people need to know is that perfection is in the eye of the beholder. No matter how imperfect one can be, they can always be seen perfectly, by that one person who loves them. Too bad i haven't found that person yet. I'm a lookng though. Such a long search it'll be. I'm outgoing, i like to relax but also have fun, going out is my thing to do. lol or it used to be until i work until idk when lol.. I'm not your average girl. I dont do the whole make-up thing, i hate drama, i try my hardest not to talk shit, i usually put my friends before myself, i like to please people, i like cars, i like sports, i only cry during a movie if an animal get hurt or killed, not a person, i dont like chocolate very much, enegry drinks make me fall asleep and relaxation drinks wake me up, i dont like taking pills- ill deal with the pain no matter how much before i take a pill, im allergic to high quantities of citric acid, i hate coffee with a passion, no matter how little the amount of coffee is in the drink ill taste it and i will never drink it again, i'm not pretty and i dont tell myself i am, and im trying to find a guy who doesnt care for looks but for personality cuz i have a great one. i love the beach, its my place to go and relax and think,i love my family but im never home, i can sleep the day away without a care in my mind, i dont know what i want to do with my life, i want to make a differencein the world before i die. I dont have sex and i dont believe in abortions unless the girl was raped. killing another living being is not my favorite subject to talk about. you'll get an earfull from me for it. im straight edge- i dont drink, do drugs, smoke, or have sex. im proud to be who i am eventhough i hate myself most of the time. i'll be there for my friends through thick and thin and i wont give up on them no matter how much bullshit weve been through. i think thats one of my downfalls but i cant turn my back on a person whos been in my life for a long time. im emo and i dont care if i am. i am only emo because i dont like myself and i am always depressed. the happiest place for me to be besides the beach and solitary sanctuary is work. i know it weird but i like everything about work. its fun!! i fall for a guy way too easily and i constantly talk about the guy i like- but i never end up with him. guys dont like me and i dont know why when i look around and see everybody with a guy and not me. even if its just hook ups- im alone. Somebody said to me its not about quantitiy its about quality. well ill tell them this i dont have either. theres none in my life an i dont think there wil be anytime soon. sometimes i cry because i know i wont be with the guy but i still like them. none of my friend have ever seen me cry except one. i do not show my tears and after my friend saw me cry and i have not cried in a very long time. some times i think tears do not exsist in my tear ducts anymore(when it concerns a person). we'll see what happens one day when my heart is truely broken. Don't mess with me, cuz you'll get messed with right back!!!

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My Interests

playing soccergerman shepards the beach roses jasmine...my favorite!!! Mitsuishi3000gt my dream car....1969 Camaro

I'd like to meet:

Anybody and everybody. I've met my bestest friends already(from the longest till now)-Jackie, Ashley, Sabrina, and Mindy. And to my good friends who'll be there through thick and thin(from longest till now)- Patty, Hannah, and Nicole. All of you rock and I hope one day we can look back on everything we've done and laugh. I love you guys even though sometimes i dont show it. you know its there. Just be straight up from the beginning. NO LIARS!!!

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Music:

Top types of music: 1.Country 2.Alternative 3.Emo/punk 4.Rock 5.Pop 6.Classical 7.Metal 8.Industrial 9.hip hop 10.R & B 11.jazz 12.opera

Movies:

Types: 1.horror 2.comedy 3.action 5.drama 6.romance. Movies: Underworld, Cronicles of Riddick, The notebook, disney movies, Saw, shit there's too many to say.

Television:

Shows: HEROES- bomb ass show, Smallville, CSI, Law and Order , and more.

Books:

Wicked, Mirror Mirror, Lost, Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister, DragonLance books, R.A. Salvatore books.

Heroes:

For me to know.
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Im over it

I'm turning away starting now, this is the day No more getting caught off gaurd No more being stabbed in the heart Im not with it all I'm not going to fall No more talking to him No texting, or call...
Posted by when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 03:26:00 PST

I’m not falling anymore

I'm not falling anymore Because I've fallen too far Need to get back up I cant do it I cant be fallin' for this one He's too much Too good for me He'll never **** me Can't get him out of my head Can...
Posted by when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 12:53:00 PST

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Posted by when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 12:20:00 PST

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Posted by when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 12:18:00 PST

Im A lItTle ReTaRdEd RiGhT nOw

I'm sorry for my overreaction with the email the other night. i didnt mean to cause drama, and i didnt mean for the only option is to end us. we've only been together a couple days and you were busy. ...
Posted by when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 03:51:00 PST

Read my thoughts that are so random

*~*I've got issues from my head to my toes I've got issues nobody knows They just walk on by But if they knew the real me, they wouldn't think I'd still be alive*~* *~*I wish I could fly up high in th...
Posted by when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 02:14:00 PST

What I think about my life at this moment in time

My life sucks ass.  My friends are non exsistant.  I have 3 best friends, and 4 good/okay friends.  I talk and hang out with them rarely anymore. So they have technically become my aqua...
Posted by when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized on Sun, 06 May 2007 02:01:00 PST

Describing me all over again

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:MeganBirthday:02-16-19**Birthplace:San Pedro, CaliforniaCurrent Location:Torrance, CaliforniaEye Color:BlueHair Color:Brown with blonde highlightsHeight:5'7 1/2...
Posted by when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized on Sun, 06 May 2007 01:48:00 PST

The movie NEXT

I as of tonight I have seem every movie at my work except two. Which are: The Condemned and Lucky You. I'm crazy i know.  Well i saw NEXT tonight with my mom, Amanda, and Amanda's sister Michelle...
Posted by when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized on Sun, 06 May 2007 01:36:00 PST

No Idea whats going on here

So i haven't posted one of these things in a long time. But hey things have be looking up for me and my friends lately.  Halloween is a pretty cool day- 100% better than last year chasing demons....
Posted by when is it my turn 2 b listened 2...not critsized on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 10:22:00 PST