About Me

"Basically, men are afraid of women and can't handle the fact that they came out of the same thing they spend the rest of their lives trying to get back into."

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I'm nineteen years old, & I'm pretty much vicious. I say whatever I want, fuck your feelings. I'm a compulsive liar but it's gotten a lot better. If I lie to you it means I didn't want you to know me in the first place. I'm six months pregnant with Kevin's bby, & we're just fine with that. My best friends are Chris Chew & SADIEBBY

My Interests

Eurotophobia- Fear of female genitalia.
Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.

WORDS TO LIVE BY
"It is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. The smart ones keep themselves to themselves for good reason. Why would you want to tell anyone anything that's dear to you? Even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? It's so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can't say the things you want to." -Henry Rollins

It has been observed that those who talk about sex the most, do it the least.
-Anton LaVey

Love cannot exist without a master/slave relationship.
-Anton LaVey

An apparent superstud insulter of women who sprinkles his vocabulary with offensive terms for female genitalia is usually a forlorn homosexual who harbors no love/hate feelings for women. He is only aggravated by them because they are in competition for his strongest cravings: other men.
-Anton LaVey

I'd like to meet:

Music:

Genres
RIOT GRRRL. Ska. Texas/Tejas Punk Rock. Punk Rock in general. Crust. NEW YORK DEATH SKA? Hardcore Punk Rock. Oi. Early Hardcore. GRIND. Goth Rock From The 80's. Glam. Kumbia. The Most Emo Of Bands. Reggae. Grunge. "Chick bands". Trance. Gansgta Rap. Political punk. Political Rap. Cheesy pop hits from the ninties. Nu-Metal. Anything off of Psychopathic Records. Death Metal.
THE BANDS THAT MATTER

Scarling. Joy Division. Sublime. The Doors.
New Order. Humanleague. Manic Street Preachers. The Cure. The Pixies. Echo & The Bunnymen. The Church. Sisters Of Mercy. Tears for Fears. Majandra Delfino. Beth Orton. PJ Harvey. Fiona Apple♥. Tori Amos. Natalie Merchant. Counting Crows. Third Eye Blind. Pete Yorn. Jack Johnson. Gomez. the pAper ChAse. The Postal Service. The Good Life. The Magic Numbers. Bright Eyes. Brand New. Eisley. Ghost Mice. Adhamh Roland. Jessie Williams. Bob Marley. Damian Marley. Peter Tosh. Apache Indian. Bikini Kill. Sleater-Kinney. Babes In Toyland. L7. Seven Year Bitch. Daisy Chainsaw. Le Tigre. Jack Off Jill. My Ruin. Metric. Robots In Disguise. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. Tsunami Bomb. The Distillers. Insane Clown Posse. Twiztid. ANYBODY KILLA! Blaze Ya Dead Homie. Dark Lotus. Esham. Tech n9ne. ♥Atmosphere♥. Catch22. Big D & The Kids Table. Leftover Crack/Choking Victim. No-Ca$h. Morning Glory. Dropkick Murpheys. Cockney Rejects. Cocksparrer. Reagan Youth. The Havoc. Propaghandi. The Devotchkas. Lower Class Brats. Guttermouth♥. Blanks77. A Global Threat. Clit45. Cheap Sex. Monster Squad. The Vandals. Against All Authority. The Pist. Complete Control/Total Chaos. Crass . The Virus. Rancid. AFI<[b>old school only]. The Exploited. The Adicts. The Stooges. The Plasmatics. X Ray Spex♥. The Velvet Underground. New York Dolls. Johnny Thunders & The Heartbreakers. The Joneses. Unit21. ANS. Krum Bums. Pissbottle Brigade. The Reprehensibles. The Scandals. Youth Brigade. Bury Your Dead. Himsa. Bleeding Through. The Black Dahlia Murder♥. August Burns Red. The Blood Brothers. Job For A Cowboy. Napalm Death. Anal Cunt?!? . DragonForce. The Scene Aesthetic. The Spill Canvas. The Rocket Summer. Circa Survive. Alkaline Trio♥. The Murderdolls. Peppermint Creeps. KoRn. Tool/A Perfect Circle. Good Charlotte. Blink182. Box Car Racer. Angels&Airwaves.

Probably more but I'm lazy.

LOCAL FAVORITES.

Oh, The Irony.
Enjoy The Fall. [RIP]
Chuck Norris: The Band
Fashions Fade [RIP]
Handshakes & Highfives :]
The Crimson Veil

Movies:

Sid & Nancy. Kurt & Courtney. TANK GIRL!!!! Donnie Darko. Jackass. All The CKY Movies. Haggard. Get Over It. Eurotrip. Bowling For Columbine. Loose Change. Child's Play Trilogies. Leprechaun Movies. Dawn Of The Dead. The Hills Have Eyes. Tejas Chainsaw Massacre. Psycho. Birds. The Learning Curve. Swimfan. Rock N Roll High School. Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind. Son Of Sam. The OLD Helter Skelter. The OLD Zodiac Killer Movie. Not Another Teen Movie. Date Movie. Halloween Trilogies. Big Money Hustlas. Give Em The Boot. The Virgin Suicides. The Great Rock N Roll Swindle. Nightmare Before Christmas. Corpse Bride. Edward Scissorhands. Rocky Horror Picture Show. Prozac Nation. American History X. Final Destination. Kill Bill. Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon. Spun. Blow. Ghost World. Don't Be A Menace To South Central....♥.

Television:

ROSWELL!!! Smallville. Buffy. Gilmore Girls. Birds Of Prey. Law & Order:SVU. Jackass. Viva La Bam. Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Robot Chicken. Family Guy. MORAL OREL. Happy Tree Friends. Tim & Eric Show. Hamtaro. Drawn Together. South Park.
All the shows I used to watch religiously got cancelled, so FUCK TELEVISION.

Books:

Authors:
Henry Rollins. Elizabeth Wurtzel. Anne Rice. Ann Rule. Chuck Palanuik. Aleister Crowley. HP Lovecraft. VC Andrews. Anton LaVey. Kurt Cobain. Michael Moore. Sylvia Plath. Andrea Dworken.

BOOKS!
The Satanic Bible. The Satanic Witch. The Devil's Notebook. Satanic Rituals. Solipsist. Ice Cream. The Portable Henry Rollins. Get In The Van. The Secret Life Of A Satanist. Book 4. The Book Of The Law. The Book Of Lies. The Goetia: The Lesser Known Key Of Solomon The King. Little Essays Toward Truth. Necronomicon. The Book Of Nod. Kurt Cobain Journals. Heart Shaped Box. Who Killed Kurt Cobain? Love & Death. Come As You Are. The Great Roman Murder Mystery. The Vampire Chronicles. The Feminist Mystique. Prozac Nation. Cut. The Roswell High Series. Dude, Where's My Country? Lullaby. Fight Club. Monster. The Bell Jar. Da Vinci Code. The Gospel Of Mary Magdalene. Behind The Paint. The Zodiac. The BTK Killer. Helter Skelter. The Serial Killer Encyclopedia. Cannibals & Evil Cult Killers. The Black Dahlia. The Evil That Men Do.
I also enjoy various comic books.

Heroes:

Kevinbby AKA Glam Kid!
This is my soul. He's everything that I want in a person & he's all mine. He's the most genuine human being I've ever met, despite everything he's been through. I sincerely am in love with this kid. He's always here for me no matter what, he never is rude to me & he never makes me feel inferior. He's my forever & I don't care what you have to say about that. I know I've made fun of people in the past for having that ideal over a high school romance, but I know what I'm feeling isn't fabricated.
ILYY BBY :]
CAPTAIN CHARISMA AKA CHRIS CHEWWW.
This is sincerely my most treasured friend, no joke. He cares more about my success than either of my parentals have ever even faked. He listens to my irrational fears & usually knows what trouble I've gotten myself into before I have a chance to tell him. I'm very lucky to have met this person, he's like a father-figure to me. :] I'm his biggest fan, & he's pretty much the best super villain you'll ever come across.
HE WILL
EAT YOUR
FACE!
&
RAMEYYYYYYYY!
He's my fucking grindxcore bestie He's fkn' br00tal as fkkk. We fight like ninjas
Don't ever hurt my dearest, or else you're
gonna have to hear from me :]
FAMOUS PEOPLE
Kathleen Hanna. Henry Rollins. Aleister Crowley. Michael Myers. Anton LaVey. Kurt Cobain. Jessicka Fodera. Brody Armstrong. Tim Armstrong. Joey Ramone. Johnny Thunders. Albert Fish. Ed Gein. Jack The Ripper. The Zodiac Killer. BTK Killer. .
CLIQUES
<[u>You know who's in what]
My Juggalo Family. My HCC; HOOLIGANS!. Mah Lady Dragons. AMIGOS/AMIGAS
Mike Ruddell. Jrex. Vanessa Cr00sh. Alethuh. Megan. Bby brother Cezar. Bby brother Christian Jack. Little brother Sebastian Miller. Nothing.

My Blog

Attention starved, you tried too hard just to get someone to look.

I FAKED IT.Which WILL be the first tattoo I get.Vanessa and me are getting matching tattoos of it....
Posted by Fizaith [usd4d&hcc] Love; Sex; Apathy on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 06:03:00 PST

Learn to assimilate & get in line.

I wear short skirts, but in no way do I want male attentionWhat I want, I have & everyone else looks indifferent to me.I second guess anything that anyone tells me.If I don't trust you, I'll do no...
Posted by Fizaith [usd4d&hcc] Love; Sex; Apathy on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 03:05:00 PST

ILYYY BBYY [Don’t read just to hate.]

You have no idea just how much you mean to me bby. It hurts me when you are unsure about my feelings towards you & our future together. I never stop thinking about you, daydreaming about every mom...
Posted by Fizaith [usd4d&hcc] Love; Sex; Apathy on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 06:28:00 PST

All you are is a stupid lying excuse for a person.

Push me out from the darkness,To a sky that's colored blue.Somewhere someone's finding happiness,While I'm still here so hung up on you.Nothing is real,And I want you to know,That I'm not alright.When...
Posted by Fizaith [usd4d&hcc] Love; Sex; Apathy on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 01:19:00 PST

She's Lost Control Again

Confusion in her eyes that says it all.She's lost control.And she's clinging to the nearest passer by,She's lost control.And she gave away the secrets of her past,And said I've lost control again,And ...
Posted by Fizaith [usd4d&hcc] Love; Sex; Apathy on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 11:36:00 PST

I let the beast in & then I even talked of giving in.

Have you ever had a gut feeling that told you what was wrong and right, smart and dumb?But from time to time, you've forgotten to listen to that numbing feeling.Urges often destroy those who are weak...
Posted by Fizaith [usd4d&hcc] Love; Sex; Apathy on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 09:33:00 PST

A Little Fuckin' Shelter From The Wicked Storm

It's too cold to sleep tonight We could freeze to death I warn It's so hard to want to fight When you wish you were never born This time you're gonna have to choose You can stick with me, but you're...
Posted by Fizaith [usd4d&hcc] Love; Sex; Apathy on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 08:14:00 PST

My Will Is Eroded Now

If I let you, you would make me destroy myself. But in order to survive you, I must first survive myself. I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you. There's no choice but to confront you, to enga...
Posted by Fizaith [usd4d&hcc] Love; Sex; Apathy on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 10:21:00 PST

I can live without this.

Wake me when it's over, I don't feel much like crying tonight. Please tell me that you're leaving. I don't feel much like ...
Posted by Fizaith [usd4d&hcc] Love; Sex; Apathy on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 07:49:00 PST

It's kinda sad how you lost what you had.

SRSLY. I'm so sick of all the ego, all the misconceptions, the assholes who take themselves wayyyy too srsly. Tonight punk rock was ruined for me. Along with my opinion about someone I used to conside...
Posted by Fizaith [usd4d&hcc] Love; Sex; Apathy on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 01:00:00 PST