"I Should Have Been Dead Already" |
I'm ready to see what it will take for me to die,
if this is what life has to offer.
I'm ready to see how deep the blade will go,
but I must find a place in my back devoid of their knives.
M...
Posted by The Aquarian on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:30:00 PST |
"Di(still)ed Life" |
They lie awake, yet strangely catatonic.
Screaming still life...
Victims of a seemingly distilled life.
Collectively martyred by emotion, and cringing on the fringe of motionless devotion.
T...
Posted by The Aquarian on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:28:00 PST |
"Another Version Of Me" |
Paintings of betrayal left impressioned in the heart,
and colored with the lies you forced me to believe.
Now it seems the pain is just a memory of love, and all it's beautiful apathy.
I am ...
Posted by The Aquarian on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:23:00 PST |
"The Beginning Of My Perfect End" |
I'm bound to this feeling of instability.
The warming touch of hopelessness envelopes, and embraces me.
Lost...
Digging down, deeper now.
Left without anyone to pull me out.
No one...
Posted by The Aquarian on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:21:00 PST |
"The Muse" |
I sometimes wonder if I am addicted.
Not to anything of the earth or man.
Not to anything divine in the least.
Not to love, but rather to the aftermath of.
I am torn between my eternally devo...
Posted by The Aquarian on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:10:00 PST |
"The Second Guessing Of Faith" |
Strange...
Undefined...
This feeling I have.
These truths that I hold.
This art that is knowledge.
Toxic air distils my blood, and soothes me with it's playful death song.
Ero...
Posted by The Aquarian on Fri, 23 May 2008 05:33:00 PST |
"Condemned" |
Don't close your eyes tonight,
for it takes only one blink to break a heart as fragile as yours.
Fragile like mine...
One side whispers of soft deception, while the other beckons me to...
Posted by The Aquarian on Wed, 21 May 2008 09:05:00 PST |
"Beautiful Mirage" |
She is preceded by the darkness, and gracefully diminishing one moment at a time.
Taken by her celestial appearance, I hesitate to let go...
But I'll wait for you...
Content, yet stra...
Posted by The Aquarian on Tue, 20 May 2008 10:53:00 PST |
"The Mourning Star" |
I awoke this morning, to a feeble light.
It caught my eye, and seemed to speak to me in words my ears could not percieve,
but their meaning could not be disguised.
"Have you already forgotte...
Posted by The Aquarian on Mon, 19 May 2008 12:26:00 PST |
"Uncomfortably Numb" |
One can only withstand so much pain,
before it inevitably begins to manifest itself through anger,
or perhaps even self destruction.
I prefer a healthy combination...
Typically terr...
Posted by The Aquarian on Mon, 19 May 2008 03:50:00 PST |
