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I live a rather pedantic existence with a dichotomous personality. Here I am, torn between being worried about appearing pretentious or premeditatively abstruse to others and ultimately feigning apathy thereto. In other words I want to say who I am in accordance with this whole "about me" thing, but I think it's more important to focus on what I am instead. First I would like to start with a quote from Fight Club. I know it was kind of a main stream movie, but it made some very good points and beneath all the Nihilistic, Anarchic themes there is an underlaying message about freedom and enlightenment: "You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else. We are the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. We are all part of the same compost heap." Sayeth Brad Pitt, the Allmighty. Now that I think about it, I could've used a quote from a more scholarly source of wisdom, but...I didn't. And I'm not taking it back. I guess the short of it is that I am a thing...something through which words, symbols, language, catagories, sub-catagories, labels, definitions and/or whathaveyou cannot justify or even come close to accurately describing. To comprehend this is to spend hours upon hours everyday pondering the imponderables, staring into the void and trying to recognize a vague shadow until it manifests into a nascent corporeal reflection of you in an existential context. Or you can just have a bunch of epiphanies :). Who am I? ...About Me....I have always been and will always be. I am Brahman. That which is not tenable and cannot be grasped. "Then you are nothing". Hey....maybe you're on to something ;) .........START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE>
Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: Voodoo Child - Jimi Hendrix
Waking up: The Sleep - Pantera
Average day: Fame - David Bowie
First date: Dirty Laundry - Don Henley
Falling in love: Van Full Of Retards - Anal Cunt
Love scene: Wolf Moon - Type O Negative
Fight scene: When Satan Rules His World - Deicide
Breaking up: Sex And Violence - The Exploited
Getting back together: Dream Weaver - covered by Crowbar
Secret love: none
Life's okay: none
Mental breakdown: Once Upon A Cross - Deicide
Driving: Escape From The Prison Planet - Clutch
Learning a lesson: Lake Of Fire - cover by Nirvana
Deep thought: Moonlight Sonata - Ludwig Van Beethovan
Flashback: Back In Black - AC/DC
Partying: Don't have to take you away - Crow soundtrack
Happy dance: Baby Got Back - Sir Mixalot
Regreting: Creep - Radiohead
Long night alone: So Lonesome I could Cry - Hank Williams Sr.
Death scene: Red Water - Type O Negative
Closing credits: Thunder Underground - Ozzy Osbourne
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You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Cool people...not dumb people. This guy, Alan Watts, for example is a pretty awesome dude who I wouldn't mind meeting. Check one of his videos out below. I also wouldn't mind meeting all fundimentalist Christians in one spot....with a lot of explosives...accidently....and I would be far away from them....coincidently.....Seriously, Christians...Get real..... width="425" height="350">.. .. ..>

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My Blog

Since you never visit me....

I live a rather pedantic existence with a dichotomous personality. Here I am, torn between being worried about appearing pretentious or premeditatively abstruse to others and ultimately feigning apath...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Jul 2009 13:03:00 GMT

In My Infallible Opinion Part 2.

To put it simply, Logan....there is no truth.  The truth doesn't exist.  Reality is completely subjective.  Subject, that is, to an individuals perception and not necessarily perception as one whole. ...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Jul 2009 12:46:00 GMT

Priceless Information. A MUST READ!

 Chris' Guide to How to Play Mario Kart 64 for the Nintendo 64.First of all, you want to play on the 150cc(Cubic Centimetre) difficulty, which is the most difficult level apart from the Extra difficul...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 10:44:00 GMT

In My Infallible Opinion

In response to a chain mail forward about the words "Laus Deo" (Praise Be to God)  on the Washington Monument. When it all comes down to it, this boils down to religion.  I have cornered many a Christ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 07:09:00 GMT

Crazy Screaming Christian at some jesus camp

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LyJI9xDUYV8 Christianity is a disease causing acute neurosis, loss of reasoning, deterioration or spasms of motor function as well as pathology and a loss o...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Dec 2008 15:07:00 GMT

The Zenith Of The Dregs of Emptiness.

Perhaps it was fate that my last blog decided to freeze on me right as I was going to press the "send" button...I had a feeling something like that was going to happen, anyway.  Let's just say it...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 07:40:00 GMT

Wishful Lies.

Today I woke up on a tour bus with a hang-over.  After some BC powder and an apple with some milk, bananas and honey we played another sold out show at the UNO in New Orleans.  Of course the...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 06:46:00 GMT

Blah Blah Blog

Blogging.......I have posted many a "blog" on Myspace....I have noticed, however, that some people have a pretty stigmatized view of myspace.  For me, Myspace is important.  Being a musician...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 06:24:00 GMT

Acceptable Psychosis.

As usual I begin by saying that I have nothing to say, basically.  Nothing that hasn't been said before, I guess.  I wonder why I do this?  I guess it comes down to attention.  But...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 19:13:00 GMT

My Shortest Blog Ever

My father lost his composure....he could not suppress his rage... I realize now that in the scope of friendships, I have but few.  The rest are merely acquintences.  I have maybe 5.  An...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 11:08:00 GMT