Just thought i might write something here that actually means something about me...while im in this sort ofreflective mood. I am Sarah and I would love to be really good at cooking. I like to listen to nice music, stuffthat will make me smile and with vocals that make me feel calm. I love to listen to old country songs that take meback to my childhood and singing in the car with my dad and my big sister. My dad is a lovely man who has shaped memore than anyone knows, I try my hardest not too forget just how much I love him.
I come from a wee town on the east coast called Carnoustie. Its a nice wee place, i miss it sometimes when imwrapped up in the big city. One of my most favourite places to be is a certain bench beside the beach...i love itbecause i feel like i grew up on that exact spot. Anytime i couldnt work out what my life was i would go there andthink, i miss it lots because its hard to find somewhere so peaceful. I love to think about things, i think toomuch sometimes and work myself up about silly things, other times i dont think enough. I am a lot quieter than theside a lot of people know of me, i need a lot of time to myself, when im down i become introverted, sometimes toomuch so and it makes it hard for me to sort out my problems. I am far too stubborn for my own good. I should listento my mother more, she knows what shes talking about. I love her lots too, and i miss her when im in glasgow.
I think that life is there to be shared and I adore being in love. I love sharing my life with people, even if itis just my shock that Stringray is the father of Skys baby. My biggest weakness is a big smile, if someone smilesat me and i can see they mean it in their eyes i go weak at the knees. I absolutely love to laugh, if i walk pastpeople laughing in the street i find it really difficult not to smile...then i look a bit strange sometimes.
I wish i stopped sometimes and thought about all the things i do love in my life, then i would realise it reallyoutways the bad stuff..I love the radio, pajama bottoms, ice poles, newspapers, photobooths that take 4 differentphotos, my little brothers dancing, dancing, the squirrels in the tree outside my window, m&ms, vera the vaio andigor the ipod, robinsons orange diluting juice, fairy lights, baking cakes, watching dvds, paolo my plant,photgraphs, my big sisters pretty face, kisses, beads and those crazy nights out that you're never quite sure howit all started but your sides ache from laughing.
I hate that i dont have the confidence to be my full self all the time, and i hate that im still pretty immature. Iwish i could understand what im feeling more. I really dont like that my camera is broken, i'd really love to takeamazing photographs. I love reading about different places and cultures, and i hope that one day i will have moneyto go travelling. I wish i could change a lot of things, i wish i was shorter, and i wish i could be 9 again, justfor a day or two so i could appreciate what i had. I sometimes say stupid things, or get things the wrong way roundin my head and sometimes i forget that people cant hear my thoughts and say things that seem random, but if you hadbeen able to follow my thought process you'd understand.
I have a rather fantastic boyfriend, he makes me laugh, cooks me nice dinners and makes sure i eat my veg, i like to watch blackadder with him and we like to bake chocolate cakes. hes a very talented young man, wites nice songs, and he gives me just the right amount of cuddles to keep a smile on my face.
I love life, music, a cool breeze, books, covers, cuddles, cakes and most of all.... i love these guys in thephotos...
If your picture is here, it is here because i think you look beautiful, its a compliment, dont complain! :-)
Most recent photos are up on my bebo , theres lots more there
so yes life is good, due to wonderful friends, fantastic boyfriend, and lots of amazing times :-)
