break apart |
you are all the same. selfish. greedy. upon seeking other people's vulnerability, you take advantage of every bit of it. and i thought you were different. i thought you, amongst all people, would make...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Jan 2010 09:25:00 GMT |
i don't like where this is going. i don't like this at all. no. not a bit. :( |
i think i love you too much. either that, or i am too weak to admit i am the most insecure being in this planet. my fear of losing someone who loves me has taken over my very self. it has devoured my ...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Sep 2009 22:12:00 GMT |
to be continued |
so i cleaned out majority of the blogs in my other network. i realized that it's palm sunday, and whatever the relationship is, i wouldn't want to know. i just think that it's about time. to think abo...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Apr 2009 15:34:00 GMT |
stirred.standing still. |
no hesitations. no bitterness. no anguish. a lot of anxiety attack the previous night. i saw you, then and i smiled. you didn't look the way i had expected, but what the hell?it still is you, after al...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 14:10:00 GMT |
chasing cars |
so i walked out, hoping he would come after me. funny, it ended up otherwise. sheesh. when will this deja vu ever end? i never learn. never.
i should never forget that at this point, its no longer wor...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 10:44:00 GMT |
it’s been a while |
I am fucking depressed. Damn shit. I was so close. So close. And in just the wink of an eye, the bucket of paint just spilled all over the carefully-crafted masterpiece. I blew it. And it's nobod...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 04:49:00 GMT |
this time |
thank you so much. i'll never stop thanking you. i am fully aware that i am at times an intolerable selfish brat but you remain to be around. i must have done something good in the past, eh? thank you...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 03:50:00 GMT |
im getting married |
so here's how things in my life run: apparently, misery seems to be my constant companion. i'm starting to get the hang of the movie 'Match Point' - wherein luck gets to be the best defense ...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 14:30:00 GMT |
