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Would the MADhatter dine with you? The MADhatter would love to dine with you! He immediately senses that you are an excitable eccentric mess who is in desperate need of some direct madness! The evening runs smothley and you eat crazy dishes from the very corners of Wonderland. After dining you do a several tribal dances and twirl and shout war cries. After all this you paint yourself with multicoloured paints and celebrate the end of the evening by shooting colourful streamers at bunny rabbits. He then lulls you into a deep sleep and sends you home flying a beautiful bird.
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab CodeI'm always at a loss for words. about me... I consider myself to be creative, I like to draw and work with my hands, But I probably write more than anything, it's a natural release for me. love to write: poetry, stories, whatever is on my mind, although recently, everything has been going so well I've reached a writer's block. Misery is the greatest muse. I love film but music is my first love, and i'm really versitile when it comes to musical styles. I love being outdoors and feel much more spiritually grounded when I'm in the wilderness.I LOVE dancing. I HATE fake, narrow minded, or just plain cruel people. other than that there is not much else that I hate, except when lame bands butcher really good songs. ie. nickleback doing dimebag or durst doing the who... sighs. somethings are better left untouched, that's all I'm gonna say... I'm 22 so i do normal things that people would expect me to do I like hanging out with my close friends, I love smoke and drink, I've never really been the quiet stay at home type. I cherish my time with my girls. I love to laugh and I love to act silly.I also love going out and pretty much anybody that knows me knows that i can be kinda wild at times... just joking. seriously tho I'm not always bad, sometimes I just like to chill at home and watch movies with my friends it just depends on my mood....well, i'm not much for rantings (yeah right) so if there's anything you want to know about me... just ask. NOTE: (just to clear things up in case there are any misunderstandings, the screen name loismustdie is from a little show called family guy. I don't know anybody named lois, and i don't wish death upon anyone. But the responses i've gotten have been hillarious! Blue Self-Existing Hand I Define in order to Know Measuring Healing I seal the Store of Accomplishment With the Self-Existing tone of Form I am guided by the power of Abundance I am a galactic activation portal enter me U can find out yours at this website: www.icandosomething.com/mayancalendar/ The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A DEATH!?!?! I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you go live in an old age home. You get kicked out for being too healthy. Go collect your pension, then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work forty years untill you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, and you get ready for high school. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back, you spend your last 9 months floating with luxuries like central heating, spa, room service on tap, then you finish off as an orgasm!!! AMEN! _________________________________ .. .... IF ANYBODY, ANYBODY, SENDS ME ANOTHER MESSAGE SAYING THAT TOOL OR PERFECT CIRCLE SUCKS! I'LL KICK YOUR SORRY NICKLEBACK LOVIN' ASS! THOSE ARE FIGHTING WORDS BABY.HERE'S TO THE HIGH LIFE BABAY!
____________________________________________________________ ___________________________OMG! CHINESE FOOD. MMMMM... AND THAI FOOD...my weaknesses. I'm hungry... AND SUSHI! OMG SUSHI AND SAKI ALLDAY EVERYDAY! ___________________________ LOL. sometimes I feel like this on thurs nights. Louise's Scooners! yeah! I LOVE CELTIC MYTH AND ASTROLOGY, i find that shit fascinating...The spiritual lineage of Druidry spans thousands of years. The cave initiations of Lascaux, France and Altamira, Spain, 25,000 years ago were mirrored around 3,000 B.C. in the rebirth mounds of New Grange, Ireland The Druid religion was based mainly upon an awareness of natural and supernatural energies. These energies were identified with spirits or dryads who dwelt within the ancient trees. Druids believed that trees were given spirits and attributes from the Sun, which was perceived as a symbol of the Supreme Being. Thus, trees were considered living entities, possessed with Infinite Knowledge and Wisdom...symbolically representative of the Cyle of Life, Death and Renewal. The Celts envisioned the entire Universe in the form of a tree, whose roots grew deep into the ground and whose branches reached high into the Heavens. In time, the Celtic people eventually designated a tree to each Moon Phase in their calendar in accordance with its magical properties. Therefore, the Celtic Zodiac is based upon the cycle of the Moon, with the year divided into the 13 lunar months established by the Druid religion The Druids believed that the human race originally descended from trees, each tree being endowed with its own particular mystical qualities. They encoded these mysteries in a secret shamanic alphabet known as the Ogham...the origin of which is ascribed to Ogma, the Celtic God of Poetry and Eloquence. It is said that Ogma (son of the Dagda) created the Ogham for the learned and wise to use for inscription. Originally intended to be read from the bottom upwards (or occasionally carved from right to left), Ogham (also often written as "ogam") is pronounced as "AHG-m" or simply as "OH-em." It served as an alphabet for one of the ancient Celtic languages and may have originally been adapted from a form of sign language. The current understanding is that the names of the twenty major letters are also the names of twenty trees which were sacred to the Druids. The Ogham may still be seen carved into stone monuments of the Druid Era and is thought to have been a means for the Druids to leave secret messages for one another. On the whole, the Celtic society was based upon equality and balance between the male and female...the female Druidesses being symbolized by the Dryads who lived in the sacred trees. The Goddess is often depicted as three forms in one. She is seen as the Maiden, Mother and Crone. This is seen in the phases of the moon, the heavenly symbol of the Goddess, as it passes from the Waxing New Moon to Full Moon and then as it starts to Wane, starting the cycle once more. She is seen as the universal mother the source fertility and wisdom, the giver of life, yet there is also a darker side. The Goddess is also the bringer of death, but to Wiccans and Witches alike this is not the end. We know the Goddess is within all things, so to aid our discovery of her, we look for her many aspects. For example, the most common (probably) is the moon where we see the Maiden, Mother and Crone. But what of the Earth? She is the Goddess of storms and other natural disasters, but also she is the Goddess of the light spring rain, the oceans and rivers, the giver of life and love. These are just to state a few, I hope it gives you an idea or two Symbolically, the Goddess is seen as the moon, in the cauldron used during rites and the water it contains. Animals such as the cat, dog, cow, horse, lion, spider and dolphin to name but a few are sacred to her. Also the daisy, apple, olive, rose, primrose, strawberry, catnip, poppy and violet are a few of the plants sacred to the Goddess. The consort of the Goddess is the God; often he is seen as tending the animals in the forest and being depicted as 'The Horned God' showing his association with the wild animals. (This image is probably what the Christian churches used to claim that Witches are evil devil worshippers, twisting the truth for their own means.) Together with the Goddess he celebrates and rules reproduction. As the Goddess is symbolised in the Moon, the God is symbolised by the Sun and its affects on the earth as it warms the earth allowing the sown seeds to grow, mature and be harvested before going back to the underworld during the long winter months. I have already mentioned what is the probably the most common aspect of the God, the Sun, but like the Goddess he is all around. He can be seen as the God of summer and fertility, but like the Goddess he can have some darker aspects such as the God of retribution and conflict, again I have only mentioned a couple, it is really down to you how you see the Goddess and her consort the God. Symbols that are used in association with the God include the sickle, sword, candle and spear. As with the Goddess there are plants and animals that are considered sacred to the God. These include the bull, snake, dragon, wolf, boar, eagle, pine, grape, fig, all grains, sunflower, sage and many more…_______________________________ "Stop throwing the Constitution in my face! It’s just a goddamned piece of paper." — G. W. Bush (AN ACTUAL QUOTE FROM THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA! OBVIOUSLY, HE HAS NO IDEA WHAT WE STAND FOR! IT'S AN OUTRAGE!)My political views are very liberal. I don't mean to offend anybody's own personal beliefs if you are a fan of george W. or if you are for the war in Iraq, but at the same time I hold my convictions tightly. just a fair warning, I can talk about politics day and night. When I think of George W. I think shallow, arrogant, gun-loving, abortion-hating, christian fundamentalist Texan Buffoon, and if you don't believe me then just read the quote above! Our american gov. ladies and gents. Someone who justifys the killing of innocent people but does nothing to improve the quality of life for future generations, ie. stem cell research, or pissing off the entire world. And yeah, does that even make any sense to anybody? maybe it's just me, but for someone who calls himself a christian and a "pro-lifer" he's got a lot of innocent blood on his hands, through that reasearch we could find cures for parkinson's disease, diabieties(sp?), and many others i'm sure.It doesn't stop just at G.W. either. Even if modern science would permit it, even if we could cure aids or cancer, it would never happen cause the pharmacutical companies would never allow it, yup, better let sick and dying people suffer than for their companies to go bankrupt. It just seems like it's another moral sacrifice that america makes to fuel it's never ending consumerism. And it seems that in this day in age, even the most basic morals and freedoms are constantly being challenged! (ie,) "thou shalt not kill" and the speration of church and state! The Theological Morality of Preemptive War "My faith sustains me because I pray daily. I pray for guidance and wisdom and strength." — G. W. Bush (Source: The White House)[ METHINKS HIS PRAYERS ARE SELDOM ANSWERED! ] George w. bush, dick chaney, you Will be judged for your crimes and you will meet your day. I believe very much in freedom of speech and freedom of expression, especially artistic expression... FUCK CENSORSHIP!"If you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, then go home and burn all your records, all your tapes, and all your CDs because every one of those artists who have made brilliant music and enhanced your lives? RrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrEAL fucking high on drugs. The Beatles were so fucking high they even let Ringo sing a few songs."___________________________________ MyGen Profile Generator.. 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My Interests

I have a musical soul, it's always touched me and moved me in ways that I can't begin to express. half of the songs I wanted to put on here were busted links. Grrrrr!
_______________________________________ recently, I've found myself becomming much more aware, socially and politiclly, of what has been happening in our society and government. "Beware the leader who bangs the drums of war in order to whip the citizenry into a patriotic fervor, for patriotism is indeed a double-edged sword.It both emboldens the blood, just as it narrows the mind. And when the drums of war have reached a fever pitch and the blood boils with hate and the mind has closed, the leader will have no need in seizing the rights of the citizenry.Rather, the citizenry, infused with fear and blinded by patriotism, will offer up all of their rights unto the leader and gladly so. How do I know? For this is what I have done. And I am Caesar.--Julius Caesar on PatriotismI can aprechiate the beauty in all forms of art.Picasso,Ansel Adams,van gogh,Salvador Dali is one of my favorites. I mean how can you NOT find his art bad ass!!! I'm not really sure what this one is called because it's all written in spanish, but I like to call this one tits and tigers. LET'S SEE WHAT ELSE.... BEING OUTDOORS IN THE WIDE OPEN, GOING TO PLACES LIKE COLORADO AND HAWAII, CAMPING IN THE WOODS, SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN, WORSHIPING THE EARTH AND EVERY LIVING CREATURE, BON FIRES, EXPLOSIONS!!!!THINGS THAT MAKE YOUR HEART RACE LIKE ROLLERCOASTERS, MOTORCYCLES. ORCHIDS, JASMINE, RAINDROPS ON ROSES AND WHISKERS ON KITTENS, ESKIMO KISSES!! (MY BABY KADIN AND ZANDRA),CLOUD WATCHING, STORM CHASING, STAR GAZING, COUNTRY CRUISIN, PLAYING TEXAS HOLDEM POKER,RUMMY, ERF, I'M SUCH A BOARD GAME PERSON BACKGAMMON AND CHESS, DOMINOS ECT... DISCOVERING THE MYSTERYS OF LIFE, .BOYS BOYS BOYS, GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS, INTERNET PORN , HEADBANGING, GOING TO CONCERTS, GETTING WHIPLASH LOL. CHERRY BOMBS AND BOTTLEROCKET WARS, ANYTHING SWEET ANYTHING SPICY! TALKING ABOUT POLITICS AND PHILOSOPHY, LOOKING AT OLD FAMILY ALBUMS, SCRAPBOOKING, GENEOLOGY, MORE LIKE ANCESTOR WORSHIP, SUNSHINE WHEAT BEER, NEW CASTLE, MILLER HIGH LIFE FOR WHEN I'M REALLY BROKE HEY ITS THE CHAMPANGE(SP?) OF BEERS! DISCOVERING ALTERED STATES OF CONSCIENCNESS BY TAKING HEROIC DOSES OF MUSHROOMS OR CACTI AND THROWING UP IN MIKE'S CAR, OR MY OWN.HA!! REMEMBER THAT NIGHT ATHENA?! OH YEAH AND LET'S NOT FORGET.... RENNEISANCE FEST AND SMOKED TURKEY LEGS MMMMM.... ____________________________ I smoke. If this bothers anyone, I suggest you look around at the world in which we live and shut your fuckin' mouth._____________________________ It's a common missconception that girls hate sports...well I got a LOT of jayhawk pride. GO KU! I love watching KU basketball or cheifs...sometimes, : ) ya know stranger things have happened. But I love the game of pool as well and I try to play as often as I can. challenge me to a game but watch out I might shark ya!

I'd like to meet:

Lets see... John stewart, johnny depp, edward norton, CHIRS CORNELL, ozzy osbourne, val kilmer, christian slater,seth mcfarland, trent reznor, Dane Cook purrrrrrrrrr, tim burton, angelina joli the most beautiful woman in the world, BILL HICKS even though he's dead (r.i.p) I'd like to meet rush Limbaugh so I could riddicule him for being a pisser, lol. salvador dali. stanley kubrick, stephen King, BRUCE CAMPBELL my friend boo boo met him at a book signing, I'm so jelous. Anybody that's cool, openminded. Anybody that's got a sense of humor, humanity, creativity or common sense. also people that don't judge and riddicule people, mean people suck.... I'm a really social outgoing person. I like everyone for the most part...unless you're a duche bag, in that case,fuck off and go die somewhere away from me. thanks.

Music:

JUST name it! i wouldn't even know where to begin, i love pretty much everything with a beat and some harmony... everything except country music and some ganster rap. it's weird i know. (CLASSICS!) PINK FLOYD, led zepplin, Janis Joplin, Elvis Presley, The beatles, johnny cash, patsy cline, Joni Mitchel, Aersosmith, KISS, Elton John, lynard skynard, reo speedwagon, The doors, Iggy Pop, Alice Cooper, CCR, David Bowie, Tom waits.... the list can go on and on HEAVY METAL!!! RAWWWR!I'm into MDM, thrasher, dark tranquillity, in flames, at the gates, amon amarth, testament, arch enemy, blood stain child, amen, all that remains, trivium, amorphis, eternal tears of sorrow, darkane, wintersun, Otep, Killswitch Engage,Type O negative, Shadows fall, Cradle of filth, pantera, slayer, black lable society, Rage against the machine, NIN, tool, perfect circle, Deftones, Soundgarden, slipknot, sevendust, sepultura, stone sour, Mushroomhead, Dream Theater, Bleeding through,god forbid, Motorhead, old Metalica, Alice in chains, soilwork, machine Head, system of a down, Ministry, in flames, Iorn Maiden, nothingface, digimortal, godhead, snot (rip), there are many more it's just hard to narrow down.PUNK ROCK/ INDIE/ALTERNATIVE Incubus, nirvana, pearl Jam, the Killers, Jane's addiction, Audioslave, Bjork, Bad religion, sex pistols, the clash, Green day( their OLD stuff), Poe, Pj Harvey, Sonic Youth, Ween, Weezer, jack Johnson, Ryan Adams, SMASHING PUMPKINS!, beck, filter... once again I can't even begin to narrow down but there are many more where that came from...HIP HOP/OLD SCHOOL/ REGGAE ICP, KottonmouthKings, Lauren Hill, james brown the god father R.I.P (12/25/06), Marvin Gaye, Billi holiday, Snoop Dog, the gorillas, Faith no more, Beastie Boys, Hed PE, gnarles Barkley, Erika Badu, BOB MARLEY, damien Marley, Peter Tosh.... many more

Movies:

Anything with Johnny Depp, fear and loathing, edward sizzorhands, sleepyhollow, I think tim burton does great work. A nightmare before christmas, corpse bride. Stanley Kubrick is one of this century's true visionarys(sp?), Full metal jacket, Lolita (a very good read as well), the shinning, DR. strangelove, and of course a clockwork orange I also love Tarantino, pulp fiction, reservoir Dogs, TRUE ROMANCE (in my opinion the most romantic movie ever), Four rooms, Kill bill. The good the bad and the ugly, let's see... fight club, the usual suspects, big fish, clay pigeons. I LOVE HORROR MOVIES, the evil dead, army of darkness, poltergeist, the halloween movies, texas chainsaw massacre, house of 1000 corpses, altered states... And Kevin smith cracks me up. Clerks, chasing amy, dogma, j and silent bob are my co-pilots! the cohen brothers do some amazing films like one of my favorites of all time: THE BIG LEBOWSKI!!! also oh brother where art thou, raising arizona, fargo. Everything with edward norton is good, he's a fucking kick ass actor, american history x, death to smoochy, did i mention fight club already? BOONDOCK SAINTS! slc punk, the princess bride, the craft, the birdcage... ya know, there's just too many to list, maybe more later... I tend to like movies that are either very visually stunning, or have a great soundtrack!

Television:

Only the cool shows! I LOVE ADULT SWIM! futurama, family guy, aquateen hungerforce, space ghost, sealab, seinfeld, sex and the city, curb your enthusiasm, desperate housewives, that 70's show, friends, THE ALI G SHOW! absolutely fabulous, strangers with candy, whose line is it anyway, south park!

Books:

nobokov especially lolita, earnest hemmingway, edgar allan poe, timothy leary....

My Blog

I refuse to dream about you

so quit fucking haunting me- asshole!
Posted by loismustdie on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 12:53:00 PST

blue

sitting in traffic another day of feeling nothingtrying to find something I guess it's back to smoking.How I die when I see you smiling, loving lifeand all I know is blueRainy days and cold stares, br...
Posted by loismustdie on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 12:12:00 PST

a Christmas card from a hooker in Minneapolis

hey Charlie I'm pregnantand living on 9-th streetright above a dirty bookstoreoff cuclid avenueand I stopped taking dope and drinking whiskeyand my old man plays the tromboneand works out at the track...
Posted by loismustdie on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 08:06:00 PST

Living in the wasteland of the Free

Living in the wasteland of the free...we got preachers dealing in politics and diamond minesand their speech is groing increasingly unkindthey say they are christ's disciplesbut they don't look like j...
Posted by loismustdie on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 03:14:00 PST

he tore the words straight outta my heart.

i'm all out of hope one more bad dream could bring the fall when i'm far from home dont' call me on the phone to tell me you're alone. it's easy to deceive it's easy to tease but hard to get releas...
Posted by loismustdie on Fri, 05 May 2006 05:41:00 PST

saturday night... more to come.....

HERE ARE A FEW OF THE PICS FROM SAT. sorry it took me so long to post these.... and there's still more to come.   *   *   *          ...
Posted by loismustdie on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 06:18:00 PST

fucking fake ass friends be-GONE!

    fuck you. you think you're better than me. you're not. you think you're so smart and have all the answers? please! try and humble yourself and maybe you'll find true enlightenment. ...
Posted by loismustdie on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 03:24:00 PST

ladies and gentlemen the president of the united states

when i saw these clips i almost died from laughter bush's stance on sovereignty the best of bush bush is a drunk campaign video...
Posted by loismustdie on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 05:17:00 PST

PEOPLE OF LAWRENCE, THIS IS A CONCERN

as many of you may know already, early sunday morning robert earl williams, 46, was shot and killed by an unidentified black man in a tan 1990s general motors vehicle. another 22 year old man was shot...
Posted by loismustdie on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 08:23:00 PST

me and the "droogs"

THURSDAY NIGHT AT LOUISESME AND ATHENA THE MAN WE ALL CALL BUTCH AWWW... ISNT' THAT SWEETSAY HI TO YOUR MOTHER FOR MENIKKI, ATHENA, JOSHOPEN YOUR EYES JAMIE!2 OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE  &nb...
Posted by loismustdie on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 08:01:00 PST