I can see much clearer with open eyes. It's not so much the light that hurts, but the idiocy of everything around me. I haven't felt like a normal human being since the beginning of this adventure. It almost feels like I'm being torn apart from the inside. Nobody can see inside me, only I know what I feel, only I know what it's like. I am an alien in another dimension. I don't belong here. I did once, but not anymore. I don't know anyone, not even myself. If I were to explode, would someone clean up the mess, or would I lie in the sun and dry up and be carried off with the wind? What would that be like? Would I find peace, or would it be like turning off a light? Darkness. That's nice. It's easier to think. Nothing distracts me, not even the sound of my heart beating. I can try again tomorrow, but they say tomorrow never comes. I guess I'll have to make an appointment.....[LOVEMYFLASH]
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