so im alycia, love me or hate me you'll find it hard not to notice me and you wont forget me in a hurry. i always seem to operate at 150% and sometimes that freaks people out.
so im 20, right now i have dark brown and green eyes; apparently theyre pretty.
i live by myself in charlestown, i tried the whole housemate thing but i dont play well with others. i party alot, however this may change now that i dont live a block away from king st hotel. i love that i can do what i want when i want. i love to have fun. i have this motto – act now and think later, it has led to some pretty wild adventures and lots of fun. maybe i should learn to think first though..i seem to get in a bit of trouble alot. i also need to learn to turn my phone OFF when i start drinking to avoid awkwardnes the next day. im very forward, if i want something or someone i say it. if someone asks why, i respond with why not?
i have the best friends in the world. my best friend olivia is amazing, shes always there when i need her and never fails to make me smile or laugh when i feel shit. we have had some pretty crazy fucking adventures and i will never ever forget the month of yes. esky likes to tell me im a twat and has no problem tellin me exactly what she thinks of certain people but shes there for me when i need her and she really does have good inside her, it might be way down in her little toe but hey, its still there. i believe that you only truly understand the depth and strength of a friendship when it is tested. some dont survive. i miss my old best friend and i hope that one day we can get back what we had or at least start talking to each other again.
boys are funny creatures. they confuse me. if someone could explain to me the male mind i would much appreciate it. i think there has to be more to it than just sex, smokes and beer. ive been known to have my fair share of random hookups in town. but i think theres not much better than spooning...well maybe forking. i reckon good guys do exist, and you just have to get through a few shit ones first so you can truly appreciate it when you find one.
i have 14 peircings and 7 tattoos nd i want more of both. i ♥LOVE&hearts to dance. i am always dancing around my house in my underwear, normally singing lady gaga songs into a hairbrush. its hot. I ♥ king st but i tend to socialise these days at the great northern. i hate the curfew nd i miss going to partys.,music is the rhythm that keeps my heart beating. im the type of girl who cries in the dark when i think no-ones watching, nd i sing in my car all the time and i don't care whos listening. i can talk to my friend for six hours and not run out of things to say, but i can also have a full conversation in under a minute. i like to sleep naked and with all the lights out. i love spooning; ive heard that it leads to forking. i love to exercise, i try to go for a run every day, its a good way to get rid of frustration. i love playing sports, netball and volleyball in particular. my hands and feet are nearly always cold nd yes it annoys me. i ♥ the beach nd wenever i can im there working on my tan. i hate winter. except for the cuddles.
ive made mistakes and ive done a lot of stupid shit but i don't regret any thing ive done cuz its made me who i am today. i know how easy it is to fall in love. and to have your heart broken. i have been both the puppet and the puppeteer this past year - have been played and have played in return. i know that new loves cant repair broken hearts.
2008 brought me love and loss. it brought me a new job, a new place to call home. a new understanding of myself. new friends. it rekindled old friendships. it taught me an appreciation for the unknown. 2008 woke in me a love of living in the moment, a love of acting first and thinking later. of taking chances. of making mistakes. it taught me that making mistakes is as important as getting things right. you get a certain sense of self satisfaction from rectifying a fault that you cannont understand had you never faultered. 2008 taught me that while i have now lived twenty years, i have no idea what i want from life. i dont know where i want to end up, what i want to do, who i want to do it with. i dont know if i want to get married, have children, have a house with a white picket fence. 2008 gave me more questions than answers. in 2009 i want to find some answers.
my new years resolution for 2009 is this: i want to live for the moment, take chances, say yes when my head says no, run when the sign says walk, leap when i dont think i can make it. i want to know that in 365 days i will have taken every opportunity given to me and learned from every experience ive had. i want to maintain a glass half full perspective and i want to smile at least once a day. i want to surround myself with as many people from different walks of life as possible. i want to learn from them, draw on their knowledge. i want to soak up life like a sponge. i dont want to be afraid of failure. i wont be afraid to love. i will......be all i can.
