things change; i've traded the cd player for an mp3 player. the tie dyed t-shirts for business attire.. and my brother's getting married to the love of his life while i'm still getting to know mine.
i've never been defined by clothing, faith, hairstyles, genre of music, or artistic ability nor do i ever care to be. i am me -- i have finally developed an interest in life as i see it. the world is so rich, simply throbbing with rich treasures, beautiful souls and interesting people. just forget yourself. (attributed to henry miller).
slightly awkward and eccentric -- that part remains.
i don't want to be an ant, you know?
but when they've made me feel like i'm all by myself,
it helps to just feel helpless with somebody else,
where i can let my heart bleed all over my sleeve.
i want to see change in my lifetime, is that so naive?
i want to see the old ways burn, is that so wrong of me?
i want to see an end to this "new american century."
i want to know that everyone feels alone like me.
-- from "the yellow walkie-talkie" by endless mike & the beagle club