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megan ashley

It seems most of the time, we're closing our eyes just to see.

About Me

I'm Megan. I'm nineteen, and so far the new year has been a hassle, but that's okay. I can handle it. I'm a psychology major/philosophy minor at CSU, Fullerton, but I'm working on getting over to CSU, Northridge to major in music therapy with a voice option. It's my goal, and I'm going to accomplish it. I live in the dorms with a bunch of crazy girls, but I love it, in general. If you want to talk, say hello. I'm always welcome to a happy greeting.I'm learning to love life and all its inconsistencies.I currently live in California, but I will always be a Jersey girl at heart...

My Interests

I have lots of interests. But I'm a former choir girl, oh yes. Who loves to read. Who loves silence and loves making noise... not to mention, funny faces. I dance, I write, and I play guitar, oh and don't forget the piano. (All of which I do fabulously... not.) I love to smile and stare at people. It freaks them out and it's fun. :) Give me some music, a book, and a quiet place outdoors (and a jar of pickles!) and I am content.

I'd like to meet:

I've met my Love. :) Now, I'd just like to find more honest, intelligent, and aware people (who occasionally just want to have some fun.)And I'm always up for another rendezvous with Andrew McMahon (even though I know he's married)

Music:

So once upon a time, I had a really long, never-ending list here. Just ask me what I don't like, that's easier. But to name a few, Something Corporate and Jack's Mannequin (Andrew is lovely), Thrice, Johnathan Rice, Mae, Veda, nearly everything from the 80's, Journey, Musicals... Oh god, I think I'm starting another list. I must stop now. ♥ P.S. Jason Mraz and Ainslie Henderson should marry me...
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Movies:

I love movies. All the Brat Pack movies, especially The Breakfast Club. Sixteen Candles, Pretty in Pink, and Heathers are all favorites too. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Garden State. Little Miss Sunshine. Harold and Maude. The Chumscrubber. Donnie Darko. Mean Girls is a guilty pleasure. I'm trying to keep this list short, too.

Television:

Oh, television. Damn television. But um... CSI and Law and Order:SVU and CI are my favorites... Jeopardy, The Simpsons, Family Guy, and I Love Lucy. Oh, and The Colbert Report and The Daily Show with Jon Stewart. HOUSE. Miami Ink. Scrubs. How Do I Look? America's Next Top Model reruns. Mythbusters! and Dirty Jobs. Oh, and SNL if I can manage to stay up late. I'm an old person. I love naps.

Books:

The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Nothing Feels Good. Memoirs of a Geisha. The Phantom of the Opera. Catch-22. Sophie's World. Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs. A Separate Peace. A Tree Grows in Brooklyn. The Bell Jar. Arcadia (Tom Stoppard is a genius!) Steinbeck. Dickens. Palaniuk. Hemmingway. Alice Munro. HAH. Just kidding. The Bible. Um... I love to read, and I've read a lot, but never enough. Suggest a book, I'll appreciate it, and do the same.

Heroes:

My grandma, my little brother, my boyfriend's mom. Generally, people that still believe in their dreams, and children.

My Blog

Top Eight?

Who's on your top 8?1. katertot.2. prisskillaface.3. cairo.4. my Love.5. jack's mannequin.6. ashley.7. lynn.8. kelly sue.[PERSON ONE] : katie.a. known since: the first day of freshman year.b. do you g...
Posted by MEGAN! on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 10:24:00 PST

i'm just looking for some fun...

I'm fucking BORED.This summer is halfway over, and I feel like I just want it to end already.Whatever.Someone call me.You know the number.And if you don't, ask. <3....
Posted by MEGAN! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

blah to the fourth power. </3.

Another lonely face sits on the floor. The same one, only now its not so hidden anymore. No, unnoticed loud and clear. She always reaches that point, sooner or later: You know the one-- where goals t...
Posted by MEGAN! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i miss you.

i couldn't say goodbye. i know that i never can. but all that knowledge still has yet to erase the tears from my eyes. i can't sleep. i can't eat. and paranoia consumes me. though i know that...
Posted by MEGAN! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sometimes being wrong is better.

i've learned now that occasionally, i'd rather go on believing something negative rather than find out that the opposite is more correct. it hurts more than previously forcing myself to follow lies. a...
Posted by MEGAN! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

pure ramble. interpretations welcome.

last time i looked,the paint was chipped.poorly sunken into the grain of the wood,even cheaper than the paint itself.the hinges?oh, they whined at every interval.but i enjoyed the familarity of the so...
Posted by MEGAN! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fucktart!!!

USELESS AND RANDOM INFORMATION. patrick murray told me tonight that i say the word "fuck" a lot... hmm... ♥
Posted by MEGAN! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i want to hate you half as much as i hate myself.

oh kay so it's 12:30 in the morning/night... and i'm here, doing nothing else... but thinking about the recent events or lack thereof in my life... and i need to vent, and i need to say just one or a ...
Posted by MEGAN! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i have an issue...

every single fucking thing makes me think of YOU. I think I'm crazy. Not good... not good at all. ♥
Posted by MEGAN! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i'd love to say...

i'd love to say... that today is different from days past and days old that tomorrow holds new skies and that it promises me my ...
Posted by MEGAN! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST