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Ksenia The Russian

Life is just a dream on the way to death...

About Me

dont know what to say about myself... just a RUSSIAN (for those, who know)... and for those who doesn't... well, just a messed up person who's now far away from the "family" and misses them to death...

Name: Ksenia
Birthday: march 21
Birthplace: E-burg
Current Location: My room
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: emmm... black
Height: 170 cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: idk
The Shoes You Wore Today: my black converse
Your Weakness: mmm.... the whole bunch)))
Your Fears: pain!!!!!
Your Perfect Pizza: all u can find in the fridge)))
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: graduate
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: yeah
Thoughts First Waking Up: fuck this....
Your Best Physical Feature: em.... boobs?
Your Bedtime: when i'm tired
Your Most Missed Memory: my year in us! (guys, u rock!)
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mac
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Red
Chocolate or Vanilla: both!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: both!!!
Do you Smoke: yep
Do you Swear: hell yeah!
Do you Sing: haha.. sometimes
Do you Shower Daily: yep
Have you Been in Love: unfortunately
Do you want to go to College: yes! i can't wait
Do you want to get Married: not now
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: nope... i don'r give a shit about that
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah
Do you play an Instrument: people's nerves
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: a lot
In the past month have you Smoked: just an hour ago
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: mmm... kinda
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope... we don't have them (hey, can smb send me some?)
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yeah.. last night.. yammie!
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: mmmm.... don't think so
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: yep ))))
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes. a cig from my mom
Ever been Drunk: many times
Ever been called a Tease: yep (hey matt...)
Ever been Beaten up: yeah
Ever Shoplifted: once
How do you want to Die: fast and painless
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: myself)))
What country would you most like to Visit: USA and Turkey )))
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: dark
Favourite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: doesn't matter
Weight: doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style: good style!
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1
Number of CDs I own: em.... a lot
Number of Piercings: only ears
Number of Tattoos: none(((
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a lot
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Manson, Disown & CCJ (I already did, but want some more! =))), Jonathan Davis, Azz, and pretty much just interesting people who are not selfish and mean...

Music:

Korn, Slipknot, Disown, CCJ, ICP, Disturbed, SOAD, Nirvana, NIN, Marilyn Manson, Psyshit, Jane Air, 69 Eyes, White Stripes, Ozzy, Cradle of Filth, Coutney Love, Negative

Movies:

The Queen of the Damned, Interview With a Vampire, The Crow, Requiem for a Dream, Nightmare Before Christmas, Haggard, Save the Last Dance, Brother 1&2, etc...

Books:

Vacance dans la come, Bible by LaVey, Transpotting, Vampire chronicles by Anne Rice, Ibiza, etc

Heroes:

none... I dont have heroes... just people i adore and i hate....

My Blog

So true...

Because we don't know when we'll die we get to think of life as unexhaustable well. Yet everything happens a certain number of times and very small number really. How many more times will remember a c...
Posted by Ksenia The Russian on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 04:28:00 PST

Fucked up life...

ok, i have such a mixed feeling about today...i almost had sex with my boyfriend, but i still can't decide wut i feel towards him. i like him, but on the other hand i can't imagine our relationship go...
Posted by Ksenia The Russian on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 11:13:00 PST

Just another day again...

nothin's really good... nothin's the way i want it to be...just bunch of different things, and everything against me. And nobody to come to and really tell wut i feel, so i keep holding everything ins...
Posted by Ksenia The Russian on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 08:50:00 PST

Just another day...

Life sux as usual, school sux...i slept throug astronomy - it was sooo boring. i guess her voice is the best sleep-pill thing.Oh yeah, i saw a super cute guy today with ankh necklace and i was even go...
Posted by Ksenia The Russian on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 10:16:00 PST

last minutes of summer...

i'm just sitting here, in my room and almost crying...just 12 minutes till autumn. 12 minutes to look back at all i had this summer... *i loved and hated...*laughed and cried...*lost people i love...*...
Posted by Ksenia The Russian on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 10:59:00 PST

i'm so fucking bored....

damn, school's gonna strat so soon.. i hate it... but now i'm just so fucking bored and i don't wanna do anything.... just have some oreo' with milk (send me somebody couple packs, pls! and i will lov...
Posted by Ksenia The Russian on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 05:16:00 PST

Coming back...

I've came back home just 2 hours ago and already in tears... Just one week far away from home and I felt so incredibly good, even when it wasn't that perfect, but now, I'm back to the same old shit, t...
Posted by Ksenia The Russian on Sun, 14 Aug 2005 06:08:00 PST

piece of shit...

my comp is a effing piece of shit! it hates me!!!!!!!! I've spent 30 mins trying to upload couple new pix... and it still didnt work.... HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by Ksenia The Russian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Holly SHIT!!!!

Holly shit, I've just found the whole bunch of russian people here... *crying*.... are they fucking everywhere???? Probably I shouldnt be nervous cuz of that, but I am... I just hate to realize that a...
Posted by Ksenia The Russian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

talks about sex...

it's so fucking weird when my mom tries to talk to me about sex... she still thinks that i'm a virgin.. (*Taran, remember? lol*). And all the things she's telling me... shit, that's wrong, i shouldn't...
Posted by Ksenia The Russian on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST