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* I am my Mother's keeper *

About Me


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I am 31 years old and live in Suffolk County, Long Island... I am currently working as a Medical Laboratory Technologist in a hospital.. I love what I do most of the time and the people I work with. Everyday brings something new !! I currently have a teaching degree in biology , to which I am hoping to find a position soon so I can have my summers off ..I lost my best friend my mother in June 2005 and am getting by day to day. Some good days , good minutes and others bad days and minutes.. I am most thankful for the best friends and family anyone could ever ask for in these times.I am a high spirited, very very energetic person, who loves to be around people who make me laugh and smile. I live everyday to the fulliest and do not take anything or anyone for granted..

My Interests


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Anything outdoors such as biking, rollerblading, camping, hiking, taking long walks on the beach and laying on the beach to work on my tan.. I love to travel everywhere and anywhere .. especially europe and the islands.. I also like to hang out with my friends, go to bars, clubs, movies, and just enjoy my time with whoever I am with ..

I'd like to meet:

I would like to see my mom,hear her voice and laugh, and just be in her arms.


Music:


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Movies:


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Television:

REALITY TV JUNKIE !! LOST is one of my favorite shows on right now it leaves me boggles after every episode I love it ... I also love the history channel, cooking channel, and national geographic channel (its the science teacher in me )
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Books:

Secret Life of Bees, Life of Pi,The Kite Runner, The Road, The Memory Keepers Daughter, Water for Elephants, Thousand Splendid Suns, Harry Potter series, and many more ...

Heroes:

MY MOTHER she was and will always be the strongest influence in my life .. and will be my guardian angel watching over me .

My Blog

2008 is not starting out like I planned

Well 2007 had its up's and down's in life. I was hoping that 2008 was going to start out good and hopefully end good. The holidays are over which i am happy and sad about . Holidays arent the same any...
Posted by ~ * Kaz * ~ on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 05:21:00 PST

To hear my moms voice or not ...

Lately I can say I have not been truely myself because I am missing my mama alot in words I cannot even describe. Yesturday I painted the bathroom b/c it really needed to freshened up . And today I wa...
Posted by ~ * Kaz * ~ on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 04:00:00 PST

Facing my Fears

The past few days have been a whirlwind of thought, fears, and anxiety. The worst thing that has happened in my life is the passing of my mother. Now tomorrow I will be face to face with the enemies w...
Posted by ~ * Kaz * ~ on Wed, 30 May 2007 05:58:00 PST

Starting to Forget !

Well I have not blogged forever and tonight I'm having a mom night so here it goes... It has been a little over a 1 1/2 since mom is gone, and I am starting to forget the little things lately which b...
Posted by ~ * Kaz * ~ on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 05:05:00 PST

It's not fair ... Missing my Mama :(

I have not written for so long .. Having a really bad night thought I would just let it all out ... Everyone keeps telling me it will all get easier.. Its just getting harder and harder each and every...
Posted by ~ * Kaz * ~ on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:08:00 PST

Need to Let it Out !!

This feels so strange writing a blog again , I have not in such a long time I think I forgot how.. but I wanted to write this blog to let all my dearest friends know that if you feel that I have been ...
Posted by ~ * Kaz * ~ on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 05:30:00 PST

A Poem I wrote about how I am feeling !!

June 10th, 2005 my life changed and I have changed forever This winter here is cold, bitter and lonely without you Its chilled me to the bones I would give up everything to have you here to warm me u...
Posted by ~ * Kaz * ~ on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 11:30:00 PST

It never ends !

I had an inspirational moment from reading everyones latest blogs to get my fingers typing too. To begin with Rachel and Rick are awesome parents and are letting there kids be kids and get dirty and w...
Posted by ~ * Kaz * ~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Feeling Crappy !

Hi Everyone, I have not been on to write a blog in a while.. I have not been feeling all too well. The last few days I have had such a bad headache and just feeling crappy.. I think the headache is a...
Posted by ~ * Kaz * ~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Feeling Crappy !

Hi Everyone, I have not been on to write a blog in a while.. I have not been feeling all too well. The last few days I have had such a bad headache and just feeling crappy.. I think the headache is a...
Posted by ~ * Kaz * ~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST