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About Me

I am clean and sober and loving life. Learned from my mistakes and ready to take the world by storm!!! I'm in love.... with my three beautiful kids... they are the best... I finally am learning to love life and not take shit for granted.... I guess I used to say I want the old me back but I really didn't like her much either... I'm becoming the woman I have always wanted to be!!!! I love my friends and would love to make new ones... so many opportunities have been passed up by me placing judgement on others before I got to know them... so I've learned to see pass the bullshit and look at the beauty in all!! Working really hard on going back to school and finally...finally growing up. I have a rad support system and finally a rad set of friends that I don't have to second guess... no matter what I know they have my back... no questions asked!!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone with a beautiful heart, a open mind and a awesome personality.

My Blog

So stoked!!!!

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Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 11:17:00 GMT

Finally the words I could not say!!

sleepwalking through the all-nite drugstore baptized in flourescent light i found religion in the greeting card aisle now i know hallmark was right and every pop song on the radiois suddenly speaking ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 18:27:00 GMT

SO crushed...

I'm missing your bed, I never sleepAvoiding the spots where we'd have to speakAnd this bottle of beast is taking me home.I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheetsYou're not alone and you're not discre...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 20:04:00 GMT

WIthin hours I have fallen weak...

Feeling strong Ready to conquer the world ready to turn around what only I fucked up no one to blame except for my selfishness and gain. I stumbled on a conversation had between two people so in love...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 21:41:00 GMT

Dont ask a question if you dont want the answer...

I asked my ex  today a question I always needed to know.. I asked him "Why I feel that my boyfriends/ or ex-boyfriends treat other women whether it be thier friends or new girlfriends with more r...
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 09:58:00 GMT

If you need to go .. then go

but don't fucking talk shit while doing it dont say i didn't warn you dont cry that you've been played because I never promised you anything dont be pissed cus I am looking out for me this time.. don...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 03:10:00 GMT

Friends..

I was bored today so to my friends here you go I love you all!!
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 12:48:00 GMT

Your a dirty girl!!

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Posted by on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 09:23:00 GMT

My New Years Resolution...

So I never make New Year's resolutions but it seems that I am doing lots of stuff that I thought I would never do so here goes! 1. I am going to save the drunkin' crazy nights for UFC and occasions.. ...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 08:22:00 GMT

grr....grr..grr.

I am spinning with thoughts of justification.. Trying to realize what it is that throws me off balance. My head is like a large room filled with people having very loud conversations. It is like a fri...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 18:55:00 GMT