ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen

About Me

every 60 seconds you spend mad, is one minute of happiness you'll never get back.

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My Interests

Let's see . . . I love reading. Writing. Hiding behind my camera even though i haven't done that in a while. even better than hiding, printing my own pictures. And second best, longboarding (skateboard)!!! it's the best! after that it's kaiyaking, then the rest.

I'd like to meet:

eh . . . don't care. mainly here for old friends.

Music:

i have a wide range in music . . . . GREEN DAY!!! No doubt, Alicia Keys, Pink, Nirvana, Lifehouse, Lindsay Lohan, Britney Spear's sexy stage, Kittie, Rancid, the Distillers!! (Brody kicks ass completely!!!) Ashley Simpson, some of Jessica Simpson, Avril Lavign, Staind, Lisa Marie Presley, anything with Dave Grawl (i forgot how to spell his last name), Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Faith Hill, Selena (the english stuff), System of a Down, Seether and many more . . .

Movies:

GIA!!! My favorite! (I'm a BIG Angeling Jolie fan. Finding Nemo, Girl Inturupted, Original Sin, Memoirs of a Giesha, the Ice Storm, SLC Punk, Rebel W/Out a Cause, Simply Irresistable, Hope Floats, White Oleander (i relate to all her moods), Thirteen, the Sweetest Thing, Nightmare Before XMas, A Knights Tale, Cast Away, anything w/ Denzel Washington or John Travolta, ooo . . . Fast and Furious, and more and oh yah . . . ANYTHING with Christina Ricci!! she's amazing.

Television:

television?! Is that a new invention?! (Memo~poor college student) okay j/k. the shows that i like that i know about, Gilmore Girls, Will and Grace, i love The L Word (even though i've only seen about 3 episodes), Friends, What Not to Wear (lol, yes i could be such a girl), oh! Queer Eye For the Straight Guy, Nip/Tuck (also love it even though i've only seen an episode and a half), and . . . if i think of more i'll post 'em.

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Books:

Currently reading_ Memoirs of a GieshaMost relate too(or what i use to mostly relate too)_ "Prozac Nation" Very well written. I fully believe that woman went through depression herself. Cause if she didn't . . . well, there'd be no way that book would relate so well to those who have. Other books i've read . . . they're countless . . . and this is fun reading. I love it!

My Blog

This time around

How fast will I lose you this time?Though i don't really have you,will i be blind sided once again?Will I feel it ahead of time?Will the permanant reminder of how your just lonely haunt the back of my...
Posted by ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:56:00 PST

Angelic messages

Contentment and happiness exceed. Sky rocketing beyond control.But how do I explain the fearthat comes with it all?How do I explain that the last time I felt safe,I was wrecklessand spinning out of co...
Posted by ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:31:00 PST

mixed up

Remembering all too wellHow you made it perfectly clearThat it was easy to get over meHow you shoved my face in itAnd still, I can't bring myself to hate you And now you stand before meWith a look I'v...
Posted by ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 08:05:00 PST

Over Me

She's your New York CityI'm your aboliteShe's your poet silenceI'm the song you singShe's your growing upI'm your stand stillShe's your play it safeI'm your need to run She's the air you try to breath...
Posted by ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 07:48:00 PST

Time is needed for realization

You take your time with herAnd what you have.Even if it takes you 3 years and 4 more girls to realizeSheand themWill never be me.I will still know very clearYou are the one I loveAnd want to be with...
Posted by ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 01:15:00 PST

Broken down

Everytime I see youMy wall would shake.Thinking I was strong enough to hold it up myself.Taking every thought,and every memory that was slightly positiveI'd add it to the top of my wallLeaving behind ...
Posted by ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 01:17:00 PST

Suspension without suspense-ND

My divorce from dependenceThat's when you found meI was still softAnd we always were in troubleOdds stacked against usAnd trouble's what we are Now that I've murdered your inspirationAnd I forced...
Posted by ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 12:03:00 PST

So long ago. But look ahead, please.

The clouds rolled in,And a shiver soared up my spineAs I burst into tearswhen I heard your voice for the first timein years. You're now forming full sentencesAnd can comprehend more than feelings of h...
Posted by ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 04:05:00 PST

my lil' soldier

My little soldierStay strong please.I know I've betrayed you.Left you alone with her.You're stuck in a place I hoped to never return to. A time that will forever have a hold on me.But as of today,as I...
Posted by ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 11:57:00 PST

truce

I need a truce to this war.This war of our madness.The madness that is caused by your hatered toward me. Was i trully that cruel and niave that i've caused you to think of me as nothing more but a mea...
Posted by ImTheBest DamnThingThatYourEyesHaveEverSeen on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 11:37:00 PST