MY SON AGAIN ONEDAY JUST 2 C HOW GROWN HE HAS GOT I ALREADY KNOWN HE LOOK JUST LIKE HIS DADDY SEEIN HIM JUST THAT 1 TIME WAS REALLY NOT ENUFF KNOWIN HE IS N HEAVIN WAITIN 4 ME JUST HURTS SUM TIMES HE WILL BE 8 SOON WELLTHIS YEAR AND I NEVA GOT 2 GIVE 1 PARTY AND THAT KILLS ME INSIDE WHEN I GIVE MY OTHER 2 KIDS PARTY BUT I HAVE 2 DEAL WITH IT I CANT HELP THINKIN BOUT ITS REALLY HARD 4 ME