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I absolutely hate fake people. I seriously can't stand them. I think it's pathetic how a person talks crap about someone else, then goes & hangs out with them the next day, like they're the best of friends. If you're fake, don't even bother talking to me, cuz you'll just be another annoyance in my life. Instead of taking the time out to try to impress me, use it to get yourself a life & just be who you are. Don't be someone else to get friends. Your true friends are the ones who like you for who you are when you're not being fake. Trust me, you will be happy & you will make a lot of other people happy.
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... delicious
Your hugs are... gentle
Your eyes... sparkle like the stars
Your touch is... heart warming
Your smell is... amazing
Your smile is... amazing
Your love is... unique
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Hey! My name is Ashley and I was born in Chandler, Arizona, but now I live in Redwood Falls, Minnesota. Big change of scenery. I'm 17 years old and a senior in high school. I have brown hair and brown eyes. I'm kinda short, about 5'4". I don't have a DD chest like my cousin Ginni, but I manage with my small chest and small butt...haha. just kidding....anyways, I'm shy, yet outgoing (nice oxymoron, huh?). I'm a really easy going, down to earth person. I'm always myself & i'm not afraid to act stupid or admit that i'm a little immature...ok, maybe a lot. But i just like to have fun & not always take everything so seriously. I don't wanna grow up, so don't tell me to when I start acting stupid. It'll just add more fuel to the fire. I wanna have fun and party, and I wanna see the world. I wanna be rich, but not selfish or conceited about my wealth. I try not to be fake or judgemental towards anyone. I like to get to know someone before i decide what kind of person they are. My home life isn't the greatest it could be. I'm moving out the day I turn 18 and I'm gonna prove to my parents that I can make it without them because I know that they think I can't. I mean, I don't want to wanna leave home, but I'm getting to the point where I can't take it anymore. I'm on the edge, at the end of my rope, about to break...get the picture? I love to hang out with all my friends.
Jen is my best friend! She was my first friend when I moved here & she's been there for me ever since. We've had a few rough times, but it's all good! Love you hun!
Missy is another one of my best friends. She's such a sweetheart & she's always there when I need to talk to someone & she's really understanding. Love you!
Freddy is also my best friend. He gets me. He's the only guy who I've been able to get close to without him getting all wierd on me. I absolutely love him to death.
Yeah, so i get bored a lot, so u guys can always call me if you're bored too. my cell # is (507) 430-1636 and my email is ash_becca_03@(hotmail or yahoo).com. i know i'm not on the computer all that much, but u guys should leave me a ton of messages cuz i LOVE to read them! I love y'all sooo much & u know i'll always be here for u guys no matter what! Talk to u later...Peace! :)
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*CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT YOU DO TO ME BABY, YOU MAKE ME CRAZY, YOU MAKE ME ACT LIKE A MANIAC...*

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||| 50%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Orderliness |||||||||| 33%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||| 16%
Religious |||||||||||| 43%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||| 16%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||| 16%
Paranoia |||||| 23%
Vanity |||| 16%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet Paul Walker because he is sooo fine! And of course there's Nelly, Paul Wall, Will Smith, Jessica Simpson (I think we'd have a great friendship ;), and a bunch of other people... *BUT YOU'RE ESSENTIAL TO ME, YOU'RE THE AIR I BREATHE, I BELIEVE IF YOU EVER LEAVE ME I'D PROBABLY HAVE NO REASON TO BE...* *YOU'RE LIKE THE PILLAR THAT PROPS ME UP, THE BEAM THAT SUPPORTS ME, THE B*TCH WHO NEVER TOOK HALF, THE WIFE WHO NEVER DIVORCED ME...*
[Marital Status] Single...but not loving it.
[Shoe size] between 8 & 9...depends on the type of shoe, sometimes 7 in heels.
[Parents still together] nope
[Siblings] Sydnie, McKenzie, Samantha, Zoe, & Chloe
[Pets] Snickers & Cubby
FAVORITES
[Color] RED!
[Number] 3, 10, 33
[Animal] dog
[Drinks] strawberry daquiri
[Soda] Mt. Dew Code Red...u got me hooked Tyson!
[Book] Go Ask Alice
[Flower] red rose
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] I've gotten redlights twice in the past, but other than that, no...
[Twirl your hair?] sure...
[Have tattoos?] not yet...
[Have Piercings?] yes
[Cheat on tests/homework?] i wouldn't call it cheating...
[Drink/Smoke?] Drink, yes...smoke, hell no
[Like roller coasters?] oh yeah!
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] AZ or Cali
[Want more piercings?] i sure do
[Like cleaning?] who likes cleaning?
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Own a web cam?] nope
[Know how to drive?] yes, and very well i might add...
[Own a cell phone?] yep
[Ever get off the damn computer?] haha...yeah
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] ...hmmm
[Considered a life of crime?] not really
[Considered being a hooker?] no...am i even hot enough?
[Lied to someone?] haven't we all?
[Been in love?] ...yeah
[Made out with JUST a friend?] ...haha
[Been in lust?] not really sure...
[Used someone] nope...that's just wrong...
[Been used?] yeah.
[Been cheated on?] yep
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] haha...only on accident
[Stolen anything?] nope
[Held a gun] no
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] jeans & a t-shirt
[Current mood] bored
[Current taste] ?
[What you currently smell like] adidas perfume
[Current hair] down & straight...well, a little wavy from the damn rain
[Current thing I ought to be doing] cleaning my room & doing homework
[Current cd in stereo] salt & pepa
[Last book you read] ...of mice & men?
[Last movie you saw] oh jeez...i don't remember...i haven't had time to watch any movies...i think it was 'in her shoes'
[Last thing you ate] some star crunch thing...it was good.
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Freddy...but u can call him Superman... :P dork!
[Do drugs?] never have, never will
[Believe there is life on other planets?] possibly
Remember your first love?] yeah...
[Still love him/her?] ...yeah
[Read the newspaper?] sometimes...when i see something interesting.
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] heck yes!
[Believe in miracles?] yeah
[Do well in school?] yep
[Wear hats] not really...i have a few, but i dunno why i buy them cuz i don't even look good in hats :P
[Hate yourself?] no
[Have an obsession?] yeah, & i wanna know what i have to do to make him sleep with me...just kidding. they're song lyrics for all u gullible people
[Collect anything?] nope
[Have a best friend?] a few, yes...
[Close friends?] many
[Like your handwriting?] hate it
[Care about looks] my own, yeah
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] Jesse Lohman in Kindergarten :P
[First kiss] ...u know who u are.
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] yeah
[Do you believe in "the one?"] of course
[Are you a tease?] i don't think so...
[Too shy to make the first move?] sometimes.
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] yeah
[Bitch/Asshole] when i have to be, yeah
[sarcastic] very
[Angel] heck yes! haha
[Devil] u know it.
[Shy] yeah
[Talkative] uh huh

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Music:

I Wanna Love You(longer)

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Movies:

I absolutely love scary movies...Amityville Horror is the scariest movie I've ever seen...can't wait to see Hostel...I also like funny movies. I'm the type of person who cries a lot during movies...I'm not really sure why...

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Television:


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* . . About You . . *
Eye Color:: brown
Hair Color:: brown
Height:: about 5'4"
Favorite Color:: RED!
Screen Name:: it changes quite often...
Favorite Band:: i like all music, but i love Avenged Sevenfold...
Favorite Movie:: Boondock Saints, Lucky Number Sleven, What's Eating Gilbert Grape...
Favorite Show:: War at Home
Your Car:: Oldsmobile Intrigue
Your Hometown:: Chandler, AZ
Your Present Town:: Redwood Falls, MN
Your Crushes First Name:: yeah, like i'm gonna tell u...
Your Grade:: Senior baby!
Your Style:: my own.
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?: yeah
Kissed someone in the rain?: nope
Danced in a public place?: all the freakin' time!
Smiled for no reason?: haha...yeah
Laughed so hard you cried?: oh yes
Peed your pants after age 8?: not too sure...i hope not!
Written a song?: yeah
Sang to someone for no reason?: uh huh
Performed on a stage?: i did this thing in 5th grade with my homebase...& with the choir.
Talked to someone you don't know?: yeah
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: ...kinda sorta
Made out in a theatre?: ...haha, yeah
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yeah...just last year
Been in love?: yes
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?: Freddy...on the phone
Tell you, I love you?: my mom
Kiss you?: Scott
Hug you?: ...prolly someone from my family...
Tell you BYE?: Freddy...on the phone, again...
Write you a note?: it's been a long time since someone has written me a note...wow. i don't know...
Take your photo?: um...lindz, at the FB game...the postponed one :P
Call your cell phone?: Freddy
Buy you something?: My mom...she bought me dinner at china royal...yum!
Go with you to the movies?: my cousin & grandpa
Sing to you?: um...Freddy? well he was prolly singing more to himself, but i was on the phone with him, so i heard him...
Write a poem about you?: last i remember & only one i know of...Scott
Text message you?: Missy
Touch you?: gross...
* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?: last night at Jen's...good times...
Time you cried?: last night...
Movie you watched?: In Her Shoes...?
Joke you told?: like i'm gonna remember that!
Song you've sang?: lips of an angel-hinder
Time you've looked at the clock?: just now...i had to.
Drink you've had?: Mt. Dew
Number you've dialed?: Freddy's
Book you've read?: i dunno...
Food you've eaten?: some star crunch thing...
Flavor of gum chewed?: Sweet mint...thanks Ash!
Shoes you've worn?: my DC's
Store you've been in?: Wal-Mart...to exchange my camera
Thing you've said?: yeah, i will...
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?: nope
Whistle?: yeah
Blow a bubble?: uh huh
Roll your tounge in a circle?: yep
Cross your eyes?: yeah, but it gives me a headache...
Touch your tounge to your nose?: nope
Dance?: i can, but it's not the prettiest sight in the world :P
Gleek?: not on purpose, but on accident, yeah.
Stay up a whole night without sleep?: heck yes!
Speak a different language?: Spanish...but not fluently...yet.
Impersonate someone?: haha...yeah.
Prank call people?: anyone can prank call someone...
Make a card pyramid?: no...
Cook anything?: yeah...i'd like to consider myself a very good cook.
* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...: supermodel, i'd be frickin' hot!
I wish ...: the one i love loved me back...
So many people don't know that ...: i live a harder life than what they see...
I am ...: way more confident than i used to be.
My heart is ...: full of love to give to someone who will replace it with their own love...
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Books:

You guys should all read "Go Ask Alice" if you already haven't. I know it's required for juniors to read, but you should definitely read it. It's awesome...

Heroes:


ee cummings has written some of the best poetry I've ever read.
Poetry by ee cummings. . . . . . .i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is youhere is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars aparti carry your heart(i carry it in my heart). . . . . . .i love you much(most beautiful darling)more than anyone on the earth and i like you better than everything in the sky-sunlight and singing welcome your comingalthough winter may be everywhere with such a silence and such a darkness noone can quite begin to guess(except my life)the true time of year-and if what calls itself a world should have the luck to hear such singing(or glimpse such sunlight as will leap higher than high through gayer than gayest someone's heart at your eachnearness)everyone certainly would(my most beautiful darling)believe in nothing but love. . . . . . .it is at moments after i have dreamed it is at moments after i have dreamed of the rare entertainment of your eyes, when (being fool to fancy) i have deemedwith your peculiar mouth my heart made wise; at moments when the glassy darkness holdsthe genuine apparition of your smile (it was through tears always)and silence moulds such strangeness as was mine a little while;moments when my once more illustrious arms are filled with fascination, when my breast wears the intolerant brightness of your charms:one pierced moment whiter than the rest-turning from the tremendous lie of sleep i watch the roses of the day grow deep.. . . . . . .if i love You (thickness means worlds inhabited by roamingly stern bright faeriesif you love me) distance is mind carefully luminous with innumerable gnomes Of complete dreamif we love each (shyly) other, what clouds do or Silently Flowers resembles beauty less than our breathing. . . . . . .i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite a new thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like,, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh . . . . And eyes big Love-crumbs,and possibly i like the thrillof under me you quite so new. . . . . . .may i feel said he (i'll squeal said she just once said he) it's fun said she(may i touch said he how much said she a lot said he) why not said she(let's go said he not too far said she what's too far said he where you are said she)may i stay said he (which way said she like this said he if you kiss said shemay i move said he is it love said she) if you're willing said he (but you're killing said shebut it's life said he but your wife said she now said he) ow said she(tiptop said he don't stop said she oh no said he) go slow said she(cccome?said he ummm said she) you're divine!said he (you are Mine said she). . . . . . .you shall above all things be glad and young For if you're young,whatever life you wearit will become you;and if you are glad whatever's living will yourself become. Girlboys may nothing more than boygirls need: i can entirely her only lovewhose any mystery makes every man's flesh put space on;and his mind take off timethat you should ever think,may god forbid and (in his mercy) your true lover spare: for that way knowledge lies,the foetal grave called progress,and negation's dead undoom.I'd rather learn from one bird how to sing than teach ten thousand stars how not to dance. . . . . . .the boys i mean are not refined they go with girls who buck and bite they do not give a fuck for luck they hump them thirteen times a nightone hangs a hat upon her tit one carves a cross on her behind they do not give a shit for wit the boys i mean are not refinedthey come with girls who bite and buck who cannot read and cannot write who laugh like they would fall apart and masturbate with dynamitethe boys i mean are not refined they cannot chat of that and this they do not give a fart for art they kill like you would take a pissthey speak whatever's on their mind they do whatever's in their pants the boys i mean are not refined they shake the mountains when they dance. . . . . . .it may not always be so;and i say that if your lips,which i have loved,should touch another's,and your dear strong fingers clutch his heart,as mine in time not far away; if on another's face your sweet hair lay in such a silence as i know,or such great writhing words as,uttering overmuch, stand helplessly before the spirit at bay; if this should be,i say if this should be- you of my heart,send me a little word; that i may go unto him,and take his hands, saying,Accept all happiness from me. Then shall i turn my face,and hear one bird sing terribly afar in the lost lands.

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When does it get better?

Update on life---> >School is o.k. Not my best work, but not as bad as last year. However, some people, like my parents, seem to think that work has a significant effect on my fallling grades...news f...
Posted by .:ashley.rebecca:. on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:54:00 PST

F*cking Drama!!!

o.k. so pretty sure i wanted this year to be drama-free, right? well, the first frickin' week of school is full of frickin' drama...what the hell?! some people need to grow up & stop being so imma...
Posted by .:ashley.rebecca:. on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 07:55:00 PST

*impatiently waiting...*

OK...so, update on life.First of all, work is going pretty good. i finally have something to do with my summer...haha. Being grounded sucks, but i finally get to do something on Wednesday. I gotta wor...
Posted by .:ashley.rebecca:. on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 09:22:00 PST

I'm not a bad kid, so why won't they let me go?

GRRR!!! As most of u all kno, my parents are totally strict, but they like to take it to another level. As of right now, i'm grounded for 3 weeks for telling robert to shut up twice. He wouldn't frick...
Posted by .:ashley.rebecca:. on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 10:12:00 PST

SuMmEr BoRdOm...

Summer can get pretty boring. So, if any of you are extremely bored like i am, please feel free to leave me some messages because i like to read them. or u can text or call me (507) 430-1636. or we ca...
Posted by .:ashley.rebecca:. on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 01:10:00 PST

For all you shallow minds

For any of you who hate someone because you've heard bad things about them, even though you've never even met them...This is for you. For any of you who hate others because they have a different color...
Posted by .:ashley.rebecca:. on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 05:53:00 PST

happy now???

Ok u guys...i changed it so that i'm not bi...my cousin was being dumb. Are u happy now?!?!?
Posted by .:ashley.rebecca:. on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 06:40:00 PST