spencer;

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spencer : currently thinking of my next
journey in life, different yet cant wait for its arrival!

Chapter One is now closed: i am eighteen years old, i am now at a better understanding of who i am, i live in a place that many don’t seem to understand, ive been hurt throughout my entire life and yet i am still here, my outer appearance and actions may not always reflect upon my inner feelings, i do NOT blend in with the mass of the earth, i like to be different, my confidence is sometimes confused for self-centeredness, i can be very hard to hold on too, the proportions of this earth are absolutely unpredictable, abnormality is something we all carry, nobody is perfect but we can try, personality is something i work hard on, i have my days as do you, implications in my life are ought to exist, i attempt to understand the world and its inhabitants on a daily, i will change this world one day, music changes my emotions like no other frequency can, i am fearful to discover what my true significance in life is, my family and friends have my respect and heart, god has created everything for a reason, a tree is the most remarkable living organism one can explore, confused about religion & society, i fight my vast imagination day after day, i believe in fairytales, there is always a happy ending, i try to make the most out of anything and everything in life, i only get one chance at life, the present is soon the past, aspire to be a top model & fashion designer, style portrays ones mood & inner beauty which only oneself can depict, love is just a made up feeling, no one knows what it truly is, Switzerland is my home, photography fascinates me, horrified by death and catastrophe, i wish i could live forever, i will one day surf this world, i admire birds because they fly, abortion is murder, life is a gift not a toy, trying not to take anything given to me for granted, but rather enjoying every second of it, in the eyes of many i might be a skinny, obsessed, rich bitch, who walks all over people and tries to bring others down, in reality, im shy until i can open up to people and give them my trust, i hate assumptions, don’t assume anything about me, get to know me first, you will realize, i am a different person than what goes around in peoples mouth, i have my limits just as you do to, don’t keep me in your mouth, say it to my face, i don’t like hypocrites, although we are only human and sometimes do it unexpectedly, judge me & ill prove you wrong, i make decisions i regret, although i try not to, this world has blocked out personal input in life, we behave how we are nurtured as a child, thinking outside the box is seen as completely abnormal, there are many things beyond human understanding, evolution of humans comes from a great past, does heaven really exist? i wonder constantly; scared to move on as an adult in life, racism, sexism, and discrimination should be banned from this world, is there any other form of life out in the universe? How big is the universe? and one last thing- why do we kill people who kill people to show them that killing people is wrong? …“giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak, maybe your just strong enough to let go” -my story has just begun, the first chapter just ended.

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