Long Lost Friend |
Thoughts of suicide runing rampant through my head. The idea that this life sucks and I'd be better off dead. Just wanting to fall asleep and never wake up. I just can't take this sadness and loneline... Posted by on Tue, 28 Jul 2009 17:46:00 GMT |
Disappearing Life |
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Bored out of my mind, nothing to do. Just driving around,
thinking about you. What youre doing, where you are, who youre with. Why Im
here, instead of there hanging out with y... Posted by on Thu, 16 Jul 2009 22:35:00 GMT |
Alive But Long Passed Dead |
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Nothing remains in this lifeless body. Just a slowly
decaying corpse. Absolutely nothing left. Just a desire to see you one last
time and to hear one last breath. Just a yearning... Posted by on Fri, 10 Jul 2009 16:12:00 GMT |
Sleepless Nights |
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These intense horrendous visions dancing through my head
repeating over and over again. Interrupting my need to quench my thirst for a
peaceful slumber. Creating a desire to end ... Posted by on Mon, 06 Jul 2009 20:47:00 GMT |
The Lonely Castaway |
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An emotionless expression on ones face. Forcing a smile to
hide the sadness inside. Not wanting to show the pent up emotions, just waiting
to explode. The guilt, the hate, the f... Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 21:45:00 GMT |
The Sufferer & the Witness |
ROADSIDE
Tell me what I'm s'posed to
do,
With all these leftover feelings of you,
'Cause I don't know,
And tell me how I'm s'posed to feel,
When all these nightmares become real,
'Cause I do... Posted by on Sun, 14 Jun 2009 20:25:00 GMT |
Dreams |
The meaning of a dream is up for
interpretation. My dreams usually consist of memories of Chelsea,
or dreams of how good my life was while we were dating. I also have a lot of
dreams of some of the... Posted by on Mon, 08 Jun 2009 04:20:00 GMT |
Theophilus |
A belief in a deity escapes my realistic process of
thinking. To blindly believe in the existence of some superior being is
unfathomable to me. Maybe it because of everything that I have had to deal... Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 18:46:00 GMT |
Revolutions Per Minute |
One of my new favorite bands is Rise Against. I recently
bought their Revolutions Per Minute Album. These are some of the songs from this
album that I truly enjoy listening to.
HEAVEN KNOWS
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Unexplained Hatred |
Mementos of the past conjuring up memories which in turn
cause a throbbing, destructive, and never ending pain. Your toothbrush still
resting in my bathroom just waiting to be used. A computer game ... Posted by on Sun, 03 May 2009 13:38:00 GMT |