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About Me

"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
To put it briefly:
For those who don't know,
my name is Cayla.
I am a creepy individual, with rude opinions and lame thoughts.
I listen to weird indie music, you'll probably never understand why I like a lot of the things I do.
Life is really starting to look up
I can make sense of what I want, and it's fantastic.
I think the main reason I wake up in the morning, is knowing I have the ability to make someone smile, even when I can't. I'm not going to lie, I'm a lot to handle. It takes a lot to appreciate what I have to offer. I have opinions, and I'm not afraid to share them. I have low self esteem, but I'm crazy. I've come to realize, I'm always in a shirt that shows my boobs. I cuss like a fucking sailor. I'm trying to find out what I want out of life. I'm 16, don't let my attitude fool you. I'm a Sophmore at Damonte. I try my best not to eat beef or pork. I have a real hard time trusting people. I try to have a good time wherever I go. I'm terrible when it comes to doing my homework. I really enjoy drawing, and reading, and writing, but I never like the final product of anything I make. I enjoying making things out of hemp, I'll sell you something if you just ask. :]
I guess you can ask if you want to know more.
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"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." - Dr. Seuss

My Interests

Music:

^The Shins

^RHCP

^Radiohead

^Interpol

^Black Moth Super Rainbow

^Frou Frou

^Imogen Heap

^Gregory and the Hawk

^Brand New

^The Weepies

^Kimya Dawson

^Aesop Rock

^Cat Power
My profile songs usually correspond with the music I like.

The Shins
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Radiohead
Dj Beep
Interpol
Brand New
Lamb of God
Job For A Cowboy
Through the Eyes of the Dead
Metallica
Jack Johnson
Gary Jules
Benny Benassi
A Perfect Circle
Fear Before the March of Flames
Bob Marley and the Wailers
Jimi Hendrix
Rage Against the Machine
Coldplay
Alanis Morissette
I Hate Kate
Michael Buble
Frank Sinatra
Rouge Wave
Hot Hot Heat
OneRepublic
The Verve
underOATH
Senses Fail
Taking Back Sunday
Rise Against
Cake
Frou Frou
Savage Garden
Nirvana
Coldplay
Eve 6
Bright Eyes
Sugarcult
30 Seconds to Mars
the color of violence
HeavyHeavy LowLow
Coheed and Cambria
The Fall of Troy
Fisting Jesus
Haddaway
311
Alice Cooper
Alice in Chains
Blink 182
Iron Maiden
Jane's Addiction
Queen
Sex Pistols
Smashing Pumpkins
Soundgarden
Sublime
Whitesnake
The Doors
Third Eye Blind
E-40
Keak Da Sneak

Books:

I read A LOT

Currently reading:Nothing

Waiting to read: Something

-The Shadow of the Wind♥
-Life Expectancy♥
-Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas [and Other American Stores]♥
-Autobiography of a Brown Buffalo♥
-Haunted
-Survior
-Invisible Monsters
-Fight Club
-Diary
-Lullaby
-Choke
-Insomnia
-Gun, with occassional music
-In the Lake of the Woods
-HP 1-7
-Running with Scissors
-Jane Eyre
-Memoirs of a Geshia

Heroes:

The moment of that kiss contained every happy moment I had ever lived - Paulo Coelho

The twins :D Boyfriend [part time lover and a full time friend] and my whore [talking to you brings me peace].

Frylock. [you forgot I exist, and it hurts me.]
The girls. :] [too many good times!]

Steven-bo-beaven. Heart breaker extraordinaire. [I miss you]

Larr-bear. Thing two. Perfection. [I miss you]

Song writer, poet, inspiration.

My Blog

Time travel; Depression City [NEW]

If I could, I would travel away with you...Start this life anew.If I could, I would jump ship and travel west...You could finally see me at my very best.If I could, I would fly into the sky,escape the...
Posted by cayla on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 10:45:00 PST

feelings

FeelingsI like the feeling of raw lips,funny bones and hips,markers that are perfect at the tips...I like the feeling of rain,crying and lauging, releasing pain,nothing to lose, everything to gain...I...
Posted by cayla on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 04:33:00 PST

ignorance

A beautiful child;darling, eclectic,fearless, gallant, honorable,impavid, joyous kid...lovable, moving, never oppressed.parents quickly reiterate stupidity...trust und...
Posted by cayla on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 09:14:00 PST

This is just for you.

1) List 15 things you want to say to people, but never will.2) Don't say who they are.3) Never discuss it again1. You really mean the world to me. I use to think I wanted to be just like you, but late...
Posted by cayla on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 05:27:00 PST

hahaha

I used to be such a burning example, I used to be so original. I used to care, I was being cared for. Made sure I showed it to those that I love. I used to sleep without a single stir, 'Cause I was ...
Posted by cayla on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 10:33:00 PST

sadsad

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Posted by cayla on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 02:34:00 PST

Daily/Weekly Updates

I chose to delete this. Wanna know why? Fuck it. Fuck dwelling in my useless past. It's pointless to re-read what I've already wrote, feel what I've already felt... it's gone. Everything is gone, and ...
Posted by cayla on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 07:02:00 PST

you oughta know

I want you to know, that I'm happy for youI wish nothing but the best for you bothAn older version of meIs she perverted like meWould she go down on you in a theatreDoes she speak eloquentlyAnd would ...
Posted by cayla on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 11:04:00 PST

this one really got me.

I wonder about the end of things, ; &nbs...
Posted by cayla on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 02:24:00 PST