I once was a negative person. I slowly am overcoming that and becoming an enlightened girl. I long to see the wonderful things that every one has to offer. I am selfish and overly nosey. I try and give everyone respect, but I fail occasionally. I am a huge, raging bitch. I enjoy train rides far too much, I like to practice yoga and I love to write. I like poetry. If you are in search of me you can find me wondering the floors of the library for amazing books or in my bed sleeping or maybe just laying there. If I had one wish it would be that the Oregon Country fair was year round. I love my friends and strange enough my family as well. I love to crouch with gear on and have softballs fly at me quickly. I have a blast getting dressed up and wearing heels but I like sweatshirts and stretchy pants tons. I dislike liars a lot, even though I have been known to tell a couple lies here and there. I am obsessed with Burrito Boy and would eat there everyday if people let me. I love talking to people who share interests with me and church is a get away I love to visit. I love school because it occupies my day and lets me drift from home. I am an overachiever. I strive to be the best. I am beyond jealous. I often pass judgments and later form lasting friendships. I am fascinated with designer items, mostly jeans. I love God. I was raised within the church and am extremely thankful for that. My grandma is a huge chunk of my life. I cry a lot. I have tons of funny drunk stories and laugh at the thought of them. Two of the biggest fears I have are graduating and leaving friends along the way. I also fear not having a way to camp out at fair and snow frightens me also. Bulletin boards distract me and the Eugene Weekly "I SAW YOU's" make me remain hopeful. Once I love someone I always will. I never let go of things, especially relationships. I dislike seaweed but I make an effort to get over it :) I don't like to use the word hate but, I hate it when people you care about build you up just to break you down. I rely on people a lot but won't admit it. Secretly I am truly independent. I am unable to make decisions and contradict everything I say. I constantly use adjectives. I would love to meet anyone and everyone because I am confident I could discover the beauty in you.
